"Star Lovers" by Ai Yuukan
Chapter 14
Lilian stumbled backwards when he slapped her. Nakago's eyes were cold and angry. and forbidding. Straining to keep her tears, Lilian touched her cheek and just looked at Nakago. He was so angry. And he had every right to be. She smiled softly, tearfully. Nakago. She withdrew her hand from her cheek and looked down. There was a tinge of blood on one of her fingers. She smiled sadly. and wiped away the blood from the cut on her cheek with a sleeve. "Nakago. Gomenasai." She turned away and looked up at the stars. "I don't blame you for being angry. I would be angry, too, if someone entered my mind without permission and took a peek at my memories." Some of the anger in Nakago's eyes dimmed. He remembered doing the same thing before. seeing Lilian's memories. He had done the same thing.before. He was no better than her. Some of his contempt for her faded. Lilian knew she had to continue. "I saw everything. your mother. the emperor. everything." She smiled a wry smile. "That's what told me you were somewhat human after all. I. didn't hate you so much after that." She admitted. Nakago's anger had disappeared. Her words. He suddenly wanted to draw her in his arms. and hold her. His eyes widened. What in the hell was he feeling? Lilian sighed. "I hated you because of what I knew you what you were going to do to Yui-sama. I hated you because you were. are a cruel, manipulative bastard. I hated you just because you're you." I hated you because somehow, I knew I could love you. that I would love you. Nakago looked thoughtful and stepped closer to Lilian, wanting to look into her eyes. She looked up at him. They were deep. and sad. "Why didn't you hate me so much after you learned about my past?" He asked her softly. Lilian stared into his clear blue eyes, lost with love for him. "You have your reasons for acting the way you do. I didn't know that before. You are a cruel, manipulative bastard, but with a good, honorable heart." Nakago's eyes widened with surprise. Lilian laughed softly. "You might never want to admit it. but you've got chivalry. even if most of it wasn't directed at me. You treat Yui with respect. true, you do it to win her trust, but you do it so naturally, that I'm sure you could be honorable and good if you tried." Nakago stared at her. "You. like me." He was shocked. Lilian blushed lightly. "Well. you could say that. You're fun to argue and fight with, I admit." Her own blue eyes widened. "Good lord! I'm beginning to sound like Kathryn!"
Nakago's eyes were amused. "Kathryn?" Lilian smiled. "My sister. She argues a lot. just for the fun of it. She likes to get people riled." Nakago smiled slightly. "You enjoy prodding my temper?" Lilian grinned at that. "Oh, without a doubt!" Nakago laughed. Lilian's eyes twinkled. Then with a start, both of them realized what they had just done. Their eyes widened with disbelief. Nakago frowned at the realization while Lilian muttered, "Wow." Lilian frowned up at Nakago. "I never thought I would live to see the day I would share a laugh with you." Then she smiled. beautifully, Nakago couldn't help but notice. "It's quite nice, you know." "What is?" "Seeing you smile. I really hate it when you smirk." Lilian admitted. Nakago smirked. Lilian scowled. "You look really mean and cruel when you do that!" She snapped. Nakago arched a brow. "It suits me." He simply said. Lilian sighed, reality sinking in. "It should." She said softly. "But I like it better when you smile." Nakago had finally gathered his wits about him. "And I should care what you like?" Lilian glared at Nakago, her temper returning. "You may be right. I really shouldn't care." She said hatefully. "You really shouldn't." Lilian's temper flared for one heated minute, but her heart cooled it down the next. Her heart sighed. "But I do." She whispered. "I do care." Nakago stared into Lilian's eyes and knew she was speaking the truth. Suddenly, he saw what he had seen in Soi's eyes. love. The realization rattled him to his bones. Lilian loved him. He just stared at Lilian, shocked speechless. Lilian. She loved him. In his heart, he knew it was true. She was no better than Soi. But his arrogance argued, Soi's love for him could be easily explained. and his disbelief echoed, Lilian had no reason to love him. Ever since he had met Lilian, he had instantly disliked her. hated her, even. for apparently no reason at all. He resented her boldness, her uppity manner, her powers. everything. He and Lilian had become instant enemies. the moment their eyes had met. Yet ever since they had last fought, she had been noticeably trying to keep her angry outbursts to herself. Now he knew why. she had seen his past. He should have known she had gained the power of telepathy. he had it himself. He should have recognized the signs. but he hadn't. She loved him. But why? Lilian knew his past. she knew him. No one else did. She didn't pity him, like anyone else would have, but she had discovered that he indeed had a heart. A heart of ice. but still. a heart. Nakago reached for her. He had a heart. The realization surprised even him. A heart of ice. that could only be melted by her fire. "Lily." "Nakago?" Lilian was confused. Why was he looking at her like that? He looked so confused. His eyes were full of confused wonder. He touched her uncut cheek and caressed her skin lightly with his touch. Lilian trembled. Nakago. Nakago tried to keep the truth away from his mind. his heart. but it wouldn't be denied. His heart was invaded by the truth. He loved her. And she loved him. "Mother? Who's my father?" Nakago's mother looked down at her child and smiled sadly. "I'll tell you that another time, okay, Akuru?" Nakago smiled patiently. Again, his mother thought of how Nakago's thoughts were too old for her child. Nakago was quiet and observant. and much more mature than other children his age. "Mother?" "Yes, Akuru?" "Did you love my father?" Nakago's mother closed her eyes. Perhaps Nakago was truly growing up too soon. She turned around and smiled. "Maybe, but I know I love my son." Nakago smiled softly. "I love you, mother." His mother smiled. "I love you too, Akuru." She said softly, meaning every word. Love. he had loved once before. He had loved his mother. What he felt for Lilian wasn't the same. but it was also love, albeit a different kind of love. He loved her with a tenderness he never thought he could possess. He loved her with a beauty that couldn't compare. He loved her. With all his heart. Gently, he leaned down and pressed his lips to hers. Lilian was surprised when he kissed her, and stiffened instinctively, unconsciously reminded of the kiss he had given her before. to frighten her. Sensing her fear, Nakago stiffened, but Lilian slowly opened her mouth in response, shyly accepting his gift. When they pulled apart, they could hardly believe the love they saw in each other's eyes. "Lily." Nakago was incredulous. "Don't you dare stop." Lilian brought his head down to kiss him again and he didn't pull back. Their slow fall to the ground was hazy and mind- numbing. Dimly, Lilian recalled that they were in a grove where anyone could just happen along, but when Nakago touched her again, she lost all thought. "Nakago. aishiteru." Nakago touched her face lovingly, wonder in his eyes. ". I know."
