Okay heres the next chapter, its taken ages I kno, but its finally here,
what do u think??please r and r.u guys rock.
I own nothing except the plot.
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No more games she told herself, no more games.
She admitted to herself that she still loved Harry and that all this fooling around wasn't achieving anything but pain. It wasn't like she didn't intend to hurt Harry the same way he did to her, even though it was for all the wrong reasons, and she didn't purposely intend to use draco for this long did she?
Had some good actually come from this? She supposed so, it made her see everything in a new light. She knew the truth and she found a new side to Draco, but was that a good thing? Her mind couldn't decide, all she knew was, that she used Draco to lose and abuse a friend and a lover.
She was starting to wish that she never came to this school, that there never was such a thing as magic, that way she would be perfectly normal right? But what was the definition of normality?
And if she never had been praised with magical talent, she would've never met Harry, she would've never hurt draco and never had the chance to prove herself, a muggle, to have a future in the wizarding world.
But the truth hurts in these matters because she knew she couldn't change what had happened, I cant change my life because of what type of blood I have, what colour my skin is, who my parents are and I guess I just have to learn from my mistakes and admit to them.
So she had decided what her next steps would be.
There's only one thing I can really do and that is to apologise to Harry and draco then to befriend them so that I can move on and start all over again, and so that it doesn't become complicated ill ask to move to hufflepuff and start a new set of classes.
So instead of turning her life upside down she would just twist it around a bit, that way she would deal with her issues, then try her damnest to avoid every male that ever came into her path.
Harrys pov
Harry felt a lot like shit! He couldn't help thinking in his head, was it possible that she still loved him? Was it possible that we have just been blaming each other to disguise the true meaning of what was behind our friendship and relationship? What if she's the one? What if she's the one id die for? The one id sacrifice everything for? Would I actually give my life for her? Just to make her smile? I would do anything to make her smile, I know I would, I wish I could.
He could make anyone sick from all these emotions that were mingling in his head, clouding his vision, why not make it reality?
He couldn't bear to lose her for sure, or could he? He would push his pride aside for now, whether she was his destiny or not, only time would tell.
When Harry believed he could do something then he would never give up on it, especially if all his heart and soul was in it.
Could it be possible that he was in denial? Or could it be possible that he couldn't bear being the one who loss? Especially to his arch nemesis? Perhaps he felt he had to be the hero, to save her from draco, is that all he's really doing?
Dracos pov
Meanwhile he knew that all this confusion was like a never-ending potion. He actually believed himself to have more then some type of animal attraction to that girl he spent most of his teen years despising. But what now? He knew that all of his 'niceness' wouldn't last for ever, or could it?
He was practically bought up to hate muggles and to treat women like shit unless a women could give you something that you could not achieve for yourself, like sex, desire, even love, that's if it would ever be possible, for him he realised. Was more then possible.
He started to wonder that everything his father taught him about hatred and disguising your feelings to the best of your ability was such a good thing at all. Had he ever really been a happy child? Had he ever really been happy? Moments and his acquisitions had changed, for once he was actually happy, for once he actually let someone see him smile, and not for a sinister type of purpose but for a heated feeling.
Still he hid his feelings away, rather good he thought but why then did he let one person seethe and twist him around her little finger? It was hardly for power reasons, it was because he realised the point of living, it had nothing to do with money and wealth but believing in what he wanted, with feelings this strong it was no wonder he couldn't help but achieve his goal.
Right now he couldn't care less about his reputation or what his father would ever do to him if he ever found out the truth, all that mattered was this pure lust and attraction that he had for a girl named Hermione. But was he just attracted to the idea of pure lust? He doubted that. There was no point denying it anymore, he would have to make his move soon before it was all too late.
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Hermione decided to get up rather early this morning so she could sneak out without anybody seeing her, plus she decided to make herself a bit presentable this morning rather then looking a bit daggy as she had the past couple of weeks.
She had also set up a meeting with Prof. McGonnagol this morning to ask about switching classes around, she kept thinking about how she would put it to her favourite professor while she was making her way out of the common room, she heard someone coming down from the boys dorm so she quickly pulled her hood up so no one could recognise and antagonise her but she wasn't so lucky.
