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don't own anything in this chapter. Happy now? I'm too broke to be sued!
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Ami awoke with a smile of bliss on her face. She had not opened her eyes yet for she wanted to stay as she was, in the arms of the man she loved. She buried her head deeper into his bare chest, his scent making her even happier as he played with her hair. "Heero," she spoke, her voice slightly muffled as she leaned into him, "I love you." Ami said without hesitation. The three words that frightened her almost all of her life rolled right off of her tongue but had much meaning.
She opened her eyes and gazed up at the once perfect soldier. She felt she could just drown in those pools of Prussian blue. She caught a small smile on his face, "I love you too, Ami."
They had no special nicknames for each other. Just hearing him speak without the cold and emptiness in his voice was comforting. She wanted to be in those moments for eternity but knew that she would have to return to her dimension and leave him behind.
He saw the laughter in her eyes be replaced with sadness. "Ami, what's wrong?" he questioned. The blue haired genius's eyes widened a bit from shock but then calmed down, "It's nothing, Heero. It's nothing," He looked into her eyes for answers but she buried her head back into his chest. They returned to silence but now it wasn't as pleasant.
The Prussian eyed man felt wetness against his skin and Ami's petite frame shook with silent sobs. He hugged her, his hand rubbing her back in order to comfort her. His touch was warm against her skin, sending a tingle down her spine. They stayed that way for another hour before Heero dressed and left the room before everyone else woke up. Both of them did not want to hear remarks if they had been found in the same bed from their friends.
Ami did not want to move from her spot for it would mean that she would have to leave but there was no choice in the matter. She didn't want to leave him. But she had to. This was a forbidden love.........one that would not be allowed in the past or present. The blue haired genius knew that it was logically impossible to be able to have a long distance relationship with a man that was in another dimension even if they loved each other. With a heavy heart, she moved from her bed to the bathroom to take a shower. Fate was always so cruel.
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Hotaru blinked. A large blush came upon her face as she recalled what had happened the night before. She was now lying in her bed, trying to sort things out. He had kissed her. Chang Wufei, the biggest jerk in all of the dimensions she had been to, told her he cared for her and kissed her.
She was completely and utterly terrified at that moment and now. Now she actually discovered some hidden feelings she had for the ex-Gundam pilot of Shenlong but what scared her was that she had fallen for one that she could not have. Maybe her only true soul mate but they did not and could not live in the same world as each other. Such was written by in the stars. They were supposed to be hating enemies. That would make it a lot easier to leave now if they hated each other.
The senshi of death and destruction sighed in frustration. Why did life always screw her somehow? Why did she come it this dimension anyway? She wanted someone to tell her the answer to her question. Anyone! But the only one that could answer was she.
~ "Onegai? I can help Ami-chan and her friend a lot. I also feel in my gut that I should go because something is waiting for me there."~ She had said earlier. Or rather someone now that she thought about it. Life is always unfair to those that actually fight for it.
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The rest of the day flew by quickly to two of the Senshi's disgust. Of course the Gundam Pilots did not know that their newly acquired allies were leaving. Pluto had sworn the princesses to secrecy, hoping not to make a scene. They were to leave at the stroke of midnight. Ami looked down at the ground in disappointment, 'Am I destined to be alone forever?'
The clouds covered the sun, gray dominating the skies. Thunder filled the air and lightning lit up the sky. Thus the rain began. There was no soft drizzle. Only a heavy downpour came down from the clouds, showing no mercy to those that were caught in its wake. It just wasn't Ami or Hotaru's day.
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Hotaru watched the man of Chinese descent as he practiced his sword techniques. A sigh escaped her lips. She knew what she must do and it wasn't going to be easy. Especially with her other self, Sailor Saturn, telling her not to. She had to tell him how she felt. She had to tell him before she left. She was lost in her thoughts, completely oblivious to the fact that Wufei had stopped his swordplay and was watching her.
"Hotaru, what is it?" he asked in an annoyed voice with hints of concern.
That snapped her back to her wits. 'Damn! Now I have to talk to him.' she thought, trying to swallow the large lump in her throat. She gulped, her mouth suddenly feeling as dry as the desert. "Umm...Wufei we need to talk about what happened, you know, yesterday." the senshi of death and destruction blurted out quickly. But not quick enough for Wufei not to understand, he nodded. They talked for a while ending with Hotaru telling him they were leaving at midnight but he was not to come.