"I see your constellation." Lilian murmured, looking over Nakago's shoulders, seeing the stars wink down at her. She traced the blue symbol glowing on Nakago's head and murmured. "Heart." She smiled. "I'm surprised you have one." She chuckled huskily. Nakago smiled slightly, looking down at Lilian. "You're beautiful." Lilian smiled. "I know." Nakago chuckled. But Lilian's expression grew serious. "Nakago. I love you." Nakago looked at her. ".I know." Lilian frowned. "Well?" She said expectantly. "Well what?" Lilian's frown deepened. "Nakago." She growled menacingly. Nakago laughed and Lilian smiled with wonder at the sound. Nakago's eyes were sparkling when he looked down at her. ". what do you want me to say?" Lilian's frown returned. "You know full well what I want you to say." She grumbled. Nakago smiled. Lilian's gaze return to the stars. "Maybe you don't have a heart. Maybe I'm just imagining things. Maybe I don't love you. Maybe I---" "Sh." Nakago said, putting a finger against her lips. Lilian smiled triumphantly. "Well?" He sighed. "Very well. I love you too." Lilian's eyes glowed. "I knew it." Nakago grinned. "Did you, now?" Lilian stared. She had never thought Nakago capable of grinning. She touched the corner of his mouth. "Are you for real?" Nakago kissed her briefly, but it was enough to numb Lilian's mind with pleasure. He smiled. "Does that convince you?" Lilian smiled and looked up at the stars. "I can see so many constellations. oh, look! I see mine!" She pointed upward at the sky. "Taishi!" "Lilian." Lilian smiled when he said that. "I'm glad you're finally getting around to it." She said, smiling. Then she returned to gazing up at the stars. "They're so beautiful. Ne, Nakago?" "Hm?" "Look at the stars in our constellations. aren't they beautiful?" Nakago rolled off Lilian to oblige her and look up at the stars. He smiled in wonder. It seemed that the stars in their constellations were the brightest stars that night. night?! He bolted upright and looked around. Strange. Soi or Yui hadn't interrupted them. Lilian read his mind easily. "Soi set us up, if you're curious." Nakago smiled at Lilian. "Prying?" Lilian managed to look innocent. "Not at all." She suddenly shivered, finally becoming aware of the cool night wind. "I think the Suzaku seishi are wondering what's keeping us so long." She gathered her clothes, stood up, and began to dress. Nakago frowned, remembering his duty. He slowly sat up and contemplated his circumstances. The stars were especially bright this night. he found himself studying the constellations of Nakago and Lilian. Lilian came up behind him and smiled. "Nakago? I think you'd better get your pants on. I can sense someone coming." Nakago's eyes twinkled as he stared at Lilian's smile. Lilian's eyes softened. Twinkled. Nakago was so different than she had thought him to be. Lilian suddenly remembered something as Nakago dressed. "Nakago. are you still. going to.? Nakago slowly buttoned up his shirt. He didn't know how to answer her. He closed his eyes. His anger at the world, at life. was blurred. uncertain. Life had given him hell. part of him still wanted to have revenge on the world that had given him such a hellish existence. But. the world had also given him. Lilian. The world didn't seem so bad then. His eyes were closed. He was only dimly aware of Lilian putting on his armor. Lilian had ruined his plans of vengeance. she had saved him. He opened his eyes and looked at Lilian's concentrated face as she struggled to figure out how to put on his armor. He began to help her. All his life, he had been bent on revenge on the world that had only given him hell. but that had been before Lilian had come into his life and had found it in her heart to love him. They loved each other. with a love like no other. He didn't know how. he didn't know why. but their love was as pure and true as the love of dreams. He stared at Lilian's soft smile of triumph when she finally managed to fit his cloak about his shoulders. He didn't know what to do now. what was he to do? Lilian stared at Nakago's blank expression and knew she was the cause of his confusion. What was Nakago supposed to do now? She smiled softly. "Nakago?" Nakago looked up at her. "Go on." She said softly. Nakago stared into her eyes. "What?" She smiled. "Do what you were going to do." The light in her eyes grew sad. "I wasn't supposed to change history this much. I'm. risking my sister's lives every minute I love you. but I have no regrets. They might already be hurt. but there's always the chance that it isn't too late." She said softly. "I love my sisters. but I also love you. I took the chance. to love you, and I won't go back on my decision. I know my sisters. understand." Nakago just stared at her. "You want me to continue as if nothing happened?" As much as his mind was agreeing