Author Note-( thanx to Hope and Morning Dew for the reviews.!.
anyways..here's chapter 2
*im thinking of making this story a spot romance, im not sure..tell me what
you think!*
Chapter Two - Watching my Love Lost
Spot Conlon watched Spice's curvy body walk away and down the Brooklyn Docks. His heart felt like it was going with her..why did he have to be so stupid?
Because his ego and pride got in the way of his one and only true love he had in his life, that's why. Just when he gets something wonderful, when he loves someone or something, he loses it. And as he watched Spice disappear into the crowd of Brooklyn, his heart broke every second.
Spot turned and sat down on one of the many crates on the docks. That blonde didn't mean anything to him, she was just simply there to help Spot live up to his title of the 'womanizer.' But he didn't feel anything for her, Spice was where his heart belonged..
He should have never kissed that blonde..maybe it was because he was jealous of the love other people shared? No that couldn't be it, he had that love with Spice. But as he pondered all these explanations, the truth hit him hard: He was nothing but a dirty, cheating bastard.
Spot was not doubtful of his feelings for Spice, they were alive and burning, but..he just had to make sure those feelings were REAL. How would he know that Spice was the one, unless he 'played the field?' He felt a prickly feeling in his throat, but quickly swallowed. He wasn't going to fall apart over some girl he had screwed several times. Spot mentally slapped himself for that thought: Spice wasn't just another girl he had fucked, she was his everything..and now she was gone.
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Spice laid on her bunk, silent tears falling. Her heart was broken, she couldn't fix that..but it had been a whole four days since she had caught Spot cheating, and only until now did she let her emotions take over.
Spice wasn't one for letting her emotions go freely. It wasn't the first time she had let a guy get to her. Many times when she was dating someone she was dumped just days after they had gotten her into bed..and she would always leave with her heartbroken.
But she knew she was just as bad as Spot, maybe even worse. It was true she had never cheated on any of her boys, but she would get what she wanted, then let them loose. But why was she hurting then so bad over Spot? Because you love him, you fool! She said to herself.
"Spice!" Spice looked up at the voice and saw Pumpkin, her best friend, come in and plop down on the bunk beside her. "Spice, get up! Come on, the boys are playin' pokah down dah hawl, and you'se is dah best goil pokah playah dere is! Come awn!"
Spice grinned at her best friend. But she didn't want to play poker now, she didn't feel like walking over to the boy's bunk room, she was just too exhausted.
"I'se tired," she mumbled. Pumpkin pushed her long, straight copper- red hair out of her lightly freckled face and rolled her green eyes.
"Bullshit you'se is tired!" She stood up. "Listen, I'se knows dat me cousin hoit you'se, and I'se know he's a bastard, but get ovah him. Spot's just insecure sometimes and he's is just.."
"A no good, cheating bastard!" Spice yelled, sitting up too. "Listen, Pumpkin, you'se is me best goil, it's just..you'se aint dah one in love wid Spot, he's is you'se cousin, you'se family..it just hoits!"
Pumpkin nodded. "I'se know, I'se know. It's okay tah be'se hoit..I know I would if I evah cawt Race cheatin on me'se..but come awn, it'll help take ya mind awf of eveyding."
Spice contemplated this for a moment, then nodded. "Awlright." Pumpkin smiled and led them out of the small bunk room. There weren't many girl newsies, only seven, including Spice and Pumpkin, so the room was very small.
Spice grinned as she entered the bunk room..and she didn't think of Spot Conlon once.
Chapter Two - Watching my Love Lost
Spot Conlon watched Spice's curvy body walk away and down the Brooklyn Docks. His heart felt like it was going with her..why did he have to be so stupid?
Because his ego and pride got in the way of his one and only true love he had in his life, that's why. Just when he gets something wonderful, when he loves someone or something, he loses it. And as he watched Spice disappear into the crowd of Brooklyn, his heart broke every second.
Spot turned and sat down on one of the many crates on the docks. That blonde didn't mean anything to him, she was just simply there to help Spot live up to his title of the 'womanizer.' But he didn't feel anything for her, Spice was where his heart belonged..
He should have never kissed that blonde..maybe it was because he was jealous of the love other people shared? No that couldn't be it, he had that love with Spice. But as he pondered all these explanations, the truth hit him hard: He was nothing but a dirty, cheating bastard.
Spot was not doubtful of his feelings for Spice, they were alive and burning, but..he just had to make sure those feelings were REAL. How would he know that Spice was the one, unless he 'played the field?' He felt a prickly feeling in his throat, but quickly swallowed. He wasn't going to fall apart over some girl he had screwed several times. Spot mentally slapped himself for that thought: Spice wasn't just another girl he had fucked, she was his everything..and now she was gone.
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Spice laid on her bunk, silent tears falling. Her heart was broken, she couldn't fix that..but it had been a whole four days since she had caught Spot cheating, and only until now did she let her emotions take over.
Spice wasn't one for letting her emotions go freely. It wasn't the first time she had let a guy get to her. Many times when she was dating someone she was dumped just days after they had gotten her into bed..and she would always leave with her heartbroken.
But she knew she was just as bad as Spot, maybe even worse. It was true she had never cheated on any of her boys, but she would get what she wanted, then let them loose. But why was she hurting then so bad over Spot? Because you love him, you fool! She said to herself.
"Spice!" Spice looked up at the voice and saw Pumpkin, her best friend, come in and plop down on the bunk beside her. "Spice, get up! Come on, the boys are playin' pokah down dah hawl, and you'se is dah best goil pokah playah dere is! Come awn!"
Spice grinned at her best friend. But she didn't want to play poker now, she didn't feel like walking over to the boy's bunk room, she was just too exhausted.
"I'se tired," she mumbled. Pumpkin pushed her long, straight copper- red hair out of her lightly freckled face and rolled her green eyes.
"Bullshit you'se is tired!" She stood up. "Listen, I'se knows dat me cousin hoit you'se, and I'se know he's a bastard, but get ovah him. Spot's just insecure sometimes and he's is just.."
"A no good, cheating bastard!" Spice yelled, sitting up too. "Listen, Pumpkin, you'se is me best goil, it's just..you'se aint dah one in love wid Spot, he's is you'se cousin, you'se family..it just hoits!"
Pumpkin nodded. "I'se know, I'se know. It's okay tah be'se hoit..I know I would if I evah cawt Race cheatin on me'se..but come awn, it'll help take ya mind awf of eveyding."
Spice contemplated this for a moment, then nodded. "Awlright." Pumpkin smiled and led them out of the small bunk room. There weren't many girl newsies, only seven, including Spice and Pumpkin, so the room was very small.
Spice grinned as she entered the bunk room..and she didn't think of Spot Conlon once.
