Author's Note: This is my first song fic, so tell me anything you feel
about this. As always, I take flames, compliments, complaints, anything!
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Harry fidgeted with the end of his bluegreen dress robes as he waited for his name to be called. He was in his Seventh and Final year at Hogwarts and was going to to be singing a solo for the whole school and their family as his duty as Head Boy. Boy, was he nervous!
Ginny, who was sitting beside him, gave his hand a reassuring squeeze.
"I know you'll do great, Harry." she said.
"Thanks." Harry told his girlfriend.
Harry stood up when he heard his name called and people applauded him as he stepped up on the stage after quickly kissing Ginny.
"They asked me to sing a song that reflects my emotions or my thoughts, and when I heard this on a muggle radio, I immediantly knew this was my song." Harry explained as he took the magical microphone and heard the music. He began to sing and remember bits of his life as he sang the familiar words.
iAll day
Staring at the ceiling making
Friends with shadows on my wall /i
~Flashback~
A little boy 6 years old sat in his cupboard at Number four Priivit Drive as he made shadow puppets with his hands from the light from his little 'window' in the door and made conversations with them because he was so lonely.
"Hello." He said to the puppet.
He made the puppet move it's mouth as he said in a squeaky voice, "Hello! How are you today?"
Harry sighed and cried because he was stuck at the Dursely's without anyone to love or care for him.
~End Flashback~
i All night
I'm hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good
For something /i
~Flashback~
Harry woke up screaming one night when he was 14 at the Dursely's as he dreamt about that awful night after the Third Task and curled his knees up in front of him and cried silently for Cedric and his family alone.
And cold.
He didn't have anyone to talk to, but knew he had to go back to sleep. he would soon be going back to Hogwarts. But now, he was alone.
~End Flashback~
iHold on
I'm feeling like I'm headed for a
Breakdown
I don't know why /i
~Flashback~
"Harry?" Ginny asked as they were on the train back to Hogwarts
Harry had been thinking about what would meet him this year since Voldemort was back in power.
"Yeah, Gin?" Harry asked.
"Are you know?" Ginny asked.
"No."
"What's wrong? You can tell me." Ginny assured.
"This is too much. You know, people look up to me to fight Voldemort and win, but I have tso much to do in the meantime. Friends, Prefect duties, Homework, Quidditch, O.W.L.s, Sirius, Voldemort, and trying to stay away from those bloody reporters who seem to be everywhere! I can't handel it, Gin. I just can't handel it..." Harry complained.
Ginny hugged Harry. "If it helps, I'll be there with you the whole time. And I mean it, Harry James Potter, I will be there the whole way for you."
Harry hugged Ginny back full force.
"Thanks, Gin. That means the world to me." He said.
~End Flashback~
iI'm not crazy I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be /i
~Flashback~
"Harry! Did you see what she wrote?!" Hermione asked Harry. The mail had just come and Rita Skeeter had gone and wrote another artical saying Harry had gone mad and that the world was safest if Harry was in St.Mungos.
"Yeah... Do you really think I've gone crazy?" Harry asked, looking at Hermione.
"No, Harry. I don't." She said smiling.
The thing was, Harry wasn't so sure himself.
~End Flashback~
i See me
Talking to myself in public
And dodging glances on the train
I know
I know they've all been talking 'bout me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong
With me /i
~FlashBack~
"Did you see that?"
"Yeah. He's been talking to air for a while now."
"Look at him! You can't say he's not mad!"
"Who's that dog?"
"Must be his giude dog so that he doesn't get too lost."
"Do you think he's talking to it?"
"No. He's looking straight ahead."
"He's insane. You think I should stun him and take him to St. Mungos?"
"No... he's only a danger to himself. Not us."
"Right."
Harry heard all the whispers as he strode through Diagon Alley whispering to Sirius every now and then. He had just defeated Voldemort for good this time, and people thought that it had gone to his head and made him insane. They weren't grateful at all. Just walked around as if THEY had done it.
And it hurt.
He had saved lives, but it had killed so many others in the process.
~End Flashback~
iOut of all the hours thinking
Somehow
I've lost my mind/i
~Flashback~
Harry Potter had just called a conferance with many newspapers from around the country concerning his mental health and made it clear that he was perfectly normal. It had gone well, but made himself think he had gone a little but insane.
Not unlike Dumbledore. Perfectly sane, but then again, a little bit mad.Harry smiled. At least he had his friends, Sirius, Remus, and his girlfriend to help him stay that way.
~End Flashback~
iI'm not crazy I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be /i
~Flashback~
Harry Potter and Ginny Weasely were sitting by the lake in Harry's 7th year, a month before Harry graduated. Ginny was sitting down in front of Harry and leaning her back on him as he wrapped his hands around her waist and put his chin on her head. Ginny placed her hands on his and smiled. This was how it was supposed to be.