to the plan, his heart protested. He didn't want to forget their love. Lilian smiled. "Just. go on. I know I'm being selfish but. I love you, Nakago. Nothing can change that." She touched his face. "Nothing." She kissed him lightly on the cheek. "Go on. as if nothing happened. but I know. in your heart. you'll know better." Nakago smiled wryly. "How am I supposed to do the things I'm supposed to do when I don't know what they are? This changes everything, Lily." Lilian turned away. "This wasn't supposed to happen." She smiled sadly at Nakago. "I wasn't supposed to fall in love with you. and before, I was in complete agreement with that rule. But everything has changed because I grew to love you." She closed her eyes. "Tomorrow. on the battlefield. test the first wish." She started to feel a dull ache in her heart. "I. don't know what happens after Yui returns to her world. but I do know that you will send Suboshi to watch after her. Several people die." Lilian's eyes grew shadowed. "And you kill." Kathryn. ".Hotohori." "Hotohori?" "The. Emperor of Konan." Her eyes were veiled. "He's the one my sister loves." Nakago's eyes gleamed. "I see." Lilian shook her head, trying to clear her mind. "I don't think you do. but you will eventually come to my world to battle the Suzaku seishi. You will fight them. but." Lilian had made up her mind. "When Miaka summons Suzaku. don't fight them." She turned to Nakago. "Understand?" Nakago stood and looked down at Lilian. She loved him. and whatever the reason. he loved her. He nodded slowly. "I will do all." Lilian smiled shakingly. She didn't want him to do all, but he had to. "Good." No, bad.
Soi peeked through the trees one last time. She had checked up on them several times during the last hour, and finally, they were finished. When she had seen them together, she had felt a pang of jealousy for only a moment. She couldn't be angry at Lilian. Lilian was her friend. But her heart was still broken. With a sigh, she turned. Yui had asked on the whereabouts of Nakago and Lilian for the past hour, and finally, she had an answer. It seemed they would attack tomorrow then. She sighed sadly. Nakago. "Soi!" Soi jumped and turned around. "Lilian!" Lilian made a face at her friend. "You set us up!" Soi managed to smile. "Guilty." Lilian smiled softly at Soi. "Thank you." Soi shook her head and smiled. "He's finally learned to love. I'm amazed it only took him an hour to do it." She admitted. Lilian smiled. There was a faraway look in her eyes. "No. I started falling love with him long before this. Who knows? Maybe it was the same with him." She looked at Soi and blinked. "Oh! I almost forgot! Nakago said we attack now! He wants you to conjure up a thunderstorm to light up the night for us." Soi blinked. "Tonight?!" Lilian nodded. "Hai, tonight." Her eyes softened. "He said he wants to get this over with as soon as possible." Soi gaped. "Dang, Lilian. You've got him good." Lilian sighed. "I think it's the other way around." She corrected softly.
Lilian and Soi were beside Nakago on their horses as they greeted the Suzaku seishi. The sky was rumbling; lightning lit the sky. Lilian stared across at the Suzaku seishi facing them off. Miaka. Tamahome. Tasuki. everyone was there. Including Vivien. Vivien stared at Lilian and something rather unpleasant passed betweent hem. Lilian smiled slightly. Both of them knew what was going to happen, and both of them knew that if they weren't forbidden, they wouldn't hesitate to prevent it. Suboshi smiled when he saw none of the Suzaku seishi's symbols glowing. "Awesome! At this rate, Konan doesn't stand a chance!" Nakago was the first to notice the Suzaku seishi. "They're here." He said coldly. Lilian looked down at the ground. Nakago's voice. He was angry. She knew he didn't wish to fight the Suzaku seishi now that they had each other. but she was forcing him to. Was he angry at her, too? Miaka's gaze was on Tamahome. Turmoil brewed in her hazel eyes. "Tamahome." She then turned and looked at Lilian and her fellow Seiryuu seishi. Her eyes widened as they fell on her former best friend. "Yui!" Yui stared at Miaka. "Miaka!" Tasuki was scowling. "It's about time you snakes showed up! You planned on attacking us while we slept, huh? You f*@^$^$ cowards!" Vivien frowned at Tasuki. "Tasuki." She warned. Nakago wasn't saying anything. Lilian's hands clutched the reins of her horse. She looked to Yui. "Shall we test it, Yui-sama?" Her horse pranced. She remembered exactly what Yui. her soul mother, had told her. "Let's see if Seiryuu granted our first wish." She looked at Nakago and something unspoken passed between them. Nakago nodded. Something flashed in his eyes. He smirked. Lilian sighed. Even though he didn't want to harm the Suzaku seishi anymore, he still wanted to get back at them for past occurences. "Indeed." He