Still going and going and going and................
Disclaimer: I don't own anything that was first made by Tolkien. I love this fic though. Do not steal it.
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For some reason this apple didn't taste as good as the other apples that I have eaten in my lifetime. Now maybe it was just this particular apple or maybe it might have just been me. Either way it just doesn't taste right to me.
Everyone else was sleeping next to the blazing campfire. It was my watch at this late hour. We are a day's trip from Rohan. That was all the time I had left before the plan was set into action.
I was still shocked by the idea. I didn't even want to think about it. I love my father. I love my fair city of Rohan, but I cannot stand the idea of facing Wormtongue again. I could very well die from this all. Is it worth it? Should I really be going back there? Is it worth my death? In my heart I know that it is. They don't need my help though. They could get somebody else to do Amaden's dirty work. Amaden isn't really using me for the reasons that he said he was. He has a personal agenda. I could see it in his eyes.
I am not ready to do this. I am not ready at all. I can't do this. They can't make me!
I slid off of the spindly tree stump that I had been sitting on for the last hour. I had been argueing with myself about this since that night in the Dark Forbidden. I am not going to worry about it anymore. I am going to go and find my brother, Eomer. He is the one who needs me. Not these fools. Eomer is out alone somewhere looking for me. I need to find him. That is exactly what I need to do. These people aren't good for my health. Literally! They are going to get me killed! They are going to make me face the Snake. They are going to make me have to seduce him. I have been running from him since he came to Rohan when I was a little girl. I will not allow him to have me now. I WILL NOT willingly go to him. I WILL NOT! I will not be bitten by the Snake. I have more important things to do and I intend to do them.
I passed stealthily by Faramir. His face shone with innocence. It broke my heart to leave him to these dogs. To leave him to face Grima without my assistance. I will miss you, my friend. My best friend that I have ever had. I have to leave you now. I hope to see you again some day... I hope... I gulped at the thought of what could happen to him.
What in Mordor am I doing? I cannot leave him! I cannot leave my people to their fate! I am needed. I will go to Rohan tommarow. For my Father. For my family. For my people. For Faramir.
I returned back to my dirty hard tree stump and sat down on it like a queen. A graceful queen ready to protect what is hers. I am the watch dog. I will watch. I will protect. I will not falter again.
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I thought that that needed to be added in there. It isn't really anything very eventful but it is important.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything that was first made by Tolkien. I love this fic though. Do not steal it.
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For some reason this apple didn't taste as good as the other apples that I have eaten in my lifetime. Now maybe it was just this particular apple or maybe it might have just been me. Either way it just doesn't taste right to me.
Everyone else was sleeping next to the blazing campfire. It was my watch at this late hour. We are a day's trip from Rohan. That was all the time I had left before the plan was set into action.
I was still shocked by the idea. I didn't even want to think about it. I love my father. I love my fair city of Rohan, but I cannot stand the idea of facing Wormtongue again. I could very well die from this all. Is it worth it? Should I really be going back there? Is it worth my death? In my heart I know that it is. They don't need my help though. They could get somebody else to do Amaden's dirty work. Amaden isn't really using me for the reasons that he said he was. He has a personal agenda. I could see it in his eyes.
I am not ready to do this. I am not ready at all. I can't do this. They can't make me!
I slid off of the spindly tree stump that I had been sitting on for the last hour. I had been argueing with myself about this since that night in the Dark Forbidden. I am not going to worry about it anymore. I am going to go and find my brother, Eomer. He is the one who needs me. Not these fools. Eomer is out alone somewhere looking for me. I need to find him. That is exactly what I need to do. These people aren't good for my health. Literally! They are going to get me killed! They are going to make me face the Snake. They are going to make me have to seduce him. I have been running from him since he came to Rohan when I was a little girl. I will not allow him to have me now. I WILL NOT willingly go to him. I WILL NOT! I will not be bitten by the Snake. I have more important things to do and I intend to do them.
I passed stealthily by Faramir. His face shone with innocence. It broke my heart to leave him to these dogs. To leave him to face Grima without my assistance. I will miss you, my friend. My best friend that I have ever had. I have to leave you now. I hope to see you again some day... I hope... I gulped at the thought of what could happen to him.
What in Mordor am I doing? I cannot leave him! I cannot leave my people to their fate! I am needed. I will go to Rohan tommarow. For my Father. For my family. For my people. For Faramir.
I returned back to my dirty hard tree stump and sat down on it like a queen. A graceful queen ready to protect what is hers. I am the watch dog. I will watch. I will protect. I will not falter again.
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I thought that that needed to be added in there. It isn't really anything very eventful but it is important.
