" Let's see Carrie what's on this tape," Kaitlyn said putting it in the VCR and rewinding it.

" I'm going to kill you," Abbey screamed in pain." How could you do this to me?"

"Come on Abbey you can do this one more push and then we have our little boy." Jed said from behind the camera.

" Here it comes," the doctor said," It's a girl."

" What?" Jed said shocked dropping the camera.

" Would you like to hold her Mrs.Barlet?"

" No, I just want to sleep."

Kaitlyn watched in pain as the camera raced out of the room.

" A girl?" Jed yelled," You said it was a boy"

" Sonograms aren't fool proof Governor. If you don't mind."

" Daddy," Carmen called," Hold up the camera. Here. How's Mom and the baby?"

" Your mother is fine and the baby is a girl," Jed said his face stern and disappointment visible.

Kaitlyn continued to watch as the scene changed.

" Here we are me Carmen, Brenda and Jennie off to get the first look at our mom and sister. Hey Mom how do you feel."

" Like I've been hit by a bus." Abbey said kissing the girls.

" Where's the baby?" Brenda asked.

" In the basket thing-" Jed directed.

" Hi there sweetie aren't you a cutie?" Brenda said picking her up.

"Have her wave to the camera." Carmen demanded as Kaitlyn was handed over to Jennifer.

" Here do you want her mom I think she's hungry."

" Get a nurse."

" Aren't you breast feeding her?" Brenda asked.

" Gross." Carmen cried.

" Grow up that's how you were fed, we all were."

" I'm not doing it this time."

" Why are you okay?" Jennifer asked concerned.

" Yes but it takes time and- I'm just not. Brenda honey get a bottle and one of you can feed her.

" So what's her name?" Carmen asked pointing the camera on Jed.

" Carrie set that damn thing down." Jed shouted.

" Sorry," Carmen apologized, setting the camera down on the table but not turning it off.

" Jed don't yell you'll wake the baby and she doesn't have a name."

Kaitlyn fast forward through the tape and stopped when her parents were alone.

" She needs a name Jed."

" So name her."

" Do you have a preference? You wanted to name her Joseph we could name her Josephina."

" I wanted to name my son Joseph she's not a boy."

" Really? I didn't notice. Look Jed you're the one who wanted this baby and annoyed me constantly about her. She's not a boy get over it, neither are any of our other girls."

" Exactly we have girls, three!"

" For the love of God Jed pick a damn name!"

" Kaitlyn!"

" Thank you. Kaitlyn Josephina Bartlet, now get a nurse so we can fill out the birth certificate."

"So he named me and he still doesn't know my name." Kaitlyn thought as the screen suddenly changed again. Carmen behind the camera again." I see why it's Carrie's tape she's the one who finished using it." Kaitlyn fast-forwarded the tape and seen that all the rest were all of Carmen.

" I get it now why he hates me. I'm not a boy. But my mom doesn't like me either, and apparently she never has she just pretends not to so much. Her journals, they probably could tell me at least why she hates me." Kaitlyn said grabbing a book and starting to read.