"Who's there?" he knew who it was but he wanted to check by quickly wiping his sleepy eyes to see if she would reply, she didn't and kept walking towards the door.
"Hermione I know its you?" shit, she thought to herself, she stoped and turned around, her hood still covering her face, she looked a bit like a dementor except her presence was the total opposite to those horrid creatures.
"Morning Harry" she tried to be civil, hoping that this conversation would go normal and not end up in tears.
He was glad she turned around but not soo glad that he couldn't see her eyes.
"Morning, we need to talk"
"Not now" she quickly replied.
"At least let me give me something to look at besides your hood"
She slowly removed her hood, he just stared and kinda drooped, and she smiled because she hadn't had this kind of effect on him for a very long time. He finally closed his mouth and smiled, he was happy because she actually smiled at him.
"I agree we need to talk, but not now, I am suppose to be somewhere"
"Its 7 in the morning, where do you have to be?"
"I can meet with you at the lake front at 11.30, can you be there?"
"Yes, but"
She never gave him a chance to reply, she had turned, raised her hood and vanished out of the passageway. He was stunned.
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She made her way out of the passage way in an instance without even looking back, she was so relieved that Harry didn't bring draco up in that little encounter, speak of the devil, he was making his way up the stairs, emotions were ripping her thoughts, he looked so damm fine, one part of her mind was thinking whereas the other was disgusted at how she could think such a thing after she had used him like a rag doll.
She got passed him without even a glance her way, just as well her hood was firmly in place, she needed to get as much distance between herself and him so she ran down the rest of the stairs but it caught his attention, then he smelt a familiar scent mingling with the chilly morning air, he recognised it as Hermiones signature.
He ran down the stairs after her, she had already turned the corner and was nearly out of sight "stop" he yelled, but he kept chasing her. He finally caught up with her, he gripped on to her wrist and swung her around so that he had her firmly pinned against the wall, her breathing was heavy and her hood was being pulled up.
"Why were you running?" he asked her.
"Why did you follow me?" she asked him.
"I was coming to find you"
"Why?" He was so strong and she couldn't help but feel a bit content, but this wasn't right.
"There's something I need to tell you" he told her as he loosened his grip, he was actually going to tell her, he opened his mouth to say those words but she placed a finger to his lips.
"Shh, don't speak" she knew what he was going to say but she just couldn't let him, not now, it would ruin the plan.
"But I"
"Can you meet me down at the lake front at 11.30?"
"But why? Im meeting with you now" he smiled and kissed her, dam he tasted so good.
"No this meeting is finished. I have to go"
"What? But" she walked of. He was shocked.
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No matter how much Harry and Draco hated each other, at this moment they both had a few things in common that they wouldn't notice unless they were to talk to each other about their problems, but that was like some silly joke if anyone would to mention it at all.
They were both sitting in potions, glaring at each other, wondering where Hermione was, wondering what Hermione was going to tell him, wondering why she was so mysterious this morning.
Draco couldn't help but thinking how much he couldn't bare letting Hermione go back to him, Harry. About how he was sure that his feelings for her were not just on his part, but most of all he couldn't stop worrying about her, where was she? Why did she ditch him this morning?
Meanwhile Harry was telling him self that he did love her, that her beauty and attractiveness were not the only reasons that he kept thinking that they both shared moments that wont be deleted forever because of some scandalous rumour. And where was she? She never missed a class? Never, unless.. unless something dreadful happened, but it couldn't because she seemed fine this morning, she must be fine, she smiled didn't she? Maybe he was just jumping to conclusions.
But it was for sure that something familiar was running thru their blood, and they were too obvious to Snape, so obvious infact that they both received detention.
Their tension span was starting to run out, like a rubber band being stretched to its limit, like a volcano nearly bursting at the seams, just one thing had to be done or said to make their rage soar like a rocket.
Well that's the end of this chapter, im seriously sorry that ive taking ages to put this up, I think I had writers block.lol but im sorta over it, so please review coz I really wanna kno what u guys think. Do ya think they will burst? Should they, im dying to kno what u think will happen.
