A/N: Hi I'm sorry for the wait, thank you Blade for reviewing, I feel much
better. Fanfiction.net has been having problems lately, I was not the only
one having there stories deleted. Thank you again for being so patient. Oh
yes if you haven't noticed I changed my pen name, sorry for not for warning
you about that!
Please review, flames accepted, I like to know your ideas, dislikes, and thoughts!
Disclaimer: I do not own any DBZ characters or any character from Clock Tower 3. Only the characters I made up and the story Idea I MADE UP.
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Chapter 11 What has already come to pass never happens again, right?
~~~~~~~
Glus-Kia (Glue- sky) lounged, his sinuous hand ran, perturbed, through locks of silver-blue. Perfect lips curled down ward, his eyes narrowing in thought.
The two brats are ruining the silent operation, this was never suppose to be known to the damn Z fighters, and to top this cake off Nukiom and Eve were involved now, including Reyown and Bura Vegita.
Jasmine and Owen only wanted to play there game, it just so happened that the two people who knew how to play were here.
Damn, the council will not like the report he had to bring them.
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Bura sat, meditating; a thin coat of perspiration lined her forehead in her concentration. 'Damn that old man he managed to assign me to every chore and errand he could think of, and was still listing them off. The asshole, I will have my revenge on him!'
The beautiful woman let a low growl escape her lips, her thoughts wondered to her family and friends, every one had been uneasy around her; it was bad enough that her own mother cried every time she looked at her. Or that her best friends in the world was now ignoring her, even Trunks and Goten were avoiding her.
Nell was always sleeping, eating, or terrorizing pass-by humans, and didn't listen to a word she said. Reyown was so wrapped up in training, and flirting with every girl he saw, he didn't care that she was mentally hurt; then again Bura was never mentally healthy.
A soft cool breeze mesmerized her skin, moving the light blue fabric she wore, that stuck to her skin in the light sweat she had with all her magical concentration. The young sayain was pondering weather or not to confront the two scissor twins. It really didn't matter if she didn't find them, they would seek her out.
Anyway you put it, they would come. The souvenir they left the Z fighters was small compared to what they really could of done. She of all people knew this, how those two played their sick games.
Well some part of her liked the game, she was us to it.
And most certainly not use to her old home here, she use to love it here, she could shop (((every few minutes of shopping, man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)))) She had friends, a great family, if you ignored her brothers' constant annoying pranks. She had every thing, but 9 and a half years ago she lost something, she still couldn't find out what it was, but she lost some thing.
Her family slowly fell apart, trapped in their sorrow at the loss of Goku. Each person suffering in their own way, showing it in their own ways. She suffered too, along with every one else, yet she couldn't take it like every one else did. She ran, hoping to find some thing that could heal her wounds.
At first her hopes were to become like Goku, strong, kind, loving. But she some how managed to screw that up, the choices she made during her time away from Earth were bad, or wrong, they all seemed to lead to some thing else, and she never could correct them.
What if she repeated the same mistakes she did in her past, with out even realizing it? Was it possible that she could mess up again after knowing what happened after wards?
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"Jasmine, I'm bored, why hasn't Rey-boy and Princess answered our game call?" Owen whined to his sister.
"Wait, be patient. The nice little group down there will be having a big meeting at the look-out, our two friends are not invited, and they have managed to get in trouble. And you know how the saying goes." Jasmine soothed her brother, smiling wickedly.
"When the cats are away, the mice will play."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This is the song for the chapter! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Whisper
Catch me as I fall
Say you're here and it's all over now
Speaking to the atmosphere
no one's here and I fall into myself
this truth drives me
into madness
I know I can stop the pain
if I will it all away
don't turn away
(don't give in to the pain)
don't try to hide
(though they're screaming your name)
don't close your eyes
(God knows what lies behind them)
don't turn out the light
(never sleep never die)
I'm frightened by what I see
but somehow I know
that there's much more to come
immobilized by my fear
and soon to be
blinded by tears
I can stop the pain
if I will it all away
fallen angels at my feet
whispered voices at my ear
death before my eyes
lying next to me I fear
she beckons me
shall I give in?
upon my end shall I begin?
forsaking all I've fallen for
I rise to meet the end.