extended a hand. "Let me have the holy sword now, Miaka!" Tamahome's eyes flashed. "And get down!" Nakago fired a chi blast at Tamahome. Lilian and Vivien both looked away as Tamahome was forced back under the powerful chi. "Tamahome!" Miaka ran to her lover. Suboshi laughed. Lilian frowned at him. Well, he was certainly enjoying this. "This is great!" "Urusai, Suboshi!" Lilian barked at the Seiryuu seishi. Suboshi's smile faded. Lilian glared at him. "Just shut up!" Soi smiled at Lilian's anger before returning her attention to the Suzaku seishi. "Their characters still aren't appearing. At the time Suzaku was sealed, they've apparently become. ordinary humans." She observed. Their attention returned to Miaka and Tamahome. "Tamahome! Hold on!" "I'll hold them off!" Tamahome gritted out. "Take Hotohori's sword and go!" Vivien glared at Tamahome. "Urusai, Tamahome! Stop trying to be such a goddamned hero and don't tell Miaka what to do!" Miaka nodded tearfully. "Listen to Kyoku, Tamahome! You said we'd stay together!" Lilian darted a sideways glance to see Yui stiffen, listening to them. "You said after the war, you'd make me your wife!" Yui's eyes narrowed angrily. "I'm not going to leave you, no matter what!" Yui's fists clenched. Lilian closed her eyes. Yui turned to Nakago. "Nakago. I'm sorry. I'll grant your wish later." Nakago's eyes widened. "Yui-sama!" Yui glared at Miaka. "Kai-jin!" "Yui-sama! Why are you.?" Lilian gasped and turned around just in time to see Tasuki's sword fly towards Nakago. She saw white. "Nakago!" Soi saw the sword too. "Nakago! Look out!" Lilian's eyes widened as she saw, in slow-motion, Soi place herself in front of Nakago and get stabbed in her back. Lilian's heart thumped. Soi. Something white flashed in Lilian's vision. "Shit!" Tasuki swore. Vivien stared at Lilian. Her sister was so pale. her eyes so wide. with. Her heart stopped. "Lily!" Lilian stared at Soi, and trembling, jumped off her horse and ran to her. "SOI!" Miaka stared at Tasuki. "Tasuki." Lilian reached Soi. "Soi." Her eyes were wide with shock. "Soi!" Soi was staring at Nakago. Her eyes narrowed with pain. "Nakago." Lilian was holding Soi's hand. Suddenly, she saw a flash of white and was consumed by its fierceness. "You little brat!" Lilian's eyes opened. She found herself in another town... she saw a young, red-haired girl by the wall of a house being slapped by a big, street pimp. Her eyes widened. Soi. "How dare you try to run away!" The pimp roared. He continued to harass Lilian. Lilian found herself rooted to her spot in shock. Soi! "Your parents sold you to us! Can't you handle your customers?! Hurry up and take your clothes off!" He demanded angrily. Lilian's eyes widened. Soi! With a start, Lilian saw a young man, who eerily looked identical to Nakago. approach the pimp and Soi. Her eyes widened when she realized it truly was Nakago! She stared as he casually rid Soi of the abusive pimp and saw Soi stare at Nakago, shocked. Lilian's eyes softened. "Arigatou." Soi whispered, staring at Nakago. Suddenly she heard one of the soldiers call out to Nakago. "What's up, Nakago! Hurry up!" Soi's eyes widened as Nakago turned his back on her. His name was. Nakago. "Nakago?" Her eyes softened. "Nakago." Lilian's eyes stung. "Nakago." The girl whispered. Lilian opened her eyes to find herself holding Soi's hand. She stared at Soi. Her memory. of how they met. Involuntarily, her hand tightened around Soi's. Soi smiled sadly at Nakago. "Ever.since that day. I. wanted to. see you. My final service to you." "Soi." Lilian was crying. Suddenly, she felt closer to her friend than ever before. Soi turned to Lilian. "Lilian." She smiled weakly. "Lilian. Nakago. I. love you both. Take care. of each other." Nakago's eyes flashed. "Soi." Soi's hand went limp in Lilian's. Lilian closed her eyes. "SOI!!!" "Nakago!" Suboshi yelled. "Yui-sama is.!" Tamahome stared. "A blue light!"
Lilian watched as Yui glowed with a blue light. "Yui. she doesn't seem like herself." Miaka whispered. "Say good-bye to Tamahome, Miaka." Yui said harshly. She closed her eyes. "To Seiryuu within me, grant my second wish!" Lilian started to feel a cool energy cool her senses. "Nakago." She was suddenly fearful. What was going on? "Send us back to our world! I don't want Miaka to stay here in this book world! Send us back!"
Lilian started to feel as if she was in a vat of cool water. "Nakago!" Nakago stared at her, Soi in his arms. "Lily!"
Lilian heard something else too. "Tasuki!" "Vi!"
"Miaka!" Lilian shook. "This is the same thing I felt when I first came here! Everything's disappearing!"
Vivien started to shake, feeling the red light envelop her. "We're going back!" "N-no! Tamahome!"
"Miaka!" Lilian stared at Nakago. "Nakago." She sensed first Vivien, Yui, then Miaka disappear. She stared. "Nakago. Wait for me."
