Hurt, Hope, Happiness
*Chapter Five - Tomoyo and Sunnie's Thoughts*
Tomoyo collapsed on her bed, "After all that, I'm
exhausted."
After the Movie Theater, she and Trave went out for ice cream.
Neither one had noticed Eriol or Kieta at the theater.
Tomoyo sighed and tried to collect her thoughts. I really like
Trave, but I'm in love with Eriol. Aren't I??
She opened the drawer and looked at the picture she kept of Eriol
in her desk. She remembered that she had been in love with him.
For a long time, she could even remember faintly of a wish that
she had made a year before. She wished that Eriol would come back
someday. This was the day, but she didn't feel as though he was
her one true love anymore.
Tomoyo reached back in the drawer and pulled out a second framed
picture that she kept with Eriol's picture now. It was a picture
of Trave. She had met Trave the year after Eriol left.
To their parent's surprise, the two became fast friends. Tomoyo
had never thought of him as more than a good friend, a big
brother of some sort; until now. Tomoyo had changed over the
years. She started to realize that waiting for Eriol would be
heart breaking, but it hurt even more when he came back and
forgot about her.
Tomoyo held the two pictures close; Who is it that I love? I
know Trave well, and I used to love Eriol. Eriol's changed
though, he's not the same person he used to be, not the person I
remember.
Tears flooded her eyes and a tear dropped onto her bed. Reached
back into the drawer and pulled out two yellowed letters. One was
from Eriol from the day he left and the other was from when she
and Trave first met. She opened Eriol's first, carefully
unfolding it. She read the words in her head,
Tomoyo,
Never forget me, I'll come back to see you soon. I hate to leave
you like this. Don't let my cute descendant get married to cherry
blossoms without my consent.
I miss you already,
Eriol
Tomoyo pulled out the other letter,
Tomoyo Daidouji,
My mother is a friend of your mother's. My mom has sent me here
to learn at your school. I hope that you won't tire of me and
that we'll get along good.
Trave Laenenjio
Another tear dropped to her bed as she put the two letters and
pictures back into the drawer.
By the time the drawer was shut, tears were streaming out of
Tomoyo's eyes. She buried her face in her pillow and cried,
trying to figure her life out.
*//(^ ^)\\* The rest of this chapter is my thoughts and feelings
of the story this far, sorta like a bunch of author's notes. Here
I'll answer any questions I found in the reviews and explain
things that I came up with while writing this.
I don't know what I was thinking when I created the character
'Trave'. I started out typing the story, thinking it was going to
be just your normal, everyday E+T. Then it turned into this.
I feel so sorry for TomoyoI made her so sad in this
chapter. Kieta is really getting on my nerves, even though she is
my creation. Poor Eriol, he loves Tomoyo
I don't think I've been spelling names rightbut I can try,
can't I?
Sneak Peek into Chapter Six
Tomoyo turned back around and was silent.
"Is it about Hiiragizawa? I won't lie to you Tomoyo, and say
that I don't care that you have feelings for him."
More silence engulfed the room.
Tomyoyo's voice shook when she finally spoke, "I don't know
if I love him the way I did for so many years."
