Hey again. hope u liked th last chapter it was hell cheesy tho. This
chapter is going to b hell short.
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"Gin we need to talk"- Matt grabbed her arm before she could go in the Great Hall-"I got the letter from my father last night"
"What did he say?"
"That I'm staying until Saturday. That I'm going to the ball but I'm not staying. They want me near them because the whole Dark Lord thing."
Silent tears rolled down Ginny's pale cheeks.
"Baby I'm sorry I tried"- he said hugging her tightly.
"I know I just know that I'm going to miss you like crazy that's all"- she said hugging him back.
"I know so will I, I just wish I could stay"
They went into the Great Hall. Matt had his arms around Ginny's waist as always, though this time it was a stronger grip (I've no clue if I said that rite or note) he didn't want to let her go. ever, though he knew he was going to have to in a few days. Draco saw this and his heart sunk. He was sure they weren't together anymore and was going to make his move. He got really mad and left the Great Hall not caring what people said or about Pansy that was telling him about the romantic night that she had planned out for the both of them after his detention that night.
'Dam they're closer than ever.'- he thought as he stormed off.
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Matt and Ginny had a free period after lunch in which they went up to the Ravenclaw common room. It was empty, all their friends were somewhere else doing homework or just somewhere were they wouldn't bother the two of them. They were sitting a the couch, Ginny had her head on his lap, and he was trying to gather enough courage(no clue if its spelled rite I hope it is but if it aint hope u get the meanin) to tell her what he was thinking
"Ginny I've been thinking"- he said holding back tears-" You know I don't want to hurt you . in fact that's the last think id do ."
"What's wrong?"- she said looking up at him, her concern was obvious in her voice.
"Well the thing is . I think we should brake up"- at those words Ginny sat up and started to cry.
"Please calm down I really hate to see you cry"- he said hugging her but she pulled away.
"Why?"-she said between sobs.
"Because that way it wont hurt you or me as much"- he said looking away towards the fire.
"What's that supposed to mean?"
"That its going to be easier to say goodbye as friends, than it's going to be if we're dating . It's going to hurt a lot less"
"So it's fine to hurt me now?"
"No it's not . I never intended to hurt you . I'd never hurt you"
"Well guess what you just did"- she said coldly standing up
"Listen its not easy I've tried to find out another way . a way in which we could end until we get tired of each other or until we get married . I even considered proposing but we're to young and I couldn't support a family, and hell I'm not responsible enough and you know it"
"I know but I feel horrible . It feels as if you had pulled my heart out and ran over it again and again"
"I know I feel the same way . but I cant think of anything better"
"Then we should date until Saturday"
"No . I know it's going to hurt you 10 times more Gin and I don't want that . I rather see you hurt now and be able to at least do something about it then leave and see you hurt and don't be able to do anything"
"I don't care you've been helping me through out a bunch of shit . I don't need your help now . I just need to be close to you until you leave."
"NO"- he said also standing up - "I can't alright . I can't just leave knowing that I left a huge part of me here. Maybe you think that it wont hurt so much if we break up on Saturday, but it will, I've been through it a few times and I don't want to go through it again . I don't want you to go through it . It hurt me and it still does . I don't want you to go through the same thing . So I'm breaking up with you . it's for the best."
"You don't mean it"- she almost yelled, tears were streaming down her cheeks and she was sobbing like mad.
"Yes I do I want to break up Ginny"- he also had tears in his eyes but he was trying his bed to hold them back
"I HATE YOU!" - yelled Ginny and ran off. She ran as fast as she could. There was no one around. She didn't care where she was going or who she ran into she just kept running until she reached the far end of the lake and broke down crying.
She couldn't believe that Matt had done that . She loved him more than anything and he had just blown her off. Maybe it was for the best but she didn't care she wanted to be near him . she wanted to kiss him so bad . she wanted to be held by him. But she couldn't he had just broken up with her and it felt horrible it felt like the world was going to end as if she had just lost a part of her. Actually she had, Matt was a great part of her. They had broken her heart so many times she couldn't take it anymore if they hurt her one more time she was going to die she was sure of that. First Harry then Kyle and now Matt, she couldn't take it anymore. She had decided, she wasn't going to let anyone close to her again, at least not close enough so they could hurt her she was going to turn to ice just like Draco was she didn't care if people hated her after her change she didn't want to get hurt again and if that was what it was going to take then she didn't care the slightest.
