Wishing on a Dream

By: Gypsygal

Well, here I am with another Mina/Heero fic. So, even though the other characters will be in here, they aren't the main focus and so I'll mention now that they are all deeply involved. Oh and sorry if that the characters are OOC. Sometimes they have to be for the story purposes so get over it. Well that's all, ENJOY!

Disclaimer: I don't own Sailor Moon, Gundam Wing, or "Luna's Boat Song" (From Lunar) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Wishing on a dream that seems far off, Hoping it would come today.

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~Heero~

As far back as I can remember, I've always been trained to be the perfect soldier. All aspects of my past vanishing into the void of my memories. I can't even remember the last time I smiled. Now all my training seems pointless, the world is peaceful, and I am alone.

"Heero, whatcha' ya thinkin'?" Okay maybe not completely alone, I have the other guys but that's it. Strangely, I've never really been able to open up to them; my training has held me back.

"Hmn..."

"Oh come on tell ole Duo about it."

"I'd rather not..." I pull back the hammer on my gun, "Now leave me alone." Duo gulps as he runs out of the room.

I've never told anyone but I've always had this dream of a girl. I've never seen her face but she's always helped me. I just wish I could meet her. Maybe she'd help me find my place in this world of peace.

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Into the starlit night, Foolish dreamers turn their gaze, Waiting on a shooting star.

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~Mina~

The meeting had drifted off of the subject, once again. It wasn't surprising; there has been peace for so long that they seem almost pointless. I don't mind, really, I just wish they wouldn't talk about their boyfriends, or in Serena's case fiancé.

"...then he took his hand from behind his back and you wouldn't believe what he had." I sigh, sometimes, life seems to be so perfect, for everyone else. Standing up I walk to the window to gaze at the stars. I used to spend hours staring dreamily into the sky. Taking any chance I get to make a wish.

"Mina... are you alright?" I look over to see Raye standing next to me, "I'm really worried about you, you've been different lately."

A small smile graces my face. Raye has always been there for me, "I'm fine Raye, just dreaming..."

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But what if that star is not to come? Will their dreams fade to nothing? When the horizon darkens most, We all need to believe there is hope.

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~Heero~

What am I thinking! I don't need some imaginary girl to help me solve my problems. I've always managed just fine on my own. Maybe that's why she appeared less and less in my dreams.

Frowning I head into the living room with the rest of the guys. They all seem happy living a normal life. I can't seem to, I've almost given' up all hope of being normal

"Hi Heero, haven't seen you all afternoon." Quatre, polite as ever, says upon my entering the room.

"Are you done sulking yet?" Duo asks. I glare at him, "Uhhh. heh heh heh, Wait where are you going?"

"Out"

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Is an angel watching closely over me? Can there be a guiding light I've yet to see? I know my heart should guide me by, but, There's a hole within my soul.

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~Mina~

"I think I'm gonna head home, I'll see you guys tomorrow"

"Be careful Mina." I heard Amy say as I close the door. Truthfully, I really don't want to go home. There is nothing but an empty house waiting for me. Instead, I turn towards the park.

As I walk my mind travels back through my time in the Silver Millenium, and my time as Sailor V. Even then I had problems in life but I was happy; then my parents died. I can remember them telling me before they died that they would always be with me, helping to guide me through life. Well unless I'm completely missing some sign they've given, then their death they left an emptiness inside me that'll never be filled.

"Mom, Dad, I could really use your help."

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What will fill this emptiness inside of me? Am I to be satisfied without knowing?

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~Mina~

All of the sudden the sadness and pain is too much to handle. I want to run away, run away from everything. I want to start completely over. With this thought, I begin to blindly run.

I pass restaurants, homes, hotels, stores, streets, as well as other places. each one igniting a memory. How can I live like this any longer? I turn in the direction of the park, still running. I need a place with no memories of lost loved ones. The faster I get there the better. Then suddenly I run into something hard.

~Heero~

What a relief to be free of everyone, It's better to be alone. Alone there is no one to try to make me feel and boy do they try. The problem is they try to damn hard, each in their own way.

I wonder what it is like feel emotions freely. Sometimes I try to be like them, and once I almost succeeded. That was when I gained my stalker, and now I want nothing to do with being normal. do I? No, that's not true, I WANT to be normal more than anything. If I could forget my training, and my horrible deeds for just an instant then I'd be happy. I'd feel whole.

All of a sudden, I stop realizing that I don't recognize my surroundings. In front of me is a huge park. I guess that is as good a place as any. I begin to walk towards it when someone collides into me.

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I wish then for a chance to see, Now all I need, desperately.

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~Mina~

"Oh I'm sorry, I wasn't watching where I was going" I look at the person sprawled on the ground next to me before I begin to laugh.

~Heero~

I frown at the girl next to me. I probably should have paid more attention.

"Here let me help you up" She said between giggles, "and how 'bout I treat you to some coffee. It's the least I can do after knocking you into that puddle."

*** Is my star to come...

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Well, that is it for now, maybe they'll be another chapter but with the classes I'm taking, I won't guarantee anything. Also sorry about any mistakes, I wanted to get it up and so I'll go back later and fix them. While your waiting PLEASE REVIEW!! I love hearing what you think but please no flames about the coupling, if you don't like them then don't read the story, simple as that.