Imaginary
swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
cannot cease for the fear
of silent nights
oh how I long for the deep sleep dreaming
the goddess of imaginary light
in my field of paper flowers
and candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
and watch my purple sky fly over me
I linger in the doorway
of alarm clock screaming monsters
calling my name
let me stay
where the wind will whisper to me
where the raindrops as they're falling tell a story
if you need to leave the world you live in
lay your head down and stay a while
though you may not remember dreaming
something waits for you to breathe again.
My Immortal
I'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all my childish fears
and if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'cause your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
and I held your hand through all of these years
but you still have me
all of me
you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
now I'm bound by the life you've left behind
your face it hurts
my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away
all the sanity in me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
but though you're still with me
I've been alone all along...
Where Will You Go?
you're too important for anyone
there's something wrong with everything you see
but I, I know who you really are
you're the one who cries when you're alone
where will you go?
with no one left to save you from yourself
you can't escape
you can't escape
you think that I can't see right through your eyes
scared to death to face reality
no one seems to hear your hidden cries
you're left to face yourself alone
but where will you go?
with no one left to save you from yourself
you can't escape the truth
I realize you're afraid
but you can't escape
you don't want to escape
I'm so sick of speaking words that no one understands
is it clear enough that you can't live you're whole life all alone?
I can hear you in a whisper
but you can't even hear me screaming.
Field of Innocence
I still remember the world
from the eyes of a child
slowly those feelings
were clouded by what I know now
where has my heart gone?
an uneven trade for the real world
I want to go back to
believing in everything and knowing nothing at all
I still remember the sun
always warm on my back
somehow it seems colder now
where had my heart gone
trapped in the eyes of a stranger
I want to go back to
believing in everything
(Latin hymn)
Even In Death
give me a reason to believe that you're gone
I see you're shadow so I know they're all wrong
moonlight on the soft brown earth
it leaves me to where you lay
they took you away from me but now I'm taking you home
I will stay away forever here with you, my love
the softly spoken words you gave me
even in death our love goes on
some say I'm crazy for my love, oh my love
but no bonds can hold me from your side, oh my love
they don't know you can't leave me
they don't hear you singing to me
and I can't love you anymore than I do.
Anywhere
dear my love, haven't you wanted to be with me
and dear my love, haven't you longed to be free
I can't keep pretending that I don't even know you
and at sweet night, you are my own
take my hand
we're leaving here tonight
there's no need to tell anyone
they'd only hold us down
so by the morning light
we'll be halfway to anywhere
where love is more than just your name
I have dreamt of a place for you and I
no one knows who we are there
all I want is to give my life only to you
I've dreamt so long I cannot dream anymore
let's run away I'll take you there
forget this life
come with me
don't look back you're safe now
unlock your heart
drop your guard
no one's left to stop you.
Lies
bound at every limb by my shackles of fear
sealed with lies through so many tears
lost from within, pursuing the end
I fight for the chance to be lied to again
you will never be strong enough
you will never be good enough
you were never conceived in love
you will not rise above
they'll never see
I'll never be
I struggle on to feed this hunger
burning deep inside of me
but through my tears breaks a blinding light
birthing a dawn to this endless night
arms outstretched awaiting me
an open embrace upon a bleeding tree
rest in me and I'll comfort you
I have lived and I died for you
abide in me and I vow to you
I will never forsake you.
Away From Me
I hold my breath as this life starts to take it's toll
I hide behind a smile as this perfect plan unfolds
but oh, God, I feel I've been lied to
lost all faith in the things that I have achieved
I've woken now to find myself
in the shadows of all I have created
I'm longing to be lost in you
(away from this place I've made)
won't you take me away from me?
crawling through this world as disease flows through my veins
I look into myself, but my own heart has been changed
I can't go on like this
I loathe all I've become
lost in a dying world I reach for something more
I have grown so weary of this lie I live...
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Okay that was by Evenescence- My immortal, the song was for Bura, each chapter for now on will have a song at the end.
