The song if by Pet Shop Boys and it is from an anime show, which I don't yet. If you do please email me! Hope you like this chapter! Chapter Two

I Don't Know What You Want But I Can't Give It Any More

By MoshiMoshiQueen

^Lyrics^

^Did you get what you want?
Do you know what it is?
Do you care?
Is he better than me?
Was it your place or his? ^
 
Why does it hurt so much! I knew they loved each other! I knew that they would one day get married but it still hurts!
 
It still makes me want to die inside! Why did this have to happen to me???
 
Why…….????
 
~"Ok, the engagement is off." 
 
"I said I would break it when you found someone you loved. I'm going to Tomoyo's house." ~
 
I ran so fast to her house, crying the whole way. You loved her and I knew she loved you back even if she didn't see it yet. I wanted to go home, I wanted to just run.
 
I wanted to say it never happened and let all that pain go away….
 
^Who was there?
Did you think it was wrong?
Do you find that it's worse?
Than it was?
Has it gone on too long?
Do you mind that it hurts me?
Because
You're breaking my heart ^
 
I'm dying slowly inside, slowly… My heart is in pieces my mind shattered. My world came crashing down today? I wish some one could help me, show me that way….
 
My tears fell in the ocean, not mixing because they are one in the same. The ocean is a salty mess my tears a salty bliss. I wonder if others salty tears were mixed in this ocean water like mine.
 
I wonder if they were feeling the same. The ocean much have been filled with salty tears, of loved ones feelings pain…
 
^ I don't know what you want
But I can't give it any more
I don't know what you want
But I can't give it any more
You're breaking my heart ^
 
Wasn't me who was your company? Wasn't me who helped you along the way? Wasn't me who was your first friend?
 
Wasn't it me? Say it was true, I was always there for you as you were for me but now it seems different as if it were never meant to be… As if it never happened because it wasn't real, I don't know what I'm saying, thinking or even how I feel…
 
I can't give you want you want, I can't be your wondering shoulder. I can't be the one for you…
 
^ Was it cracking the code
Or just filling in time?
Was that all?
So then why'd you go back
To the scene of the crime?
Did he call?
Shall I take further blame ^
 
Was it really true? Of just a dream? Did you really leave me for her? Did our past mean anything at all? Would you even care if I tripped and fall?
 
Would it really matter if this was a dream? Filled with tears and torment with nothing, as it seems.
 
Why can't you be with me instead of her? Why can't you just realize all the pain I hurt? Why can't fantasies really become real? Why can't I just say what I really feel?
 
Why is life so cruel that's the way it seems because everything I feel and think is only a dream?
 
Why does life always have to be this way? Why can't true love grow and stay?
 
^ Or another assault on how
It was
Then we'll get to the fact
That it's always my fault just
Because
You're breaking my heart^
 
My heart is slowly breaking in to different part. I just wish you could have seen what I was at the start. How I felt and who I loved, why could it be me you dreamed of?
 
Why does life always have to be this way? Why can't true love grow and even stay? Why can't any thing be real and understand what I think and feel?
 
Please, let my dream come true and let me just love you…
 
But I know I can't give you what you want, only see can do that, only she knows the real you…
 
^ I don't know what you want
But I can't give it any more
I don't know what you want
But I can't give it any more
You're breaking my heart
I don't know what you want
But I can't give it any more
I don't know what you want
But I can't give it any more
You're breaking my heart ^
 
I can't give you what you want… I can't even think for my self and what I want. I can't do anything all I can do it sing… I can't give you what you want, I can't give it any more…
 
^ Don't know what you want
Don't know what you want ^
 
I can't even live on… I can't even sing this song… my life is incomplete but I will not give in to defeat! If she makes your life complete and she rocks your world. Than let it be that way. I will be strong and even pass the time because I will still love you no matter what happens, no matter what the cause…
 
I'm guessing love can grow and maybe even stay no matter if you love me back…
 
I will always love even though I can't give you what you want… as long as your quite happy I can't even begin. She can make your life complete and as your friend…
 
I will let that be and let you live your life.
 
Good luck, so long…
 
Ok, might be confusing but I don't care! Personally I liked this one better than any of my other Meilin fanfics! So did you like it? I'm going to write a song for Meilin in the next chapter, which some of the things I used in here.