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Ami avoided Heero for the rest of the day. She couldn't see him now. It would only break her heart. She was hoping to distance herself from the ex- Perfect Soldier so that this-what would you call it-break up. Instead she wrote a letter to him, explaining her absence.
10 minutes until departure. "Hours seemed to fly by quickly, especially when you don't want them to." Ami told herself in a low undertone as the group began to congregate in the forest next to Quatre's place. She looked longingly at one of the dark windows on the third floor, letting a sigh leave her lips. She really did have her cowardice. She couldn't tell Heero she was leaving. She was afraid of how he would act. She was afraid of how she would act.
'There's no looking back now.' she told herself as she transformed into Super Sailor Mercury along with her friends, the freezing rain pounding down on her. The rain only seem to make Ami feel worse.
"VENUS CRYSTAL POWER"
"MERCURY CRYSTAL POWER"
"MARS CRYSTAL POWER"
"JUPITER CRYSTAL POWER"
"SATURN CRYSTAL POWER"
"URANUS CRYSTAL POWER"
"NEPTUNE CRYSTAL POWER"
"PLUTO CRYSTAL POWER"
"SILVER MOON CRYSTAL POWER"
"MAKE-UP!" they all shouted together, disappearing from the forest.
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Heero awoke with a start. He thought he heard a chorus of female voices shouting about make up. He tried to go back to sleep but then a piece of paper on his wooden dresser caught his eye. 'That wasn't there before.' he told himself as he retrieved the paper. It was a letter from Ami. His eyes widened in shock as his eyes read Ami's neat handwriting:
Dear Heero,
I hate to do this but I have to leave you. I am needed in my dimension and I have my duties. It was determined thousands of years ago for whom I live for. I am not free as you are. I also love my princess as family so I will serve under her until my death. Please forgive me though I know that is an unreasonable request.
You and I could never be together. We met because it was our destiny but fate intervened. Destiny is fate and fate is a fickle thing. But fate is not destiny. We only met because of fate and that is the only reason why we did not kill each other. Balance has to be obtained between the dimensions and as long as Hotaru or I are here, that balance will be upset.
I do love you but our love is forbidden now and thousands of years ago. I most likely will never see you again. Please take care of yourself and tell the others thank you for their help. You came to me for help and yet in the end you helped me. I thank you especially Heero. You have done so much for me and that is why I love you.
Ami
He closed his fist around the letter, crumpling it. He didn't even notice the hot tears flowing down his cheeks as he punched the wall beside him. He removed his fist from the wall, leaving a large dent in it. He looked outside his window and saw that the weather. Thunder struck, illuminating the dark forest outside. It was as the weather was reflecting his emotions. Of course his emotions had screwed him once again. Emotions always screwed him. Damn stupid sentiments! He was rejected again! Another dent was created in the wall.
Destiny messes everyone up as it always has. Lovers are split apart. Allies are left behind. Fighters must continue to fight. Sacrifice is necessary in order to keep many more people alive. Those that are sacrificed cannot be revived and have served they only purpose in life. It is the cruel reality of own world but we cannot escape it. We all are only human after all.
The less sacrifice is usually looked on for the better but quantity is not as important as quality. Those that are lost are taken because they are pure. Taken to compensate for the others of their world those aren't as innocent as they. It is the only way to keep humans in between the balance of evil and good.
That is the true purpose of the children of the stars. They are to keep stability in the everlasting fight for good and evil in the worlds. Their fight shall always continue until the end of time for evil lurks within all beings. Fate has bestowed a terrible burden on all of them. They are the ones that sacrifice the most, already half dead, half alive, never being able to live their own life due to their destiny. They have made one of the greatest sacrifices of all. They sacrificed their right to freedom.
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Hey everybody, I'm not dead yet. Just working on my Harry Potter Website and my summer program presentation. Well that's the end for this story. Yay! One story down...another to go. Right. Anyways on with the thanking.
Mistress of Ice, thanks for the review. Of course you can have a banner and pin. You can have two! ::gives 2 banners and pins:: There you go. Thanks ever so much for reading. ^-^ You have helped make my day.
Kaiya-san, ::sighs:: here we are again. You just keep reading and reviewing! Thanks a lot! ::waves her own little Hee/Ami flag:: You people flatter me. ::blushes::
Rose Fright thanks for your reviews too. I got you're review a few minutes before I was gonna post. I hope this is quick enough for you. I hope you like.