I own nothing except the plot.
~~*~~
No more games she told herself, no more games.
She admitted to herself that she still loved Harry and that all this fooling around wasn't achieving anything but pain. It wasn't like she didn't intend to hurt Harry the same way he did to her, even though it was for all the wrong reasons, and she didn't purposely intend to use draco for this long did she?
Had some good actually come from this? She supposed so, it made her see everything in a new light. She knew the truth and she found a new side to Draco, but was that a good thing? Her mind couldn't decide, all she knew was, that she used Draco to lose and abuse a friend and a lover.
She was starting to wish that she never came to this school, that there never was such a thing as magic, that way she would be perfectly normal right? But what was the definition of normality?
And if she never had been praised with magical talent, she would've never met Harry, she would've never hurt draco and never had the chance to prove herself, a muggle, to have a future in the wizarding world.
But the truth hurts in these matters because she knew she couldn't change what had happened, I cant change my life because of what type of blood I have, what colour my skin is, who my parents are and I guess I just have to learn from my mistakes and admit to them.
So she had decided what her next steps would be.
There's only one thing I can really do and that is to apologise to Harry and draco then to befriend them so that I can move on and start all over again, and so that it doesn't become complicated ill ask to move to hufflepuff and start a new set of classes.
So instead of turning her life upside down she would just twist it around a bit, that way she would deal with her issues, then try her damnest to avoid every male that ever came into her path.
Harrys pov
Harry felt a lot like shit! He couldn't help thinking in his head, was it possible that she still loved him? Was it possible that we have just been blaming each other to disguise the true meaning of what was behind our friendship and relationship? What if she's the one? What if she's the one id die for? The one id sacrifice everything for? Would I actually give my life for her? Just to make her smile? I would do anything to make her smile, I know I would, I wish I could.
He could make anyone sick from all these emotions that were mingling in his head, clouding his vision, why not make it reality?
He couldn't bear to lose her for sure, or could he? He would push his pride aside for now, whether she was his destiny or not, only time would tell.
When Harry believed he could do something then he would never give up on it, especially if all his heart and soul was in it.
Could it be possible that he was in denial? Or could it be possible that he couldn't bear being the one who loss? Especially to his arch nemesis? Perhaps he felt he had to be the hero, to save her from draco, is that all he's really doing?
Dracos pov
Meanwhile he knew that all this confusion was like a never-ending potion. He actually believed himself to have more then some type of animal attraction to that girl he spent most of his teen years despising. But what now? He knew that all of his 'niceness' wouldn't last for ever, or could it?
He was practically bought up to hate muggles and to treat women like shit unless a women could give you something that you could not achieve for yourself, like sex, desire, even love, that's if it would ever be possible, for him he realised. Was more then possible.
He started to wonder that everything his father taught him about hatred and disguising your feelings to the best of your ability was such a good thing at all. Had he ever really been a happy child? Had he ever really been happy? Moments and his acquisitions had changed, for once he was actually happy, for once he actually let someone see him smile, and not for a sinister type of purpose but for a heated feeling.
Still he hid his feelings away, rather good he thought but why then did he let one person seethe and twist him around her little finger? It was hardly for power reasons, it was because he realised the point of living, it had nothing to do with money and wealth but believing in what he wanted, with feelings this strong it was no wonder he couldn't help but achieve his goal.
Right now he couldn't care less about his reputation or what his father would ever do to him if he ever found out the truth, all that mattered was this pure lust and attraction that he had for a girl named Hermione. But was he just attracted to the idea of pure lust? He doubted that. There was no point denying it anymore, he would have to make his move soon before it was all too late.
~~*~~
Hermione decided to get up rather early this morning so she could sneak out without anybody seeing her, plus she decided to make herself a bit presentable this morning rather then looking a bit daggy as she had the past couple of weeks.
She had also set up a meeting with Prof. McGonnagol this morning to ask about switching classes around, she kept thinking about how she would put it to her favourite professor while she was making her way out of the common room, she heard someone coming down from the boys dorm so she quickly pulled her hood up so no one could recognise and antagonise her but she wasn't so lucky.