"Gin?" Harry asked.
"Yes, love?" Ginny asked.
"You know I love you, right?"
"Yes. And I love you, Harry." Ginny moved her head to where she could see his face.
"You don't care that half of the wizarding world knoew everything about me, and that I constantly have to ward off all kinds of women? That I don't have much privacy? You still love me?" Harry asked.
"Yes."
"Ginny... when you're out of Hogwarts.... Will you marry me?" Harry took out a small velvet box and opened it, presenting a small gold ring with an emerald on it .
"Harry Potter, I don't care who you used to be or what you have done, only that I love you and you love me." Ginny was in tears. "Of course I will marry you!"
~End Flashback~
iTalking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
They'll be taking me away /i
The music stopped and Harry opened his eyes. He hadn't even noticed he'd closed them until he did so, and he saw that Hermone was crying on Ron's shoulder who was looking close to tears himself. Ginny was sitting in her chair looking up at him with tears running down her face like a river. He motioned for her to come up to him and she obeyed. ALl of Hogwarts was silent as Ginny ran up to hug him and then they al broke into applause. Harry wrapped an arm around Ginny as she hugged him and cried on his shoulder and he spoke.
"My years at Hogwarts have been.... exciting is an understatement to all of the adventures Ron, Hermione, Ginny and I have had. Hogwarts has been my home all of these years, and my friends have helped me along the whole way. I hope we all can say that and have it be the truth. The 'adventures' have made me what I am today. Harry Potter, the boy-who-lived doesn't really matter to me. Harry Potter -best-friend-boy-friend-godson-and-student is who I am. And I hope you do not strive on appearances, but what is on the inside.
I hope we all learned throughout these years that those things that you believe, and things you can believe in that make the differences, and not just power. Thank you and I hope that I can someday see you guys again to just hang out and talk." Harry said. At the end, some others looked misty- eyed and everyone clapped for him as he and Ginny, who was now sniffeling, walked off stage.
"Harry?"
"Yes, Gin?"
"I love you."
"I love you too." Harry kissed Ginny and forgot every thing exept this moment where he could be himself. Harry Potter, the crazy, brave, fun, loving, and caring man, out to experiance the world.
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Still here? Leave a review so I know what ya thinks!
Katzy
Harry fidgeted with the end of his bluegreen dress robes as he waited for his name to be called. He was in his Seventh and Final year at Hogwarts and was going to to be singing a solo for the whole school and their family as his duty as Head Boy. Boy, was he nervous!
Ginny, who was sitting beside him, gave his hand a reassuring squeeze.
"I know you'll do great, Harry." she said.
"Thanks." Harry told his girlfriend.
Harry stood up when he heard his name called and people applauded him as he stepped up on the stage after quickly kissing Ginny.
"They asked me to sing a song that reflects my emotions or my thoughts, and when I heard this on a muggle radio, I immediantly knew this was my song." Harry explained as he took the magical microphone and heard the music. He began to sing and remember bits of his life as he sang the familiar words.
iAll day
Staring at the ceiling making
Friends with shadows on my wall /i
~Flashback~
A little boy 6 years old sat in his cupboard at Number four Priivit Drive as he made shadow puppets with his hands from the light from his little 'window' in the door and made conversations with them because he was so lonely.
"Hello." He said to the puppet.
He made the puppet move it's mouth as he said in a squeaky voice, "Hello! How are you today?"
Harry sighed and cried because he was stuck at the Dursely's without anyone to love or care for him.
~End Flashback~
i All night
I'm hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good
For something /i
~Flashback~
Harry woke up screaming one night when he was 14 at the Dursely's as he dreamt about that awful night after the Third Task and curled his knees up in front of him and cried silently for Cedric and his family alone.
And cold.
He didn't have anyone to talk to, but knew he had to go back to sleep. he would soon be going back to Hogwarts. But now, he was alone.
~End Flashback~
iHold on
I'm feeling like I'm headed for a
Breakdown
I don't know why /i
~Flashback~
"Harry?" Ginny asked as they were on the train back to Hogwarts
Harry had been thinking about what would meet him this year since Voldemort was back in power.
"Yeah, Gin?" Harry asked.
"Are you know?" Ginny asked.
"No."
"What's wrong? You can tell me." Ginny assured.
"This is too much. You know, people look up to me to fight Voldemort and win, but I have tso much to do in the meantime. Friends, Prefect duties, Homework, Quidditch, O.W.L.s, Sirius, Voldemort, and trying to stay away from those bloody reporters who seem to be everywhere! I can't handel it, Gin. I just can't handel it..." Harry complained.
