"You heard me. You been like this forever, haven't you Padme, You know why,
but you don't say" he edged closer to her. She didn't move, but a pained
look came over her face.
"You've been like this since your master died haven't you?"
"Master Adi is perfectly fine" All she managed was a whisper.
"I mean Master Allie-Di Padme" He said. "You've closed up, you don't alow yourself to become close to anyone but your old friends. You're being drivien on by pain Padme, Let go" He gently touched her cheek, she instantly pulled away. Tears streamed down her cheeks. She bit her lip, "How do you know about that"
"Your master, or you?" he asked
"Both" she sniffled softly.
"Everyone knows about Allie's death Padme, and you, well, its kinda obvious"
Realising what she had just admitted, Padme just shook her head in an attempt to keep what she had left of her pride. "Not true" she mumbled softly as Anakin edged closer, his face centremetres from hers, "Yes it is" he whispered. Without warning Padem closed the space between them as she pressed her lips against his. Her arms wrapped around his neck as their lips blended together. Anakin gently pulled her closer as the kiss went on. Padme felt something she'd never felt before, something that triggered a memory.
(Flashback)
"Padme. I want to give you some advice" Master Di said. Padme smiled and nodded. "This is serious Padme" Master Di said again. "Its something that happeneds to all Jedi. Something that would change your life forever." Padme nodded again. "At one point in a Jedi's life, you meet what people call 'The one' the one that is for you, the one that you could spend the rest of you life with, and it is up to you to choose which path you follow. If you choose to stay a Jedi or not"
(End Flashback)
Padme hadn't understood what she ment, not till now. It scared her how much she felt for Anakin. But the it hit her. *Anakin's a Jedi too! Maybe this won't be so bad!* Padme looked into his eyes. The crystal blue eyes, almost as blue as the colour of his lightsabre. His eyes possesed so much, warmth, and longing. But then there was something that disturbed her. There was anger, and hatred, yet she couldn't figure out why, and who it was too. That's what scared her.
*******************
Padme sat on her bed and thought. What was she going to tell Master Gallia. What would she say the next time she saw Anakin, it would be very confusing.
"Padme, get ready" her master called from her room. Padme sighed and got up. Training! she thought annoyed. it hit her then, that she had never complained about training, and always looked forwards to it, now? *I really can't be bothered. Whats happening to me! *
Anakin sat in the mess hall poking at his food..again. He sensed Padme and her friends enter the hall. *Padme. Padme. A name of an angel!* he thought dreamily, yet another voice murmured to him. *Whats happening to you skywalker? your playing with your chance to become a KNIGHT! I mean a KNIGHT!* Anakin shook the thoughts away. "You alright Anakin?" Tove asked curiously.
"Yep, I'm fine" he sighed. "My minds kind of full right now"
"Meditation, Always meditate when distressed" Jansen mimiced his masters voice. That got a laugh around the table. *That does sound like a good idea* Anakin thought *A really good idea* Anakin stood up. "Where ya going?" Tania asked.
"Rest" he said simply, before heading off towards the meditation gardens.
Anakin sat beneth a tree, deep in the force, he shut off the rest of the universe, desperate for peace. As his mind raced through space.
****************** It had been almost a week since Padme and Anakin had seen each other, and Anakin was beginning to get the feeling that Padme was avoiding her. *Man, I never thought that it actually happened.* He decided to go search for her, still wondering if that practice lesson had actually happened, because he felt her sheilding her mind from him.
"You've been like this since your master died haven't you?"
"Master Adi is perfectly fine" All she managed was a whisper.
"I mean Master Allie-Di Padme" He said. "You've closed up, you don't alow yourself to become close to anyone but your old friends. You're being drivien on by pain Padme, Let go" He gently touched her cheek, she instantly pulled away. Tears streamed down her cheeks. She bit her lip, "How do you know about that"
"Your master, or you?" he asked
"Both" she sniffled softly.
"Everyone knows about Allie's death Padme, and you, well, its kinda obvious"
Realising what she had just admitted, Padme just shook her head in an attempt to keep what she had left of her pride. "Not true" she mumbled softly as Anakin edged closer, his face centremetres from hers, "Yes it is" he whispered. Without warning Padem closed the space between them as she pressed her lips against his. Her arms wrapped around his neck as their lips blended together. Anakin gently pulled her closer as the kiss went on. Padme felt something she'd never felt before, something that triggered a memory.
(Flashback)
"Padme. I want to give you some advice" Master Di said. Padme smiled and nodded. "This is serious Padme" Master Di said again. "Its something that happeneds to all Jedi. Something that would change your life forever." Padme nodded again. "At one point in a Jedi's life, you meet what people call 'The one' the one that is for you, the one that you could spend the rest of you life with, and it is up to you to choose which path you follow. If you choose to stay a Jedi or not"
(End Flashback)
Padme hadn't understood what she ment, not till now. It scared her how much she felt for Anakin. But the it hit her. *Anakin's a Jedi too! Maybe this won't be so bad!* Padme looked into his eyes. The crystal blue eyes, almost as blue as the colour of his lightsabre. His eyes possesed so much, warmth, and longing. But then there was something that disturbed her. There was anger, and hatred, yet she couldn't figure out why, and who it was too. That's what scared her.
*******************
Padme sat on her bed and thought. What was she going to tell Master Gallia. What would she say the next time she saw Anakin, it would be very confusing.
"Padme, get ready" her master called from her room. Padme sighed and got up. Training! she thought annoyed. it hit her then, that she had never complained about training, and always looked forwards to it, now? *I really can't be bothered. Whats happening to me! *
Anakin sat in the mess hall poking at his food..again. He sensed Padme and her friends enter the hall. *Padme. Padme. A name of an angel!* he thought dreamily, yet another voice murmured to him. *Whats happening to you skywalker? your playing with your chance to become a KNIGHT! I mean a KNIGHT!* Anakin shook the thoughts away. "You alright Anakin?" Tove asked curiously.
"Yep, I'm fine" he sighed. "My minds kind of full right now"
"Meditation, Always meditate when distressed" Jansen mimiced his masters voice. That got a laugh around the table. *That does sound like a good idea* Anakin thought *A really good idea* Anakin stood up. "Where ya going?" Tania asked.
"Rest" he said simply, before heading off towards the meditation gardens.
Anakin sat beneth a tree, deep in the force, he shut off the rest of the universe, desperate for peace. As his mind raced through space.
****************** It had been almost a week since Padme and Anakin had seen each other, and Anakin was beginning to get the feeling that Padme was avoiding her. *Man, I never thought that it actually happened.* He decided to go search for her, still wondering if that practice lesson had actually happened, because he felt her sheilding her mind from him.
