Anakin couldn't believe what he'd just heard, 'Because I love you' *Sith!* he thought he'd faint. *SHE LOVES ME!!!!!* he thought with glee. Anakin looked deep into her eyes. "I love you Anakin" she smiled. "It took me ages to figure this out, and when I did, it changed me. I don't care if anyone finds out, all I care for is you! You've saved me Ani" She smiled. *Ani?* he thought, *That's a name I haven't heard for YEARS* Anakin tilted his head, signaling that he was either confused or deep in thought. *I wonder where she heard it* *YOU IDIOT! SHES WAITING!* Anakin finally came back to reality. "I love you to" he replied.

As he leaned down to kiss her a slight tingle filled his mind, although he didn't feel it. Just as their lips met, a familiar feeling filled him. *Oh gods! not now, not now* he thought panicing.

He heard her shrill scream as he fell to the ground. Blackness.

(Premonition)

"Ani?" a sweet familiar voice called.

"Yes Love" *Hey! that's me!* Anakin watched the vision carefully.

"Can you get the food Ani, its going to overcook soon"

"Whatever." Anakin/me didn't look very interested. The Padme turned to him. "Please"

(End Premonition)

(Premonition)

Two little children sat on a large rug, laughing and cheering.

(End premonition)

Anakin groaned, his breathing heavy. "Anakin! Oh, gods, are you okay?" Padme looked scared. "Yeah, I am"he mummbled, feeling surprised that the knock out was worse than the ones he got when having a 'BAD' vision. *Obi- Wan has told me that my strong sensitivity to the force made me 'Attract' visions more than an average jedi does, yet, there has to be more to it, I mean, most jedi don't just GET visions do they? I mean, seriously, you have to meditate to get visions, the just hit me like no tommorrow, I'm gonna ask him, and like hell, he has to tell me!* Anakin thought frustrated as he looked up at Padme. "I feel like hell" Anakin mummbled.

"Yes, and you look like hell" she laughed kissing his forehead as he lay his head in her lap. "What happened?" she asked curiously.

"Vision" Anakin looked up at him. "Vision, premonision, call it what you like" "Hmmm, that's weird, don't you have to meditate to get one?"

"That's what I thought, but I don't have to, and I can't stop them!" Padme could clearly see his frustration.

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(A meeting with Obi-Wan)

"Master" Anakin called. "Hey!" he ran across the room in search for his master, *YA!!! ARGH!* Anakin grabbed his foot which had striked the leg of their table as he let off a long string of curses (which I will not include). //ANAKIN!// Obi-Wans disaproving voice //Must you think so loud? and do you have to swear like that? seriously you could make a record at the rate you're going!//

//Sorry master I kinda hit my foot//

//that is NO reason//

//Yea, where are you?//

//In my room, are you alright?//

Anakin headed for his masters room. "Master"

Obi-Wan looked up from the data pad he'd been reading. "Yes?"

"I want to ask you something!" Anakin looked determined

"Yeah, I'm listening"

"Why do I keep getting Visions! And now I keep getting more!"

"Anakin, we've been over this" Obi-wan sighed. *Oh, crap, he suspects something! The Council forbid me to tell his hes the 'chosen one' so how do I explain this* "Anakin! I've told you. The force is really strong in you. Its, well, its like it yells at you. So you become sensitive to everything. Expecially visions."

"The force is STRONG in me! that's weird, wouldn't I feel it!"

"If you listened you would" Obi-wan said in a calm voice. Anakin didn't really understand what Obi-wan had said, mostly because of the jumble. All he understood was the bid about how being sensitive, or whatever, had caused him to get a lot of visions. "What the hell do you mean by sensitive?"Anakin asked.

Sighing Obi-wan finally gave up. "Its to difficult to understand" Obi-wan said.

Anakin looked at him acusingly. "You know, theres something your not telling me! This is ME we're talking about, and I'd like to know"

"I'm not leaving anything out Anakin, but I can't really explain it!" Obi- wan lied.

"It drives me insane. I can't control it most of all."

"You had another vision."

"Yes, I did"

"Can I see it?" Obi-Wan asked. Anakin paused, shook his head and looked away. There was know what Obi-wan was going to see it, "Anakin, as your master I demand to see this"

"Why?" Anakin took a risk, "Its my vision, and I will keep it!"

"ANAKIN!" Obi-Wans angry voice grew louder. "There is something that YOU are hiding now"

"SO?" Anakin didn't know why he was like this, But he stormed out of the appartment, and left for Padmes.

***************

Padme wasn't at her appartment. but it was apparent that she was at training.

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(A day later)

Anakin sat alone at the mess hall. All of his friends had gone on missions. Padme noticed this, she grabbed her try and went to sit beside him. "Anakin"

"Padme!"

(memory...not a vision, or flashback.)

"Padme, we have to talk" Anakin said seriously.

"Yes Ani?" Padme smiled softly.

"About us, what exacally is happening? I mean, are we together, or are we not?"

"Anakin, that is a dumb question, even though I have no idea on the answer. We are in love, aren't we?"

"Yes" Anakin took her hand, and kissed her palm. "I love you, I wan't us to be together, but it's forbidden, that's why..."

Padme cut him off. What are you saying Ani? what?"

"That I think, we shouldn't, you know"

"No I don't" she said firmly.

"I don't think we should do what we are doing."

"What do you mean?" Padme looked both worried and confused,

"I think we should stay apart. I don't think we should be around each other"

"Your saying you don't want to be with me" Padme concluded sadly.

"Yes, I am, its forbidden. we can't do this, we'd be kicked out, left alone. I don't want that, we are both Jedi, and bound to the rules, the order, we pledged out lives from the moment we became jedi, and we can't break that" he said.

"Since when have you become the wise one Anakin, I want to be with you. stuff the order, Anakin, they can't control our lives, and our choices." Padme said firmly.

"Padme, Please, we can't do this! its wrong"

There were tears in her eyes. "Whats wrong! Being with me! you don't WANT to!"

"We can't Padme, its against everything we've worked for, suffered for, sacrificed for!"

"I D-O-N-'-T C-A-R-E!" She practically spelt out every word! "I DON'T CARE ANYMORE ANAKIN!" she yelled. "YOU'VE SHOWN ME REAL LIFE, YOU'VE TAKEN ME FROM MY CAGE JUST TO THROW ME BACK? HAVE YOU!, BECAUSE IF YOU HAVE, THEN YOU YOURSELF DON'T KNOW REAL LIFE! I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE. I WANT TO BE WITH YOU" she began to cry.

"Its forbidden" he whispered softly before leaving the room. *Its forbidden, calm yourself. You did the right thing, for both of you* he attempted to comfort himself.

(End memory)

Anakin looked at her. "Why are you here?"

"Not being together doesn't mean I can't sit with you does it" she gave him a seductive smile. Anakin looked around the hall, hoping nobody noticed them. "Padme, are you trying to get us in trouble?"

"Anakin, you are far to worrying.?" she asked.

anakin looked at her carefully.

"I want to talk to you, later. meet me in the gardens tonight, and you'd better be there" She warned.

Note: OVER! YAY, MY LONGEST CHAPTER EVER!!!! READ AND REVIEW!