Chapter 14
Lilian stumbled backwards when he slapped her. Nakago's eyes were cold and angry. and forbidding. Straining to keep her tears, Lilian touched her cheek and just looked at Nakago. He was so angry. And he had every right to be. She smiled softly, tearfully. Nakago. She withdrew her hand from her cheek and looked down. There was a tinge of blood on one of her fingers. She smiled sadly. and wiped away the blood from the cut on her cheek with a sleeve. "Nakago. Gomenasai." She turned away and looked up at the stars. "I don't blame you for being angry. I would be angry, too, if someone entered my mind without permission and took a peek at my memories." Some of the anger in Nakago's eyes dimmed. He remembered doing the same thing before. seeing Lilian's memories. He had done the same thing.before. He was no better than her. Some of his contempt for her faded. Lilian knew she had to continue. "I saw everything. your mother. the emperor. everything." She smiled a wry smile. "That's what told me you were somewhat human after all. I. didn't hate you so much after that." She admitted. Nakago's anger had disappeared. Her words. He suddenly wanted to draw her in his arms. and hold her. His eyes widened. What in the hell was he feeling? Lilian sighed. "I hated you because of what I knew you what you were going to do to Yui-sama. I hated you because you were. are a cruel, manipulative bastard. I hated you just because you're you." I hated you because somehow, I knew I could love you. that I would love you. Nakago looked thoughtful and stepped closer to Lilian, wanting to look into her eyes. She looked up at him. They were deep. and sad. "Why didn't you hate me so much after you learned about my past?" He asked her softly. Lilian stared into his clear blue eyes, lost with love for him. "You have your reasons for acting the way you do. I didn't know that before. You are a cruel, manipulative bastard, but with a good, honorable heart." Nakago's eyes widened with surprise. Lilian laughed softly. "You might never want to admit it. but you've got chivalry. even if most of it wasn't directed at me. You treat Yui with respect. true, you do it to win her trust, but you do it so naturally, that I'm sure you could be honorable and good if you tried." Nakago stared at her. "You. like me." He was shocked. Lilian blushed lightly. "Well. you could say that. You're fun to argue and fight with, I admit." Her own blue eyes widened. "Good lord! I'm beginning to sound like Kathryn!"
Nakago's eyes were amused. "Kathryn?" Lilian smiled. "My sister. She argues a lot. just for the fun of it. She likes to get people riled." Nakago smiled slightly. "You enjoy prodding my temper?" Lilian grinned at that. "Oh, without a doubt!" Nakago laughed. Lilian's eyes twinkled. Then with a start, both of them realized what they had just done. Their eyes widened with disbelief. Nakago frowned at the realization while Lilian muttered, "Wow." Lilian frowned up at Nakago. "I never thought I would live to see the day I would share a laugh with you." Then she smiled. beautifully, Nakago couldn't help but notice. "It's quite nice, you know." "What is?" "Seeing you smile. I really hate it when you smirk." Lilian admitted. Nakago smirked. Lilian scowled. "You look really mean and cruel when you do that!" She snapped. Nakago arched a brow. "It suits me." He simply said. Lilian sighed, reality sinking in. "It should." She said softly. "But I like it better when you smile." Nakago had finally gathered his wits about him. "And I should care what you like?" Lilian glared at Nakago, her temper returning. "You may be right. I really shouldn't care." She said hatefully. "You really shouldn't." Lilian's temper flared for one heated minute, but her heart cooled it down the next. Her heart sighed. "But I do." She whispered. "I do care." Nakago stared into Lilian's eyes and knew she was speaking the truth. Suddenly, he saw what he had seen in Soi's eyes. love. The realization rattled him to his bones. Lilian loved him. He just stared at Lilian, shocked speechless. Lilian. She loved him. In his heart, he knew it was true. She was no better than Soi. But his arrogance argued, Soi's love for him could be easily explained. and his disbelief echoed, Lilian had no reason to love him. Ever since he had met Lilian, he had instantly disliked her. hated her, even. for apparently no reason at all. He resented her boldness, her uppity manner, her powers. everything. He and Lilian had become instant enemies. the moment their eyes had met. Yet ever since they had last fought, she had been noticeably trying to keep her angry outbursts to herself. Now he knew why. she had seen his past. He should have known she had gained the power of telepathy. he had it himself. He should have recognized the signs. but he hadn't. She loved him. But why? Lilian knew his past. she knew him. No one else did. She didn't pity him, like anyone else would have, but she had discovered that he indeed had a heart. A heart of ice. but still. a heart. Nakago reached for her. He had a heart. The realization surprised even him. A heart of ice. that could only be melted by her fire. "Lily." "Nakago?" Lilian was confused. Why was he looking at her like that? He looked so confused. His eyes were full of confused wonder. He touched her uncut cheek and caressed her skin lightly with his touch. Lilian trembled. Nakago. Nakago tried to keep the truth away from his mind. his heart. but it wouldn't be denied. His heart was invaded by the truth. He loved her. And she loved him. "Mother? Who's my father?" Nakago's mother looked down at her child and smiled sadly. "I'll tell you that another time, okay, Akuru?" Nakago smiled patiently. Again, his mother thought of how Nakago's thoughts were too old for her child. Nakago was quiet and observant. and much more mature than other children his age. "Mother?" "Yes, Akuru?" "Did you love my father?" Nakago's mother closed her eyes. Perhaps Nakago was truly growing up too soon. She turned around and smiled. "Maybe, but I know I love my son." Nakago smiled softly. "I love you, mother." His mother smiled. "I love you too, Akuru." She said softly, meaning every word. Love. he had loved once before. He had loved his mother. What he felt for Lilian wasn't the same. but it was also love, albeit a different kind of love. He loved her with a tenderness he never thought he could possess. He loved her with a beauty that couldn't compare. He loved her. With all his heart. Gently, he leaned down and pressed his lips to hers. Lilian was surprised when he kissed her, and stiffened instinctively, unconsciously reminded of the kiss he had given her before. to frighten her. Sensing her fear, Nakago stiffened, but Lilian slowly opened her mouth in response, shyly accepting his gift. When they pulled apart, they could hardly believe the love they saw in each other's eyes. "Lily." Nakago was incredulous. "Don't you dare stop." Lilian brought his head down to kiss him again and he didn't pull back. Their slow fall to the ground was hazy and mind- numbing. Dimly, Lilian recalled that they were in a grove where anyone could just happen along, but when Nakago touched her again, she lost all thought. "Nakago. aishiteru." Nakago touched her face lovingly, wonder in his eyes. ". I know."