AND A BIG THANKS TO THE READERS EVEN IF YOU DIDN'T REVIEW AND THOSE THAT REVIEWED BEFORE. I'm leaving now. Ja ne
~minimerc
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Ami awoke with a smile of bliss on her face. She had not opened her eyes yet for she wanted to stay as she was, in the arms of the man she loved. She buried her head deeper into his bare chest, his scent making her even happier as he played with her hair. "Heero," she spoke, her voice slightly muffled as she leaned into him, "I love you." Ami said without hesitation. The three words that frightened her almost all of her life rolled right off of her tongue but had much meaning.
She opened her eyes and gazed up at the once perfect soldier. She felt she could just drown in those pools of Prussian blue. She caught a small smile on his face, "I love you too, Ami."
They had no special nicknames for each other. Just hearing him speak without the cold and emptiness in his voice was comforting. She wanted to be in those moments for eternity but knew that she would have to return to her dimension and leave him behind.
He saw the laughter in her eyes be replaced with sadness. "Ami, what's wrong?" he questioned. The blue haired genius's eyes widened a bit from shock but then calmed down, "It's nothing, Heero. It's nothing," He looked into her eyes for answers but she buried her head back into his chest. They returned to silence but now it wasn't as pleasant.
The Prussian eyed man felt wetness against his skin and Ami's petite frame shook with silent sobs. He hugged her, his hand rubbing her back in order to comfort her. His touch was warm against her skin, sending a tingle down her spine. They stayed that way for another hour before Heero dressed and left the room before everyone else woke up. Both of them did not want to hear remarks if they had been found in the same bed from their friends.
Ami did not want to move from her spot for it would mean that she would have to leave but there was no choice in the matter. She didn't want to leave him. But she had to. This was a forbidden love.........one that would not be allowed in the past or present. The blue haired genius knew that it was logically impossible to be able to have a long distance relationship with a man that was in another dimension even if they loved each other. With a heavy heart, she moved from her bed to the bathroom to take a shower. Fate was always so cruel.
************
Hotaru blinked. A large blush came upon her face as she recalled what had happened the night before. She was now lying in her bed, trying to sort things out. He had kissed her. Chang Wufei, the biggest jerk in all of the dimensions she had been to, told her he cared for her and kissed her.
She was completely and utterly terrified at that moment and now. Now she actually discovered some hidden feelings she had for the ex-Gundam pilot of Shenlong but what scared her was that she had fallen for one that she could not have. Maybe her only true soul mate but they did not and could not live in the same world as each other. Such was written by in the stars. They were supposed to be hating enemies. That would make it a lot easier to leave now if they hated each other.
The senshi of death and destruction sighed in frustration. Why did life always screw her somehow? Why did she come it this dimension anyway? She wanted someone to tell her the answer to her question. Anyone! But the only one that could answer was she.
~ "Onegai? I can help Ami-chan and her friend a lot. I also feel in my gut that I should go because something is waiting for me there."~ She had said earlier. Or rather someone now that she thought about it. Life is always unfair to those that actually fight for it.
************
The rest of the day flew by quickly to two of the Senshi's disgust. Of course the Gundam Pilots did not know that their newly acquired allies were leaving. Pluto had sworn the princesses to secrecy, hoping not to make a scene. They were to leave at the stroke of midnight. Ami looked down at the ground in disappointment, 'Am I destined to be alone forever?'
The clouds covered the sun, gray dominating the skies. Thunder filled the air and lightning lit up the sky. Thus the rain began. There was no soft drizzle. Only a heavy downpour came down from the clouds, showing no mercy to those that were caught in its wake. It just wasn't Ami or Hotaru's day.
************
Hotaru watched the man of Chinese descent as he practiced his sword techniques. A sigh escaped her lips. She knew what she must do and it wasn't going to be easy. Especially with her other self, Sailor Saturn, telling her not to. She had to tell him how she felt. She had to tell him before she left. She was lost in her thoughts, completely oblivious to the fact that Wufei had stopped his swordplay and was watching her.
"Hotaru, what is it?" he asked in an annoyed voice with hints of concern.
That snapped her back to her wits. 'Damn! Now I have to talk to him.' she thought, trying to swallow the large lump in her throat. She gulped, her mouth suddenly feeling as dry as the desert. "Umm...Wufei we need to talk about what happened, you know, yesterday." the senshi of death and destruction blurted out quickly. But not quick enough for Wufei not to understand, he nodded. They talked for a while ending with Hotaru telling him they were leaving at midnight but he was not to come.
************
Ami avoided Heero for the rest of the day. She couldn't see him now. It would only break her heart. She was hoping to distance herself from the ex- Perfect Soldier so that this-what would you call it-break up. Instead she wrote a letter to him, explaining her absence.