Do you think I should continue, I'm kinda iffy about it?
Any ideas.
Please review.
See ya space Cow Boy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Please review, flames accepted, I like to know your ideas, dislikes, and thoughts!
Disclaimer: I do not own any DBZ characters or any character from Clock Tower 3. Only the characters I made up and the story Idea I MADE UP.
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Chapter 11 What has already come to pass never happens again, right?
~~~~~~~
Glus-Kia (Glue- sky) lounged, his sinuous hand ran, perturbed, through locks of silver-blue. Perfect lips curled down ward, his eyes narrowing in thought.
The two brats are ruining the silent operation, this was never suppose to be known to the damn Z fighters, and to top this cake off Nukiom and Eve were involved now, including Reyown and Bura Vegita.
Jasmine and Owen only wanted to play there game, it just so happened that the two people who knew how to play were here.
Damn, the council will not like the report he had to bring them.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Bura sat, meditating; a thin coat of perspiration lined her forehead in her concentration. 'Damn that old man he managed to assign me to every chore and errand he could think of, and was still listing them off. The asshole, I will have my revenge on him!'
The beautiful woman let a low growl escape her lips, her thoughts wondered to her family and friends, every one had been uneasy around her; it was bad enough that her own mother cried every time she looked at her. Or that her best friends in the world was now ignoring her, even Trunks and Goten were avoiding her.
Nell was always sleeping, eating, or terrorizing pass-by humans, and didn't listen to a word she said. Reyown was so wrapped up in training, and flirting with every girl he saw, he didn't care that she was mentally hurt; then again Bura was never mentally healthy.
A soft cool breeze mesmerized her skin, moving the light blue fabric she wore, that stuck to her skin in the light sweat she had with all her magical concentration. The young sayain was pondering weather or not to confront the two scissor twins. It really didn't matter if she didn't find them, they would seek her out.
Anyway you put it, they would come. The souvenir they left the Z fighters was small compared to what they really could of done. She of all people knew this, how those two played their sick games.
Well some part of her liked the game, she was us to it.
And most certainly not use to her old home here, she use to love it here, she could shop (((every few minutes of shopping, man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)))) She had friends, a great family, if you ignored her brothers' constant annoying pranks. She had every thing, but 9 and a half years ago she lost something, she still couldn't find out what it was, but she lost some thing.
Her family slowly fell apart, trapped in their sorrow at the loss of Goku. Each person suffering in their own way, showing it in their own ways. She suffered too, along with every one else, yet she couldn't take it like every one else did. She ran, hoping to find some thing that could heal her wounds.
At first her hopes were to become like Goku, strong, kind, loving. But she some how managed to screw that up, the choices she made during her time away from Earth were bad, or wrong, they all seemed to lead to some thing else, and she never could correct them.
What if she repeated the same mistakes she did in her past, with out even realizing it? Was it possible that she could mess up again after knowing what happened after wards?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Jasmine, I'm bored, why hasn't Rey-boy and Princess answered our game call?" Owen whined to his sister.
"Wait, be patient. The nice little group down there will be having a big meeting at the look-out, our two friends are not invited, and they have managed to get in trouble. And you know how the saying goes." Jasmine soothed her brother, smiling wickedly.
"When the cats are away, the mice will play."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This is the song for the chapter! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Whisper
Catch me as I fall
Say you're here and it's all over now
Speaking to the atmosphere
no one's here and I fall into myself
this truth drives me
into madness
I know I can stop the pain
if I will it all away
don't turn away
(don't give in to the pain)
don't try to hide
(though they're screaming your name)
don't close your eyes
(God knows what lies behind them)
don't turn out the light
(never sleep never die)
I'm frightened by what I see
but somehow I know
that there's much more to come
immobilized by my fear
and soon to be
blinded by tears
I can stop the pain
if I will it all away
fallen angels at my feet
whispered voices at my ear
death before my eyes
lying next to me I fear
she beckons me
shall I give in?
upon my end shall I begin?
forsaking all I've fallen for
I rise to meet the end.
