Here is another Meilin song fic!!!! This is dedicated to Sakilin!! Who gave me the idea to write this! Check out her work, her s/n is Cherry-Princess! She's a great writer!!!!
I'm With You
By MoshiMoshiQueen
~Thoughts~
"Talking"
^Lyrics^
(Flash Back)
Meilin's POV
"Do you really think you need more?"
I nodded, "Just give me the drink. This is how it goes, I pay you money you give me alcohol."
"I know, but that's a lot for your age."
"What can I say I'm depressed! Cancel that drink. Here's your money." I said throwing it on the table and leaving into the rain.
I didn't bother to pull my hood up. I just let the rainfall down my cheeks, as if I were crying but I'm too strong to cry.
I stood at the bridge just looking down in to the water, ~I know I could jump this, that wouldn't help any. I wouldn't make me feel better to die… alone. ~
^ I'm standing on the bridge
I'm waiting in the dark
I thought that you'd
Be here by now ^
Flashes of lightning colored the sky but nothing could faze me, not now not ever.
("Syaoran-kun…."
Syaoran screamed for her, he held her and kissed her tears away. )
He held her… that green-eyed girl who held his future in his hands. Who held my future in her hands… He choose her, I knew it from the beginning. I knew it.
^ There's nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but there's no sound
Isn't anyone trying to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home? ^
I looked down at the water again and saw my reelection, and realized that it was not rain falling from cheeks it was tears. The salty demons from hell.
He would never come for me; he is not my prince on a white horse. He was hers all hers and no one else's. She's not dense as people say; she knows that his feelings are growing as hers are as well.
He wouldn't run for me… he wouldn't save me… I'm alone.
^ It's damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand?
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are but I
I'm with you ^
I started to walk again, threw the rain, threw the storm. Not knowing where I was, not knowing where I was going. I want to die… I want to leave this hell… I just want to give up! Is that to much to ask??
I'm left alone in this world! To watch them, them be together while I'm alone! How can my future turn out like this? Where is my Prince??? Why isn't he here??
I pounded the ground, knowing it wouldn't help. I'm alone!
^ I'm looking for a place
Searching for a face
Is anybody here I know ^
I felt my tears mix with the rain; I felt my body drain its energy… I felt like time had stopped as people just walked past me with their umbrellas over their heads.
I felt like a piece of paper on the ground. People seem to notice it but just step on it, because it is none important to them. It means nothing… it's just a simple piece of paper…
^ Cause nothing is going right
And everything's a mess
And know one likes to be alone
Isn't anyone trying to fine me?
Won't somebody come take me home? ^
I got up slowly, and sat on the playground's swing. No one cared, no one ever did… Was this how life really was???
Out of all the sun light there was more rain, there was more pain and coldness… Where no one cared… Where no one even mattered.
I'm alone, I'm scared and no one cares… Where's the shoulder to cry on? Where's the friend to talk to??
^ It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand?
Take me somewhere new
I don't who you are but I
I'm with you
I'm with you ^
~Maybe I should have stayed at the bar, at least there some one cared about me… Someone talked to me and listened. But that is his job… ~I thought bitterly.
… But at least he was there. At least I could talk to him even if he was paid to do talk to people while they spent their last pennies.
So this is what giving up feels like…
^ Why is everything so confusing?
Maybe I'm just out of my mind
Yeah, yeah ^
I looked at my watch, midnight. "Why did I care about the time? No one cares! No one is looking! Why can't I just say I'm alone and believe it??"
"Because some one is here for you."
I felt the rain stop hitting my face and I looked up, ~the young man from the bar. ~
I just sat there, ~wasn't I suppose to be alone? Hating the world? He messed up the balance… ~
^ It's damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand?
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are but I
I'm with you ^
"Come on let me get you dried up."
I looked up at him, "I… i…"
~Why weren't words coming out? Why wasn't I saying I had no money to pay him to listen to me? Why wasn't I pulling away from him? Why was I following him?? ~
I followed his led, I went into his apartment. I wore his clothes, and held his cup of coffee… ~why??~
^ Take me by the hand?
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are but I
I'm with you ^
"You… I…" I desperately tried to say something. He only smiled, he only saved me… he only made me feel better.
I heard a ruff and I turned around to a big white dog… I whispered in my head, ~my prince with a white horse, well dog. Close enough. ~
I turned to him saying the only words I could muster, "Thank you."
^ Take me by the hand?
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are but I
I'm with you ^
~I guess we are not alone in the world, no matter what we think… ~
The end, how did you like it? I personally like this a lot! I'm so glad you gave me the idea to use this song Sakilin!!! You're a genius! It was quite romantic don't you think? Yes, I know the next song to use in the next chapter! It is sort of a continuance of this chapter! Hope you liked this chapter!!! Please R+R!! Hey, guess even Meilin find her Prince.
Hehe the song is I'm With You by Avril Lavinge!! I love her music! If you don't then to bad I guess your missing out, but that's my opinion. Don't flame because of my opinion, that's not nice. Because I listen to everyone else's opinions, with out a work spoken.