"I see your constellation." Lilian murmured, looking over Nakago's shoulders, seeing the stars wink down at her. She traced the blue symbol glowing on Nakago's head and murmured. "Heart." She smiled. "I'm surprised you have one." She chuckled huskily. Nakago smiled slightly, looking down at Lilian. "You're beautiful." Lilian smiled. "I know." Nakago chuckled. But Lilian's expression grew serious. "Nakago. I love you." Nakago looked at her. ".I know." Lilian frowned. "Well?" She said expectantly. "Well what?" Lilian's frown deepened. "Nakago." She growled menacingly. Nakago laughed and Lilian smiled with wonder at the sound. Nakago's eyes were sparkling when he looked down at her. ". what do you want me to say?" Lilian's frown returned. "You know full well what I want you to say." She grumbled. Nakago smiled. Lilian's gaze return to the stars. "Maybe you don't have a heart. Maybe I'm just imagining things. Maybe I don't love you. Maybe I---" "Sh." Nakago said, putting a finger against her lips. Lilian smiled triumphantly. "Well?" He sighed. "Very well. I love you too." Lilian's eyes glowed. "I knew it." Nakago grinned. "Did you, now?" Lilian stared. She had never thought Nakago capable of grinning. She touched the corner of his mouth. "Are you for real?" Nakago kissed her briefly, but it was enough to numb Lilian's mind with pleasure. He smiled. "Does that convince you?" Lilian smiled and looked up at the stars. "I can see so many constellations. oh, look! I see mine!" She pointed upward at the sky. "Taishi!" "Lilian." Lilian smiled when he said that. "I'm glad you're finally getting around to it." She said, smiling. Then she returned to gazing up at the stars. "They're so beautiful. Ne, Nakago?" "Hm?" "Look at the stars in our constellations. aren't they beautiful?" Nakago rolled off Lilian to oblige her and look up at the stars. He smiled in wonder. It seemed that the stars in their constellations were the brightest stars that night. night?! He bolted upright and looked around. Strange. Soi or Yui hadn't interrupted them. Lilian read his mind easily. "Soi set us up, if you're curious." Nakago smiled at Lilian. "Prying?" Lilian managed to look innocent. "Not at all." She suddenly shivered, finally becoming aware of the cool night wind. "I think the Suzaku seishi are wondering what's keeping us so long." She gathered her clothes, stood up, and began to dress. Nakago frowned, remembering his duty. He slowly sat up and contemplated his circumstances. The stars were especially bright this night. he found himself studying the constellations of Nakago and Lilian. Lilian came up behind him and smiled. "Nakago? I think you'd better get your pants on. I can sense someone coming." Nakago's eyes twinkled as he stared at Lilian's smile. Lilian's eyes softened. Twinkled. Nakago was so different than she had thought him to be. Lilian suddenly remembered something as Nakago dressed. "Nakago. are you still. going to.? Nakago slowly buttoned up his shirt. He didn't know how to answer her. He closed his eyes. His anger at the world, at life. was blurred. uncertain. Life had given him hell. part of him still wanted to have revenge on the world that had given him such a hellish existence. But. the world had also given him. Lilian. The world didn't seem so bad then. His eyes were closed. He was only dimly aware of Lilian putting on his armor. Lilian had ruined his plans of vengeance. she had saved him. He opened his eyes and looked at Lilian's concentrated face as she struggled to figure out how to put on his armor. He began to help her. All his life, he had been bent on revenge on the world that had only given him hell. but that had been before Lilian had come into his life and had found it in her heart to love him. They loved each other. with a love like no other. He didn't know how. he didn't know why. but their love was as pure and true as the love of dreams. He stared at Lilian's soft smile of triumph when she finally managed to fit his cloak about his shoulders. He didn't know what to do now. what was he to do? Lilian stared at Nakago's blank expression and knew she was the cause of his confusion. What was Nakago supposed to do now? She smiled softly. "Nakago?" Nakago looked up at her. "Go on." She said softly. Nakago stared into her eyes. "What?" She smiled. "Do what you were going to do." The light in her eyes grew sad. "I wasn't supposed to change history this much. I'm. risking my sister's lives every minute I love you. but I have no regrets. They might already be hurt. but there's always the chance that it isn't too late." She said softly. "I love my sisters. but I also love you. I took the chance. to love you, and I won't go back on my decision. I know my sisters. understand." Nakago just stared at her. "You want me to continue as if nothing happened?" As much as his mind was agreeing