Anakin lay on the bed gently kissing her, he found himself looking deep
into her eyes. He bowed his head. "We can't do this Padme, we can't" Anakin
looked away. Padme bit her lip, "Why not, why are you always pulling away
when you come near?"
"because maybe its too near" Anakin replied sadly. "Being together will destroy everything, everything we've ever wanted, everything we've created."
Padme found herself onto something, *Good Ani, tell me, tell me and I can help!* Anakin paused...*Am I saying to much? I don't have to literally tell her...Oh Padme, I'm SO sorry*
"Being together is to dangerous Padme" *My angel* "To dangerous, it would never work"
"I thought you were always against the will of the council" padme protested.
"This was never about the council to start with" Anakin sighed and stood up. "I should leave."
As he began to walk off padme called out. "Ani, Stop, just talk to me! Please, don't leave me in the dark!" Anakin paused and looked at her, concern on his face.
"I can't I...I just can't" he looked down at the floor. "Its...it's oh, I don't know Padme, I don't know if I can" she walked over to him and gently touched his face.
"Ani, if I know I can help. I can. I'll do all I can to help you." Padme leaned up and kissed his lips. "I love you" she whispered. Anakin wrapped his arms around her waist.
"I love you to Padme, this why I want to do this, you have to understand. I'm scared" He replied sadly. "I'm really afraid."
"Then let me comfort you" she whispered.
*Oh, god! I can't do this anymore* he screamed internally. Padme led him to her bed. the two of them lay down and kissed passionately. The heat and excitement making them forget everything, the jedi, his problems, even the Jedi code.
***
Anakin lay beside her, the night moon rays shining through. Anakin looked at her, he leaned down and kissed her forehead. She smile and opened her eyes. 'I love you' she mouthed. "Padme" he whispered. "Can I tell you something?"
Padme nodded. "I guess you've never heard of my visions huh?" so anakin began. He told her everything. About his dreams, about his fears, and about not telling the council.
***
"Now you see why we can't be together?" Anakin asked. "Do you?" Padme took his hand and kissed the palm. "Ani, I don't fear as you do. I believe you will make the right choice." she kissed his lips, probbing his mouth open with her tounge. "You will make the right choice Ani, I know you will" she murmured. Anakin couldn't protest to her actions, "Padme, but its dangerous" he replied. Padme pulled away.
"Ani, I'm willing to take a chance. We'll survive. Don't deny your feelings"
"I'm not denying my feelings for you. I admit I love you beyond anything. but I'm worried about what I'm going to become."
"You don't have to become that Anakin. They Jedi may be right about your anger and hatred, but I know I am right about your strenght to get through things. Please?" her eyes begged him. Anakin took her hand. "If you help me through?" he replied smiling softly.
"Ani, you don't even have to ask." she smiled kissing him again. Anakin drew her into his arms and lay her down beside him.
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"because maybe its too near" Anakin replied sadly. "Being together will destroy everything, everything we've ever wanted, everything we've created."
Padme found herself onto something, *Good Ani, tell me, tell me and I can help!* Anakin paused...*Am I saying to much? I don't have to literally tell her...Oh Padme, I'm SO sorry*
"Being together is to dangerous Padme" *My angel* "To dangerous, it would never work"
"I thought you were always against the will of the council" padme protested.
"This was never about the council to start with" Anakin sighed and stood up. "I should leave."
As he began to walk off padme called out. "Ani, Stop, just talk to me! Please, don't leave me in the dark!" Anakin paused and looked at her, concern on his face.
"I can't I...I just can't" he looked down at the floor. "Its...it's oh, I don't know Padme, I don't know if I can" she walked over to him and gently touched his face.
"Ani, if I know I can help. I can. I'll do all I can to help you." Padme leaned up and kissed his lips. "I love you" she whispered. Anakin wrapped his arms around her waist.
"I love you to Padme, this why I want to do this, you have to understand. I'm scared" He replied sadly. "I'm really afraid."
"Then let me comfort you" she whispered.
*Oh, god! I can't do this anymore* he screamed internally. Padme led him to her bed. the two of them lay down and kissed passionately. The heat and excitement making them forget everything, the jedi, his problems, even the Jedi code.
***
Anakin lay beside her, the night moon rays shining through. Anakin looked at her, he leaned down and kissed her forehead. She smile and opened her eyes. 'I love you' she mouthed. "Padme" he whispered. "Can I tell you something?"
Padme nodded. "I guess you've never heard of my visions huh?" so anakin began. He told her everything. About his dreams, about his fears, and about not telling the council.
***
"Now you see why we can't be together?" Anakin asked. "Do you?" Padme took his hand and kissed the palm. "Ani, I don't fear as you do. I believe you will make the right choice." she kissed his lips, probbing his mouth open with her tounge. "You will make the right choice Ani, I know you will" she murmured. Anakin couldn't protest to her actions, "Padme, but its dangerous" he replied. Padme pulled away.
"Ani, I'm willing to take a chance. We'll survive. Don't deny your feelings"
"I'm not denying my feelings for you. I admit I love you beyond anything. but I'm worried about what I'm going to become."
"You don't have to become that Anakin. They Jedi may be right about your anger and hatred, but I know I am right about your strenght to get through things. Please?" her eyes begged him. Anakin took her hand. "If you help me through?" he replied smiling softly.
"Ani, you don't even have to ask." she smiled kissing him again. Anakin drew her into his arms and lay her down beside him.
Note: Hah, finally! YAY please, don't tell me everyone has left! Please R+R! *Sobs* I didn't get msany reviews Okay, I need at least 5 reviews to continue...if not....
