Hello. I have written stories before... but I haven't written for sooooo
long.
So, please forgive me for any mistakes done in this story ok? And if it
sucks... please don't yell at me!! . I haven't done this for like, two
years!! And if you're actually reading this, WOW! =)
Well.. what this story is about is it's based on my life. To tell you the
truth, it isn't all sweet and dandy. It is HORRIBLE! =/ But it changes..
Disclaimer: I don't own Cardcaptor Sakura.
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Life and Death? Or Love and Hate? Chapter One: Divorce By: Lana Nguyen
Sakura just got home from school and already, she heard her parents fighting. She couldn't take it no more. She ran to her room and covered her head under her pillow. Tears coming down her face like a waterfall.
(want to call Tomoyo...)
She reaches for the phone and dials in the numbers.
**brrriinnggg brrriinnnggg*
"Hello?" "Tomoyo??" "Sakura? What's wrong?" "It's my parents... can I meet you at the Park... I can't stay here right now." "Of course! Be there in 10 minutes okay? And Sakura... don't feel bad, it's not your fault." "Hai... Ja" "Ja."
*click*
---------------------------- 10 Minutes Later
Sakura walked to the Park, and it was raining outside. But, she was a strong girl. She always stood her ground, but right now, she just couldn't do that. SeeIt looked like a lot of things were going through her mind. As she approached the Park, there Tomoyo was... wearing a purple raincoat with a black with purple streaks umbrella. Tomoyo was Sakura's bestest friend. They were always there for each other. And, right now, Sakura needed her the most. She ran to Tomoyo, hugging her and crying so hard.
"It's okay Sakura... Don't worry, I'm here for you. ALWAYS." Tomoyo said, frowning and rubbing her dear friend's back.
"*sniff* B-b...But.. how can they do that Tomoyo? Every single day, they fight. What am I supposed to do? It seems as if it IS my fault. I could of prevented it from happening. But I was at school. *sniffs* And I really hate it how people prefer to me as perfect... they just don't know what happens at home. Tomoyo..." Sakura said, with puffy eyes still crying.
Seeing Sakura like this always broke Tomoyo's heart. ( Poor Sakura... I just wished I could help..)
"It was never your fault! You had no idea that this was going to happen between your parents. It probably happened for a reason... but I feel awful for saying that because it's never happened to me... except that my dad passed away..."
"Oh my god! I'm soo sorry Tomoyo. I never even thought about your feelings! I guess nobody is perfect... *sighs* Thanks for being there whenever I needed you Tomoyo. I know we're only 8... but I want you to know that we will be friends FOREVER, okay? Never ever forget that. I feel much better now... let's go
home.."
Tomoyo smiled. They have been friends for all the years they have been living! Ever since Sakura moved in, 8 years ago, things were going so much better. Both of the girls walked towards Sakura's house, but as they approached the house. Everything seemed to be calm, so Sakura insisted that Tomoyo go home and told her that she'd see her tomorrow at school.
"Are you sure Sakura? If you'd like, I'll stay for a little bit." Tomoyo said, still worried.
"I'm sure Tomoyo! Now, go home and I'll see you tomorrow, okay? Love ya!"
Sakura said, getting back to her cheerful self. Although, inside it was hurting deeply.
"Hai... okay. Just be careful alright? If you need me, give me a call." Tomoyo and Sakura hugged. Then, Sakura walked into the house. Tomoyo sighed. (ow could so many bad things happen to Sakura.. She's so fragile. And with that, she walked home.
---------------------------- Inside the House
Sakura walked inside the house, but stopped midway because she saw her parents sitting on the couch looking at her. As if they were expecting her.
"Sakura? Where have you been? You just left without a word." Her mother asked, with worried eyes.
"I was out with Tomoyo." Sakura said, trying to keep the anger in.
"Oh... Well your mother and I need to talk to you Sakura. We've got... something to say..." Her dad said. They didn't look really happy to be putting this on Sakura, but they had no choice. It had to happen. Sakura took a seat, and with an emotionless look, stared at her parents. Expecting the worse.
"Honey, your father and I... well... we've decided to get a divorce..."
Sakura still stared at them, emotionless and asked, "What's a divorce mommy?" [Remember!! She's only 8!]
"Well uh..." Her mother hesitated.
"What your mother means is, daddy and mommy can't live with each other no more and we need to separate for a while to think about things."
Sakura stared still. Holding back the tears that threatened to come out. Anger. Sadness. Her heart was breaking. It was silent for a while and nobody said anything. The parents were nervous. They didn't want to hurt Sakura. She didn't deserve this, but there was nothing else they can do. They hated each other, and it had to happen.
"Sakura? Sweetie? You have to choose... who you'd like to live with. W- ...We will accept anything you choose," Her mother said, sadness in her voice. That phrase was repeating rapidly in Sakura's mind. (hoose?? Choose between them? Oh my god...) Sakura exploded... she ran to her room.
Her parents sat there. They didn't know what to do. They knew that Sakura was hurting from what they, them, the parents were doing. But, if they stayed together any longer... it would hurt her more. It just HAD to be done.
---------------------------- Sakura's Room
A little girl with auburn colored hair and emerald eyes filled with tears laid in bed... trying to drown out every thing that was happening.
(his can't be happening! Why does this have to happen to me??? Out of all
people, I have to be the one to have a..... a broken family.)
