Anakin pulled off his shirt and slipped into the cool covers on his bed. He
stared at the roof of the room, sleep seemed distant, impossible. He felt
strange, angry, he wanted revenge! Yet it wasn't the way of the jedi, it
wasn't what he was taught. Anakin felt confused, he felt great anger, yet a
feeling inside of him told he to be cautious of his feelings. 'A Jedi shall
not know anger' what did that mean? *What does that mean?* he wondered, and
for the first time, the code confused him.
Padme paced her quarters. Only one thing was on her mind...Anakin. Padme sighed. *Sleep* she told herself. *things will sort themselves out. trust the force!* Padme lay on the sheets of her bed and fell asleep.
***
Padme blinked, a shadow hovered around the room covering the light from shining in her eyes. "Master Jedi, would you like breakfast now?" a voice asked, Padme was to half asleep to use the force to distinguish the signature. She nodded.
Anakin stood looking out the window, Thoughts and dreams pestered him. he remebered the dream he had the night before.
(Flashback)
(Dream/vision)
"Darling, want breakfast?" a voice asked. *Padme?* he thought confused as he watched.
"No, not hungry" the Anakin replied.
"Are you sure, Men are ALWAYS hungry, expecially Jedi with BIG appetites"
"Yes, I'm sure"
"Well then don't come and tell me you are hungry later! and I mean it!"
"Don't worry, I won't"
(End dream/vision)
(End flashback)
Anakin sighed and shook his head. *Strange* He had figured out why he and Padme were always in his visions together, now the problem was, what to do, he had happy visions of them, he had visions where they fought and he was a sith, he had visions of her dying, but them visions of them playing with children...what did it mean...
"Master Jedi, would you like breakfast?" a handmaiden asked.
"No thanks, I'll be fine"
***
Padme found Anakin doing lightsabre work in a room. She took out hers and branished it to meet with his. The clash of the lightsabres filled the room with a bright light. He swung his again, Padme jumped to avoid the blade. Anakin began to play out his anger in his swings and blows and that was very obvious to her. Padme was driven back till she met the wall. "Kill point" Anakin muttered, the first words they had said to each other in months.
She went to say something to Anakin, but Anakin put a hand up. "Please, don't say anything" Anakin left the room leaving Padme looking downwards. It seemed that as time went by he became more secluded in his thoughts, and unwilling to co-operate when help was offered
***
Padme aimlessly wandered her suite. There was nothing to do and it was still to early to start getting ready for the ball. She sighed and pulled a Holobook from her bag.
***
Anakin was setteled under a tree in the Palace gardens, His legs were crossed as he meditated. Not the best thing to do in his situation, but he saw no other option.
(Vision)
A shrill scream threatened to break the windows around the pair. "No, No, Ani, please, its me, your wife!! NO!"
"You dare to call yourself my wife? You never helped me, you never even TRIED" the voice seemed mechanical, deep and threatening.
"I did!" Padme tried to take his gloved hand, "Ani, I tried"
"I'm not Anakin anymore Jedi, I'm Vader"
(End vision)
Anakin bowed his head, he decided he needed to consult someone about these visions, but who was willing to listen, and help without thinking he wasn't fit to be a Jedi, because he was beginning to doubt it himself.
Padme paced her quarters. Only one thing was on her mind...Anakin. Padme sighed. *Sleep* she told herself. *things will sort themselves out. trust the force!* Padme lay on the sheets of her bed and fell asleep.
***
Padme blinked, a shadow hovered around the room covering the light from shining in her eyes. "Master Jedi, would you like breakfast now?" a voice asked, Padme was to half asleep to use the force to distinguish the signature. She nodded.
Anakin stood looking out the window, Thoughts and dreams pestered him. he remebered the dream he had the night before.
(Flashback)
(Dream/vision)
"Darling, want breakfast?" a voice asked. *Padme?* he thought confused as he watched.
"No, not hungry" the Anakin replied.
"Are you sure, Men are ALWAYS hungry, expecially Jedi with BIG appetites"
"Yes, I'm sure"
"Well then don't come and tell me you are hungry later! and I mean it!"
"Don't worry, I won't"
(End dream/vision)
(End flashback)
Anakin sighed and shook his head. *Strange* He had figured out why he and Padme were always in his visions together, now the problem was, what to do, he had happy visions of them, he had visions where they fought and he was a sith, he had visions of her dying, but them visions of them playing with children...what did it mean...
"Master Jedi, would you like breakfast?" a handmaiden asked.
"No thanks, I'll be fine"
***
Padme found Anakin doing lightsabre work in a room. She took out hers and branished it to meet with his. The clash of the lightsabres filled the room with a bright light. He swung his again, Padme jumped to avoid the blade. Anakin began to play out his anger in his swings and blows and that was very obvious to her. Padme was driven back till she met the wall. "Kill point" Anakin muttered, the first words they had said to each other in months.
She went to say something to Anakin, but Anakin put a hand up. "Please, don't say anything" Anakin left the room leaving Padme looking downwards. It seemed that as time went by he became more secluded in his thoughts, and unwilling to co-operate when help was offered
***
Padme aimlessly wandered her suite. There was nothing to do and it was still to early to start getting ready for the ball. She sighed and pulled a Holobook from her bag.
***
Anakin was setteled under a tree in the Palace gardens, His legs were crossed as he meditated. Not the best thing to do in his situation, but he saw no other option.
(Vision)
A shrill scream threatened to break the windows around the pair. "No, No, Ani, please, its me, your wife!! NO!"
"You dare to call yourself my wife? You never helped me, you never even TRIED" the voice seemed mechanical, deep and threatening.
"I did!" Padme tried to take his gloved hand, "Ani, I tried"
"I'm not Anakin anymore Jedi, I'm Vader"
(End vision)
Anakin bowed his head, he decided he needed to consult someone about these visions, but who was willing to listen, and help without thinking he wasn't fit to be a Jedi, because he was beginning to doubt it himself.