"Who's there?" he knew who it was but he wanted to check by quickly wiping his sleepy eyes to see if she would reply, she didn't and kept walking towards the door.
"Hermione I know its you?" shit, she thought to herself, she stoped and turned around, her hood still covering her face, she looked a bit like a dementor except her presence was the total opposite to those horrid creatures.
"Morning Harry" she tried to be civil, hoping that this conversation would go normal and not end up in tears.
He was glad she turned around but not soo glad that he couldn't see her eyes.
"Morning, we need to talk"
"Not now" she quickly replied.
"At least let me give me something to look at besides your hood"
She slowly removed her hood, he just stared and kinda drooped, and she smiled because she hadn't had this kind of effect on him for a very long time. He finally closed his mouth and smiled, he was happy because she actually smiled at him.
"I agree we need to talk, but not now, I am suppose to be somewhere"
"Its 7 in the morning, where do you have to be?"
"I can meet with you at the lake front at 11.30, can you be there?"
"Yes, but"
She never gave him a chance to reply, she had turned, raised her hood and vanished out of the passageway. He was stunned.
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She made her way out of the passage way in an instance without even looking back, she was so relieved that Harry didn't bring draco up in that little encounter, speak of the devil, he was making his way up the stairs, emotions were ripping her thoughts, he looked so damm fine, one part of her mind was thinking whereas the other was disgusted at how she could think such a thing after she had used him like a rag doll.
She got passed him without even a glance her way, just as well her hood was firmly in place, she needed to get as much distance between herself and him so she ran down the rest of the stairs but it caught his attention, then he smelt a familiar scent mingling with the chilly morning air, he recognised it as Hermiones signature.
He ran down the stairs after her, she had already turned the corner and was nearly out of sight "stop" he yelled, but he kept chasing her. He finally caught up with her, he gripped on to her wrist and swung her around so that he had her firmly pinned against the wall, her breathing was heavy and her hood was being pulled up.
"Why were you running?" he asked her.
"Why did you follow me?" she asked him.
"I was coming to find you"
"Why?" He was so strong and she couldn't help but feel a bit content, but this wasn't right.
"There's something I need to tell you" he told her as he loosened his grip, he was actually going to tell her, he opened his mouth to say those words but she placed a finger to his lips.
"Shh, don't speak" she knew what he was going to say but she just couldn't let him, not now, it would ruin the plan.
"But I"
"Can you meet me down at the lake front at 11.30?"
"But why? Im meeting with you now" he smiled and kissed her, dam he tasted so good.
"No this meeting is finished. I have to go"
"What? But" she walked of. He was shocked.
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No matter how much Harry and Draco hated each other, at this moment they both had a few things in common that they wouldn't notice unless they were to talk to each other about their problems, but that was like some silly joke if anyone would to mention it at all.
They were both sitting in potions, glaring at each other, wondering where Hermione was, wondering what Hermione was going to tell him, wondering why she was so mysterious this morning.
Draco couldn't help but thinking how much he couldn't bare letting Hermione go back to him, Harry. About how he was sure that his feelings for her were not just on his part, but most of all he couldn't stop worrying about her, where was she? Why did she ditch him this morning?
Meanwhile Harry was telling him self that he did love her, that her beauty and attractiveness were not the only reasons that he kept thinking that they both shared moments that wont be deleted forever because of some scandalous rumour. And where was she? She never missed a class? Never, unless.. unless something dreadful happened, but it couldn't because she seemed fine this morning, she must be fine, she smiled didn't she? Maybe he was just jumping to conclusions.
But it was for sure that something familiar was running thru their blood, and they were too obvious to Snape, so obvious infact that they both received detention.
Their tension span was starting to run out, like a rubber band being stretched to its limit, like a volcano nearly bursting at the seams, just one thing had to be done or said to make their rage soar like a rocket.
Well that's the end of this chapter, im seriously sorry that ive taking ages to put this up, I think I had writers block.lol but im sorta over it, so please review coz I really wanna kno what u guys think. Do ya think they will burst? Should they, im dying to kno what u think will happen.