Ginny hugged Harry. "If it helps, I'll be there with you the whole time. And I mean it, Harry James Potter, I will be there the whole way for you."
Harry hugged Ginny back full force.
"Thanks, Gin. That means the world to me." He said.
~End Flashback~
iI'm not crazy I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be /i
~Flashback~
"Harry! Did you see what she wrote?!" Hermione asked Harry. The mail had just come and Rita Skeeter had gone and wrote another artical saying Harry had gone mad and that the world was safest if Harry was in St.Mungos.
"Yeah... Do you really think I've gone crazy?" Harry asked, looking at Hermione.
"No, Harry. I don't." She said smiling.
The thing was, Harry wasn't so sure himself.
~End Flashback~
i See me
Talking to myself in public
And dodging glances on the train
I know
I know they've all been talking 'bout me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong
With me /i
~FlashBack~
"Did you see that?"
"Yeah. He's been talking to air for a while now."
"Look at him! You can't say he's not mad!"
"Who's that dog?"
"Must be his giude dog so that he doesn't get too lost."
"Do you think he's talking to it?"
"No. He's looking straight ahead."
"He's insane. You think I should stun him and take him to St. Mungos?"
"No... he's only a danger to himself. Not us."
"Right."
Harry heard all the whispers as he strode through Diagon Alley whispering to Sirius every now and then. He had just defeated Voldemort for good this time, and people thought that it had gone to his head and made him insane. They weren't grateful at all. Just walked around as if THEY had done it.
And it hurt.
He had saved lives, but it had killed so many others in the process.
~End Flashback~
iOut of all the hours thinking
Somehow
I've lost my mind/i
~Flashback~
Harry Potter had just called a conferance with many newspapers from around the country concerning his mental health and made it clear that he was perfectly normal. It had gone well, but made himself think he had gone a little but insane.
Not unlike Dumbledore. Perfectly sane, but then again, a little bit mad.Harry smiled. At least he had his friends, Sirius, Remus, and his girlfriend to help him stay that way.
~End Flashback~
iI'm not crazy I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be /i
~Flashback~
Harry Potter and Ginny Weasely were sitting by the lake in Harry's 7th year, a month before Harry graduated. Ginny was sitting down in front of Harry and leaning her back on him as he wrapped his hands around her waist and put his chin on her head. Ginny placed her hands on his and smiled. This was how it was supposed to be.
"Gin?" Harry asked.
"Yes, love?" Ginny asked.
"You know I love you, right?"
"Yes. And I love you, Harry." Ginny moved her head to where she could see his face.
"You don't care that half of the wizarding world knoew everything about me, and that I constantly have to ward off all kinds of women? That I don't have much privacy? You still love me?" Harry asked.
"Yes."
"Ginny... when you're out of Hogwarts.... Will you marry me?" Harry took out a small velvet box and opened it, presenting a small gold ring with an emerald on it .
"Harry Potter, I don't care who you used to be or what you have done, only that I love you and you love me." Ginny was in tears. "Of course I will marry you!"
~End Flashback~
iTalking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
They'll be taking me away /i
The music stopped and Harry opened his eyes. He hadn't even noticed he'd closed them until he did so, and he saw that Hermone was crying on Ron's shoulder who was looking close to tears himself. Ginny was sitting in her chair looking up at him with tears running down her face like a river. He motioned for her to come up to him and she obeyed. ALl of Hogwarts was silent as Ginny ran up to hug him and then they al broke into applause. Harry wrapped an arm around Ginny as she hugged him and cried on his shoulder and he spoke.
"My years at Hogwarts have been.... exciting is an understatement to all of the adventures Ron, Hermione, Ginny and I have had. Hogwarts has been my home all of these years, and my friends have helped me along the whole way. I hope we all can say that and have it be the truth. The 'adventures' have made me what I am today. Harry Potter, the boy-who-lived doesn't really matter to me. Harry Potter -best-friend-boy-friend-godson-and-student is who I am. And I hope you do not strive on appearances, but what is on the inside.
I hope we all learned throughout these years that those things that you believe, and things you can believe in that make the differences, and not just power. Thank you and I hope that I can someday see you guys again to just hang out and talk." Harry said. At the end, some others looked misty- eyed and everyone clapped for him as he and Ginny, who was now sniffeling, walked off stage.
"Harry?"
"Yes, Gin?"
"I love you."
"I love you too." Harry kissed Ginny and forgot every thing exept this moment where he could be himself. Harry Potter, the crazy, brave, fun, loving, and caring man, out to experiance the world.
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Still here? Leave a review so I know what ya thinks!
Katzy