10 minutes until departure. "Hours seemed to fly by quickly, especially when you don't want them to." Ami told herself in a low undertone as the group began to congregate in the forest next to Quatre's place. She looked longingly at one of the dark windows on the third floor, letting a sigh leave her lips. She really did have her cowardice. She couldn't tell Heero she was leaving. She was afraid of how he would act. She was afraid of how she would act.
'There's no looking back now.' she told herself as she transformed into Super Sailor Mercury along with her friends, the freezing rain pounding down on her. The rain only seem to make Ami feel worse.
"VENUS CRYSTAL POWER"
"MERCURY CRYSTAL POWER"
"MARS CRYSTAL POWER"
"JUPITER CRYSTAL POWER"
"SATURN CRYSTAL POWER"
"URANUS CRYSTAL POWER"
"NEPTUNE CRYSTAL POWER"
"PLUTO CRYSTAL POWER"
"SILVER MOON CRYSTAL POWER"
"MAKE-UP!" they all shouted together, disappearing from the forest.
************
Heero awoke with a start. He thought he heard a chorus of female voices shouting about make up. He tried to go back to sleep but then a piece of paper on his wooden dresser caught his eye. 'That wasn't there before.' he told himself as he retrieved the paper. It was a letter from Ami. His eyes widened in shock as his eyes read Ami's neat handwriting:
Dear Heero,
I hate to do this but I have to leave you. I am needed in my dimension and I have my duties. It was determined thousands of years ago for whom I live for. I am not free as you are. I also love my princess as family so I will serve under her until my death. Please forgive me though I know that is an unreasonable request.
You and I could never be together. We met because it was our destiny but fate intervened. Destiny is fate and fate is a fickle thing. But fate is not destiny. We only met because of fate and that is the only reason why we did not kill each other. Balance has to be obtained between the dimensions and as long as Hotaru or I are here, that balance will be upset.
I do love you but our love is forbidden now and thousands of years ago. I most likely will never see you again. Please take care of yourself and tell the others thank you for their help. You came to me for help and yet in the end you helped me. I thank you especially Heero. You have done so much for me and that is why I love you.
Ami
He closed his fist around the letter, crumpling it. He didn't even notice the hot tears flowing down his cheeks as he punched the wall beside him. He removed his fist from the wall, leaving a large dent in it. He looked outside his window and saw that the weather. Thunder struck, illuminating the dark forest outside. It was as the weather was reflecting his emotions. Of course his emotions had screwed him once again. Emotions always screwed him. Damn stupid sentiments! He was rejected again! Another dent was created in the wall.
Destiny messes everyone up as it always has. Lovers are split apart. Allies are left behind. Fighters must continue to fight. Sacrifice is necessary in order to keep many more people alive. Those that are sacrificed cannot be revived and have served they only purpose in life. It is the cruel reality of own world but we cannot escape it. We all are only human after all.
The less sacrifice is usually looked on for the better but quantity is not as important as quality. Those that are lost are taken because they are pure. Taken to compensate for the others of their world those aren't as innocent as they. It is the only way to keep humans in between the balance of evil and good.
That is the true purpose of the children of the stars. They are to keep stability in the everlasting fight for good and evil in the worlds. Their fight shall always continue until the end of time for evil lurks within all beings. Fate has bestowed a terrible burden on all of them. They are the ones that sacrifice the most, already half dead, half alive, never being able to live their own life due to their destiny. They have made one of the greatest sacrifices of all. They sacrificed their right to freedom.
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Hey everybody, I'm not dead yet. Just working on my Harry Potter Website and my summer program presentation. Well that's the end for this story. Yay! One story down...another to go. Right. Anyways on with the thanking.
Mistress of Ice, thanks for the review. Of course you can have a banner and pin. You can have two! ::gives 2 banners and pins:: There you go. Thanks ever so much for reading. ^-^ You have helped make my day.
Kaiya-san, ::sighs:: here we are again. You just keep reading and reviewing! Thanks a lot! ::waves her own little Hee/Ami flag:: You people flatter me. ::blushes::
Rose Fright thanks for your reviews too. I got you're review a few minutes before I was gonna post. I hope this is quick enough for you. I hope you like.
AND A BIG THANKS TO THE READERS EVEN IF YOU DIDN'T REVIEW AND THOSE THAT REVIEWED BEFORE. I'm leaving now. Ja ne
~minimerc
