I guess this is my farewell post.

Just wrote this a few minutes ago, dedicated to Sirius.

But as most of you know by now I'm off to see family for a week and won't be posting till the tenth or eleventh of August.

So I guess I'll see you then!

This made me wish for the old days

Back when I didn't know

That strong hearts could be broken

And that good things come and go

This made me a bit more broken

Underneath my "uncaring" shell

You once gave cause for a little more hopin'

You took my life a little further from hell.

My night sky's so much darker

Without your guiding light

I bitterly take another swig

And watch as the black dove takes flight

It's like walking underwater

The world's numb and pain is everything

Through this damned city all day I wander

But I can't notice anything

You were my only "real" thing

Far off, then I could love

I watch the motion of an abandoned swing

And stare, listless, at stars above

Each day from wake to slumber

And even in dreams, through my head,

These dumb words, they clumsily blunder

These things I should have said.

dedicated to Sirius Black, long may he live on in all of our hearts

copyright 2003 Caitlyn Spencer

*sigh*

So yeah, I'm leaving on an upbeat note. .o

-leaving me-