It Only Hurts When I'm Breathing a songfic from Shania Twain's song- 'It Only Hurts When I'm Breathing' I don't own anything Harry, Ginny etc belong to Jk Rowling and the song belongs to Shania Twain (hey-I only WISH I owned the characters-I can dream.lol)
A/N: This is being rewritten! This chapter IS NOT A REWRITTEN FINISHED PRODUCT. It's simply holding the fic until tomorrow when I can rewrite it. I've decided to rewrite it becuase I did it when I was 13. So it was really crappy. I still like the main idea I had going on now. I'm now rewriting 'cause I am a MUCH much better writer.
---Hope life's been good to you
since you've been gone---
Harry stared out his window thinking about Ginny. He told her he loved her and she fled.
---I'm doin' fine now--I've finally moved on---
It's not so bad--I'm not that sad---
Harry could now smile at people and have full conversations without a single thought of Ginny. He was still sad about her leaving but not much anymore
---I'm not surprised just how well I survived
I'm over the worst, and I feel so alive
I can't complain--I'm free again---
---And it only hurts when I'm breathing---
It was night and his day time act of being over Ginny disapeared. Everytime he breathed he could literally feel the pain coming back stronger.
---My heart only breaks when it's beating---
With every beat beat of his heart he could almost feel it breaking.
---My dreams only die when I'm dreaming So, I hold my breath--to forget---
He held his breath. He was hoping maybe the pain would stop if he didn't breathe.
---Don't think I'm lyin' 'round cryin' at night
There's no need to worry, I'm really all right
I've never looked back--as a matter of fact ---
That's the kind of positive thoughts people would think he thought, it was completely opposite what he was thinking.
---And it only hurts when I'm breathing---
It was night and his day time act of being over Ginny disapeared. Everytime he breathed he could literally feel the pain coming back stronger.
---My heart only breaks when it's beating---
With every beat beat of his heart he could almost feel it breaking.
---My dreams only die when I'm dreaming
So, I hold my breath--to forget---
He held his breath. He was hoping maybe the pain would stop if he didn't breathe.
---It only hurts when I breathe---
Harry looked at a picture of him and Ginny on his night stand. IT was the year he'd finally notcied her. She was 16 and he was 17. They were at Bill's wedding. Ginny was wearing a midnight blue bride's maid's dress. It was strapless but didn't reveal too much. It had alight slits on either side and went beatifully with her bright red hair. Her hair was long and wavy and loose around her. Her bright honey colored eyes peered up at him. There was him next to her. His hair messy as usual. His glasses as usual. Only difference was that he was in a suit. She was leaning in for the picture. She was leaning her back against his arm smiling brightly at the camera. HE was grinning and there was a bit of color in his cheeks. Every time he saw that picture his heart stung. He needed Ginny, and that was that.
---Mmm, no, I've never looked back
as a matter fact---
Yeah, this chapter is STILL very poorly written. But it's being rewritten tomorrow!
