Shatter

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Genre: Angst

Rating: PG

Summary: When life takes your support, you can only fall, as your world shatters. major angst

Warning: Spoilers for PoA, extreme angst, some mature subjects

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I guess that there will always be people who have no hope in their lives.

Like me.

Don't start protesting at me. I've heard it all.

"But it's impossible!" "You have the Marauders at the very least!"

True, true.

But when you let someone into your heart, you have to put down the shield. And God knows that an arrow can slice in.

The problem with having people who care is that, you learnt to use them as support. When they're gone, you're all alone and you fall down an endless chasm. Until you hit the ground and break.

I've been to Hell and back. Angels have saved me. I've known love.

And I've known grief.

It's bitter taste still floods my tongue, the salt of tears mingling with it.

Angels come in the strangest forms, but you know one when you are near one. They may not seem to have feathered wings or halos, but an angel doesn't need paltry things. As I fell, they caught me and flew me up.

I even gained my own wings, but mine were pitiful, dark. They held me when I grew weak, but encouraged me to fly on my own.

Then my angels left, my wings shattered, and I was left to fall. I fell back into despair. One angel died, one was taken as prisoner, one became dark. Leaving me, the demon, without any supports. I fell, and I was alone.

When the anchor of life is shattered, all that is left is glass. Broken glass and blood.

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Adrian: That- was creepy.

Nataku: /nod/ Poor Lupin. /cuddles a Lupin plushie/