Back in the common room Matt was crying like a little baby in Padma's arms while Tracy was rubbin his back.
"It's going to be ok Matt, Ginny doesn't hate you, you can be sure of that."-said Padma trying to calm him down.
"Maybe she doesn't but it's all my fault either way I shouldn't have done that to her"- he said Between sobs.
"Matt you did what you thought was right and believe me it was . I'm talking because it has happened to me before, it's better this way. Ginny wont be mad forever . I promise"- said Tracy also trying to calm him down.- "I'm going to go look for her just incase she tries to do something crazy"- she whispered in Padma's ear and left.
Tracy found Ginny at the lake still crying.
"Oh Gin I'm so sorry, but he is right you know"- she said hugging her friend
"Yes, I know but I don't want it to end this way."-she said between sobs, also hugging her friend.
"It's going to be alright, you can always count on us."
"Yeah I know . and it is . I hope ."
"It is after a while . it's not going to, though some part of it it's going to remain you'll feel better in a few weeks, I promised, just please don't be mad at him, he did what he thought was right, and I think that what he did was the right thing."
"I know it was I just don't want to loose him, not now that everything was going so great and that I felt loved and safe again."
"I know how that feels but it will pass eventually it will and im going to be there for you every step of the way, and so will Padma"
"Thanks"- came Ginny's muffled voice.
Draco was watching her from his dorm. Now he was sure that they were broken up . but somehow he wasn't happy. He couldn't stand seeing her cry, he hated it, and he hated Matt even more for hurting her so bad. It was the second time he had seen her cried in two days, and both those times were because of Matt.
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I know tota;;y cheesy but I really hope you like it flame all you want tho .. And again thanx 2 all the great ppl who reviewed ..
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"Gin we need to talk"- Matt grabbed her arm before she could go in the Great Hall-"I got the letter from my father last night"
"What did he say?"
"That I'm staying until Saturday. That I'm going to the ball but I'm not staying. They want me near them because the whole Dark Lord thing."
Silent tears rolled down Ginny's pale cheeks.
"Baby I'm sorry I tried"- he said hugging her tightly.
"I know I just know that I'm going to miss you like crazy that's all"- she said hugging him back.
"I know so will I, I just wish I could stay"
They went into the Great Hall. Matt had his arms around Ginny's waist as always, though this time it was a stronger grip (I've no clue if I said that rite or note) he didn't want to let her go. ever, though he knew he was going to have to in a few days. Draco saw this and his heart sunk. He was sure they weren't together anymore and was going to make his move. He got really mad and left the Great Hall not caring what people said or about Pansy that was telling him about the romantic night that she had planned out for the both of them after his detention that night.
'Dam they're closer than ever.'- he thought as he stormed off.
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Matt and Ginny had a free period after lunch in which they went up to the Ravenclaw common room. It was empty, all their friends were somewhere else doing homework or just somewhere were they wouldn't bother the two of them. They were sitting a the couch, Ginny had her head on his lap, and he was trying to gather enough courage(no clue if its spelled rite I hope it is but if it aint hope u get the meanin) to tell her what he was thinking
"Ginny I've been thinking"- he said holding back tears-" You know I don't want to hurt you . in fact that's the last think id do ."
"What's wrong?"- she said looking up at him, her concern was obvious in her voice.
"Well the thing is . I think we should brake up"- at those words Ginny sat up and started to cry.
"Please calm down I really hate to see you cry"- he said hugging her but she pulled away.
"Why?"-she said between sobs.
"Because that way it wont hurt you or me as much"- he said looking away towards the fire.
"What's that supposed to mean?"
"That its going to be easier to say goodbye as friends, than it's going to be if we're dating . It's going to hurt a lot less"
"So it's fine to hurt me now?"