to the plan, his heart protested. He didn't want to forget their love. Lilian smiled. "Just. go on. I know I'm being selfish but. I love you, Nakago. Nothing can change that." She touched his face. "Nothing." She kissed him lightly on the cheek. "Go on. as if nothing happened. but I know. in your heart. you'll know better." Nakago smiled wryly. "How am I supposed to do the things I'm supposed to do when I don't know what they are? This changes everything, Lily." Lilian turned away. "This wasn't supposed to happen." She smiled sadly at Nakago. "I wasn't supposed to fall in love with you. and before, I was in complete agreement with that rule. But everything has changed because I grew to love you." She closed her eyes. "Tomorrow. on the battlefield. test the first wish." She started to feel a dull ache in her heart. "I. don't know what happens after Yui returns to her world. but I do know that you will send Suboshi to watch after her. Several people die." Lilian's eyes grew shadowed. "And you kill." Kathryn. ".Hotohori." "Hotohori?" "The. Emperor of Konan." Her eyes were veiled. "He's the one my sister loves." Nakago's eyes gleamed. "I see." Lilian shook her head, trying to clear her mind. "I don't think you do. but you will eventually come to my world to battle the Suzaku seishi. You will fight them. but." Lilian had made up her mind. "When Miaka summons Suzaku. don't fight them." She turned to Nakago. "Understand?" Nakago stood and looked down at Lilian. She loved him. and whatever the reason. he loved her. He nodded slowly. "I will do all." Lilian smiled shakingly. She didn't want him to do all, but he had to. "Good." No, bad.
Soi peeked through the trees one last time. She had checked up on them several times during the last hour, and finally, they were finished. When she had seen them together, she had felt a pang of jealousy for only a moment. She couldn't be angry at Lilian. Lilian was her friend. But her heart was still broken. With a sigh, she turned. Yui had asked on the whereabouts of Nakago and Lilian for the past hour, and finally, she had an answer. It seemed they would attack tomorrow then. She sighed sadly. Nakago. "Soi!" Soi jumped and turned around. "Lilian!" Lilian made a face at her friend. "You set us up!" Soi managed to smile. "Guilty." Lilian smiled softly at Soi. "Thank you." Soi shook her head and smiled. "He's finally learned to love. I'm amazed it only took him an hour to do it." She admitted. Lilian smiled. There was a faraway look in her eyes. "No. I started falling love with him long before this. Who knows? Maybe it was the same with him." She looked at Soi and blinked. "Oh! I almost forgot! Nakago said we attack now! He wants you to conjure up a thunderstorm to light up the night for us." Soi blinked. "Tonight?!" Lilian nodded. "Hai, tonight." Her eyes softened. "He said he wants to get this over with as soon as possible." Soi gaped. "Dang, Lilian. You've got him good." Lilian sighed. "I think it's the other way around." She corrected softly.
Lilian and Soi were beside Nakago on their horses as they greeted the Suzaku seishi. The sky was rumbling; lightning lit the sky. Lilian stared across at the Suzaku seishi facing them off. Miaka. Tamahome. Tasuki. everyone was there. Including Vivien. Vivien stared at Lilian and something rather unpleasant passed betweent hem. Lilian smiled slightly. Both of them knew what was going to happen, and both of them knew that if they weren't forbidden, they wouldn't hesitate to prevent it. Suboshi smiled when he saw none of the Suzaku seishi's symbols glowing. "Awesome! At this rate, Konan doesn't stand a chance!" Nakago was the first to notice the Suzaku seishi. "They're here." He said coldly. Lilian looked down at the ground. Nakago's voice. He was angry. She knew he didn't wish to fight the Suzaku seishi now that they had each other. but she was forcing him to. Was he angry at her, too? Miaka's gaze was on Tamahome. Turmoil brewed in her hazel eyes. "Tamahome." She then turned and looked at Lilian and her fellow Seiryuu seishi. Her eyes widened as they fell on her former best friend. "Yui!" Yui stared at Miaka. "Miaka!" Tasuki was scowling. "It's about time you snakes showed up! You planned on attacking us while we slept, huh? You f*@^$^$ cowards!" Vivien frowned at Tasuki. "Tasuki." She warned. Nakago wasn't saying anything. Lilian's hands clutched the reins of her horse. She looked to Yui. "Shall we test it, Yui-sama?" Her horse pranced. She remembered exactly what Yui. her soul mother, had told her. "Let's see if Seiryuu granted our first wish." She looked at Nakago and something unspoken passed between them. Nakago nodded. Something flashed in his eyes. He smirked. Lilian sighed. Even though he didn't want to harm the Suzaku seishi anymore, he still wanted to get back at them for past occurences. "Indeed." He