Imaginary
swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
cannot cease for the fear
of silent nights
oh how I long for the deep sleep dreaming
the goddess of imaginary light
in my field of paper flowers
and candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
and watch my purple sky fly over me
I linger in the doorway
of alarm clock screaming monsters
calling my name
let me stay
where the wind will whisper to me
where the raindrops as they're falling tell a story
if you need to leave the world you live in
lay your head down and stay a while
though you may not remember dreaming
something waits for you to breathe again.
My Immortal
I'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all my childish fears
and if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'cause your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
and I held your hand through all of these years
but you still have me
all of me
you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
now I'm bound by the life you've left behind
your face it hurts
my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away
all the sanity in me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
but though you're still with me
I've been alone all along...
Where Will You Go?
you're too important for anyone
there's something wrong with everything you see
but I, I know who you really are
you're the one who cries when you're alone
where will you go?
with no one left to save you from yourself
you can't escape
you can't escape
you think that I can't see right through your eyes
scared to death to face reality
no one seems to hear your hidden cries
you're left to face yourself alone
but where will you go?
with no one left to save you from yourself
you can't escape the truth
I realize you're afraid
but you can't escape
you don't want to escape
I'm so sick of speaking words that no one understands
is it clear enough that you can't live you're whole life all alone?
I can hear you in a whisper
but you can't even hear me screaming.
Field of Innocence
I still remember the world
from the eyes of a child
slowly those feelings
were clouded by what I know now
where has my heart gone?
an uneven trade for the real world
I want to go back to
believing in everything and knowing nothing at all
I still remember the sun
always warm on my back
somehow it seems colder now
where had my heart gone
trapped in the eyes of a stranger
I want to go back to
believing in everything
(Latin hymn)
Even In Death
give me a reason to believe that you're gone
I see you're shadow so I know they're all wrong
moonlight on the soft brown earth
it leaves me to where you lay
they took you away from me but now I'm taking you home
I will stay away forever here with you, my love
the softly spoken words you gave me
even in death our love goes on
some say I'm crazy for my love, oh my love
but no bonds can hold me from your side, oh my love
they don't know you can't leave me
they don't hear you singing to me
and I can't love you anymore than I do.
Anywhere
dear my love, haven't you wanted to be with me
and dear my love, haven't you longed to be free
I can't keep pretending that I don't even know you
and at sweet night, you are my own
take my hand
we're leaving here tonight
there's no need to tell anyone
they'd only hold us down
so by the morning light
we'll be halfway to anywhere
where love is more than just your name
I have dreamt of a place for you and I
no one knows who we are there
all I want is to give my life only to you
I've dreamt so long I cannot dream anymore
let's run away I'll take you there
forget this life
come with me
don't look back you're safe now
unlock your heart
drop your guard
no one's left to stop you.
Lies
bound at every limb by my shackles of fear
sealed with lies through so many tears
lost from within, pursuing the end
I fight for the chance to be lied to again
you will never be strong enough
you will never be good enough
you were never conceived in love
you will not rise above
they'll never see
I'll never be
I struggle on to feed this hunger
burning deep inside of me
but through my tears breaks a blinding light
birthing a dawn to this endless night
arms outstretched awaiting me
an open embrace upon a bleeding tree
rest in me and I'll comfort you
I have lived and I died for you
abide in me and I vow to you
I will never forsake you.
Away From Me
I hold my breath as this life starts to take it's toll
I hide behind a smile as this perfect plan unfolds
but oh, God, I feel I've been lied to
lost all faith in the things that I have achieved
I've woken now to find myself
in the shadows of all I have created
I'm longing to be lost in you
(away from this place I've made)
won't you take me away from me?
crawling through this world as disease flows through my veins
I look into myself, but my own heart has been changed
I can't go on like this
I loathe all I've become
lost in a dying world I reach for something more
I have grown so weary of this lie I live...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Okay that was by Evenescence- My immortal, the song was for Bura, each chapter for now on will have a song at the end.
Do you think I should continue, I'm kinda iffy about it?
Any ideas.
Please review.
See ya space Cow Boy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