"No it's not . I never intended to hurt you . I'd never hurt you"
"Well guess what you just did"- she said coldly standing up
"Listen its not easy I've tried to find out another way . a way in which we could end until we get tired of each other or until we get married . I even considered proposing but we're to young and I couldn't support a family, and hell I'm not responsible enough and you know it"
"I know but I feel horrible . It feels as if you had pulled my heart out and ran over it again and again"
"I know I feel the same way . but I cant think of anything better"
"Then we should date until Saturday"
"No . I know it's going to hurt you 10 times more Gin and I don't want that . I rather see you hurt now and be able to at least do something about it then leave and see you hurt and don't be able to do anything"
"I don't care you've been helping me through out a bunch of shit . I don't need your help now . I just need to be close to you until you leave."
"NO"- he said also standing up - "I can't alright . I can't just leave knowing that I left a huge part of me here. Maybe you think that it wont hurt so much if we break up on Saturday, but it will, I've been through it a few times and I don't want to go through it again . I don't want you to go through it . It hurt me and it still does . I don't want you to go through the same thing . So I'm breaking up with you . it's for the best."
"You don't mean it"- she almost yelled, tears were streaming down her cheeks and she was sobbing like mad.
"Yes I do I want to break up Ginny"- he also had tears in his eyes but he was trying his bed to hold them back
"I HATE YOU!" - yelled Ginny and ran off. She ran as fast as she could. There was no one around. She didn't care where she was going or who she ran into she just kept running until she reached the far end of the lake and broke down crying.
She couldn't believe that Matt had done that . She loved him more than anything and he had just blown her off. Maybe it was for the best but she didn't care she wanted to be near him . she wanted to kiss him so bad . she wanted to be held by him. But she couldn't he had just broken up with her and it felt horrible it felt like the world was going to end as if she had just lost a part of her. Actually she had, Matt was a great part of her. They had broken her heart so many times she couldn't take it anymore if they hurt her one more time she was going to die she was sure of that. First Harry then Kyle and now Matt, she couldn't take it anymore. She had decided, she wasn't going to let anyone close to her again, at least not close enough so they could hurt her she was going to turn to ice just like Draco was she didn't care if people hated her after her change she didn't want to get hurt again and if that was what it was going to take then she didn't care the slightest.
Back in the common room Matt was crying like a little baby in Padma's arms while Tracy was rubbin his back.
"It's going to be ok Matt, Ginny doesn't hate you, you can be sure of that."-said Padma trying to calm him down.
"Maybe she doesn't but it's all my fault either way I shouldn't have done that to her"- he said Between sobs.
"Matt you did what you thought was right and believe me it was . I'm talking because it has happened to me before, it's better this way. Ginny wont be mad forever . I promise"- said Tracy also trying to calm him down.- "I'm going to go look for her just incase she tries to do something crazy"- she whispered in Padma's ear and left.
Tracy found Ginny at the lake still crying.
"Oh Gin I'm so sorry, but he is right you know"- she said hugging her friend
"Yes, I know but I don't want it to end this way."-she said between sobs, also hugging her friend.
"It's going to be alright, you can always count on us."
"Yeah I know . and it is . I hope ."
"It is after a while . it's not going to, though some part of it it's going to remain you'll feel better in a few weeks, I promised, just please don't be mad at him, he did what he thought was right, and I think that what he did was the right thing."
"I know it was I just don't want to loose him, not now that everything was going so great and that I felt loved and safe again."
"I know how that feels but it will pass eventually it will and im going to be there for you every step of the way, and so will Padma"
"Thanks"- came Ginny's muffled voice.
Draco was watching her from his dorm. Now he was sure that they were broken up . but somehow he wasn't happy. He couldn't stand seeing her cry, he hated it, and he hated Matt even more for hurting her so bad. It was the second time he had seen her cried in two days, and both those times were because of Matt.
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I know tota;;y cheesy but I really hope you like it flame all you want tho .. And again thanx 2 all the great ppl who reviewed ..