extended a hand. "Let me have the holy sword now, Miaka!" Tamahome's eyes flashed. "And get down!" Nakago fired a chi blast at Tamahome. Lilian and Vivien both looked away as Tamahome was forced back under the powerful chi. "Tamahome!" Miaka ran to her lover. Suboshi laughed. Lilian frowned at him. Well, he was certainly enjoying this. "This is great!" "Urusai, Suboshi!" Lilian barked at the Seiryuu seishi. Suboshi's smile faded. Lilian glared at him. "Just shut up!" Soi smiled at Lilian's anger before returning her attention to the Suzaku seishi. "Their characters still aren't appearing. At the time Suzaku was sealed, they've apparently become. ordinary humans." She observed. Their attention returned to Miaka and Tamahome. "Tamahome! Hold on!" "I'll hold them off!" Tamahome gritted out. "Take Hotohori's sword and go!" Vivien glared at Tamahome. "Urusai, Tamahome! Stop trying to be such a goddamned hero and don't tell Miaka what to do!" Miaka nodded tearfully. "Listen to Kyoku, Tamahome! You said we'd stay together!" Lilian darted a sideways glance to see Yui stiffen, listening to them. "You said after the war, you'd make me your wife!" Yui's eyes narrowed angrily. "I'm not going to leave you, no matter what!" Yui's fists clenched. Lilian closed her eyes. Yui turned to Nakago. "Nakago. I'm sorry. I'll grant your wish later." Nakago's eyes widened. "Yui-sama!" Yui glared at Miaka. "Kai-jin!" "Yui-sama! Why are you.?" Lilian gasped and turned around just in time to see Tasuki's sword fly towards Nakago. She saw white. "Nakago!" Soi saw the sword too. "Nakago! Look out!" Lilian's eyes widened as she saw, in slow-motion, Soi place herself in front of Nakago and get stabbed in her back. Lilian's heart thumped. Soi. Something white flashed in Lilian's vision. "Shit!" Tasuki swore. Vivien stared at Lilian. Her sister was so pale. her eyes so wide. with. Her heart stopped. "Lily!" Lilian stared at Soi, and trembling, jumped off her horse and ran to her. "SOI!" Miaka stared at Tasuki. "Tasuki." Lilian reached Soi. "Soi." Her eyes were wide with shock. "Soi!" Soi was staring at Nakago. Her eyes narrowed with pain. "Nakago." Lilian was holding Soi's hand. Suddenly, she saw a flash of white and was consumed by its fierceness. "You little brat!" Lilian's eyes opened. She found herself in another town... she saw a young, red-haired girl by the wall of a house being slapped by a big, street pimp. Her eyes widened. Soi. "How dare you try to run away!" The pimp roared. He continued to harass Lilian. Lilian found herself rooted to her spot in shock. Soi! "Your parents sold you to us! Can't you handle your customers?! Hurry up and take your clothes off!" He demanded angrily. Lilian's eyes widened. Soi! With a start, Lilian saw a young man, who eerily looked identical to Nakago. approach the pimp and Soi. Her eyes widened when she realized it truly was Nakago! She stared as he casually rid Soi of the abusive pimp and saw Soi stare at Nakago, shocked. Lilian's eyes softened. "Arigatou." Soi whispered, staring at Nakago. Suddenly she heard one of the soldiers call out to Nakago. "What's up, Nakago! Hurry up!" Soi's eyes widened as Nakago turned his back on her. His name was. Nakago. "Nakago?" Her eyes softened. "Nakago." Lilian's eyes stung. "Nakago." The girl whispered. Lilian opened her eyes to find herself holding Soi's hand. She stared at Soi. Her memory. of how they met. Involuntarily, her hand tightened around Soi's. Soi smiled sadly at Nakago. "Ever.since that day. I. wanted to. see you. My final service to you." "Soi." Lilian was crying. Suddenly, she felt closer to her friend than ever before. Soi turned to Lilian. "Lilian." She smiled weakly. "Lilian. Nakago. I. love you both. Take care. of each other." Nakago's eyes flashed. "Soi." Soi's hand went limp in Lilian's. Lilian closed her eyes. "SOI!!!" "Nakago!" Suboshi yelled. "Yui-sama is.!" Tamahome stared. "A blue light!"
Lilian watched as Yui glowed with a blue light. "Yui. she doesn't seem like herself." Miaka whispered. "Say good-bye to Tamahome, Miaka." Yui said harshly. She closed her eyes. "To Seiryuu within me, grant my second wish!" Lilian started to feel a cool energy cool her senses. "Nakago." She was suddenly fearful. What was going on? "Send us back to our world! I don't want Miaka to stay here in this book world! Send us back!"
Lilian started to feel as if she was in a vat of cool water. "Nakago!" Nakago stared at her, Soi in his arms. "Lily!"
Lilian heard something else too. "Tasuki!" "Vi!"
"Miaka!" Lilian shook. "This is the same thing I felt when I first came here! Everything's disappearing!"
Vivien started to shake, feeling the red light envelop her. "We're going back!" "N-no! Tamahome!"
"Miaka!" Lilian stared at Nakago. "Nakago." She sensed first Vivien, Yui, then Miaka disappear. She stared. "Nakago. Wait for me."