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So... What did ya think? I know it ain't that great. Eek... I'm sooo sorry if it was boring but I promise that it will get better! Now go review, yeah? =D
Disclaimer: I don't own Cardcaptor Sakura.
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Life and Death? Or Love and Hate? Chapter One: Divorce By: Lana Nguyen
Sakura just got home from school and already, she heard her parents fighting. She couldn't take it no more. She ran to her room and covered her head under her pillow. Tears coming down her face like a waterfall.
(want to call Tomoyo...)
She reaches for the phone and dials in the numbers.
**brrriinnggg brrriinnnggg*
"Hello?" "Tomoyo??" "Sakura? What's wrong?" "It's my parents... can I meet you at the Park... I can't stay here right now." "Of course! Be there in 10 minutes okay? And Sakura... don't feel bad, it's not your fault." "Hai... Ja" "Ja."
*click*
---------------------------- 10 Minutes Later
Sakura walked to the Park, and it was raining outside. But, she was a strong girl. She always stood her ground, but right now, she just couldn't do that. SeeIt looked like a lot of things were going through her mind. As she approached the Park, there Tomoyo was... wearing a purple raincoat with a black with purple streaks umbrella. Tomoyo was Sakura's bestest friend. They were always there for each other. And, right now, Sakura needed her the most. She ran to Tomoyo, hugging her and crying so hard.
"It's okay Sakura... Don't worry, I'm here for you. ALWAYS." Tomoyo said, frowning and rubbing her dear friend's back.
"*sniff* B-b...But.. how can they do that Tomoyo? Every single day, they fight. What am I supposed to do? It seems as if it IS my fault. I could of prevented it from happening. But I was at school. *sniffs* And I really hate it how people prefer to me as perfect... they just don't know what happens at home. Tomoyo..." Sakura said, with puffy eyes still crying.
Seeing Sakura like this always broke Tomoyo's heart. ( Poor Sakura... I just wished I could help..)
"It was never your fault! You had no idea that this was going to happen between your parents. It probably happened for a reason... but I feel awful for saying that because it's never happened to me... except that my dad passed away..."
"Oh my god! I'm soo sorry Tomoyo. I never even thought about your feelings! I guess nobody is perfect... *sighs* Thanks for being there whenever I needed you Tomoyo. I know we're only 8... but I want you to know that we will be friends FOREVER, okay? Never ever forget that. I feel much better now... let's go
home.."
Tomoyo smiled. They have been friends for all the years they have been living! Ever since Sakura moved in, 8 years ago, things were going so much better. Both of the girls walked towards Sakura's house, but as they approached the house. Everything seemed to be calm, so Sakura insisted that Tomoyo go home and told her that she'd see her tomorrow at school.
"Are you sure Sakura? If you'd like, I'll stay for a little bit." Tomoyo said, still worried.
"I'm sure Tomoyo! Now, go home and I'll see you tomorrow, okay? Love ya!"
Sakura said, getting back to her cheerful self. Although, inside it was hurting deeply.
"Hai... okay. Just be careful alright? If you need me, give me a call." Tomoyo and Sakura hugged. Then, Sakura walked into the house. Tomoyo sighed. (ow could so many bad things happen to Sakura.. She's so fragile. And with that, she walked home.
---------------------------- Inside the House
Sakura walked inside the house, but stopped midway because she saw her parents sitting on the couch looking at her. As if they were expecting her.
"Sakura? Where have you been? You just left without a word." Her mother asked, with worried eyes.
"I was out with Tomoyo." Sakura said, trying to keep the anger in.
"Oh... Well your mother and I need to talk to you Sakura. We've got... something to say..." Her dad said. They didn't look really happy to be putting this on Sakura, but they had no choice. It had to happen. Sakura took a seat, and with an emotionless look, stared at her parents. Expecting the worse.
"Honey, your father and I... well... we've decided to get a divorce..."
Sakura still stared at them, emotionless and asked, "What's a divorce mommy?" [Remember!! She's only 8!]
"Well uh..." Her mother hesitated.
"What your mother means is, daddy and mommy can't live with each other no more and we need to separate for a while to think about things."
Sakura stared still. Holding back the tears that threatened to come out. Anger. Sadness. Her heart was breaking. It was silent for a while and nobody said anything. The parents were nervous. They didn't want to hurt Sakura. She didn't deserve this, but there was nothing else they can do. They hated each other, and it had to happen.
"Sakura? Sweetie? You have to choose... who you'd like to live with. W- ...We will accept anything you choose," Her mother said, sadness in her voice. That phrase was repeating rapidly in Sakura's mind. (hoose?? Choose between them? Oh my god...) Sakura exploded... she ran to her room.
Her parents sat there. They didn't know what to do. They knew that Sakura was hurting from what they, them, the parents were doing. But, if they stayed together any longer... it would hurt her more. It just HAD to be done.
---------------------------- Sakura's Room
A little girl with auburn colored hair and emerald eyes filled with tears laid in bed... trying to drown out every thing that was happening.
(his can't be happening! Why does this have to happen to me??? Out of all
people, I have to be the one to have a..... a broken family.)
----------------------------
So... What did ya think? I know it ain't that great. Eek... I'm sooo sorry if it was boring but I promise that it will get better! Now go review, yeah? =D
