Please forgive
me if I use any of the Japanese language incorrectly, I am nothing more of a
novice when it comes to Japanese. Oh and after a long debate with myself-
Malik: SHORT debate, it was a SHORT debate.
::glares at Malik:: After a SHORT debate with myself, I have decided to go with
Ryou's journal instead of continuing the session. Don't worry there will be
more sessions with Katawasai-sensei and Ryou, I'm thinking I might do something
like session, journal, session, journal, session- etc. etc. etc. Oh and Malik-
Malik: Don't say it. I know. ::ahem:: SHE DOESN'T OWN YU-GI-OH! IF SHE DID SHE
WOULDN'T BE SITTING INFRONT OF THIS COMPUTER TYPING THIS STUPID STORY! SHE
WOULD BE OFF SOMEWHERE FLAUNTING HER ARTISTIC ABILITY!
How many times do I have to tell you?! DISCLAIMER AND DISCLAIMER ONLY!!!
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She didn't believe me. She acted like she did, but I could tell- she didn't. Of
course she didn't classify me as some sort of freak or anything, but then again
she wouldn't be doing her job well if she classified me as "freak".
She believed me when I told her about her dead patient, but not about Yami.
Of course no one except Yuugi, Honda, Jounouchi, and Anzu would believe me
about Yami.
They all
called me crazy, the psychologists I mean. They all called me insane. Maybe I
am how should I know? Can insane people tell if they're insane?
Maybe with time I can convince her. I doubt it though, I've thought that about
other therapists but they never believed me. This one seems different though.
No, she's just like the others, closed minded with a weak will, a bad
combination if you ask me.
The only way I even got to go see her was because Yami said that since I've
been so obedient lately that he would reward me with free time, and give me
semi-control of the mind link between us. You can imagine the joy I felt when
he told me this, of course if he found out about the therapist he would take
full control again and beat me. . . again.
It's nice to tell someone other than paper about my problems though, even if
she doesn't believe me.
At times during our session she tried to suggest that I might have "multi-
personalities". Ha, no, I don't have another personality. I have the
spirit of a tomb robber living inside of me. A completely different person,
nothing like me. Very big difference.
Of course people don't seem to notice when Yami takes over. So apparently he
looks like me. I don't see how though, I mean don't people notice how dangerous
and evil his eyes get? And how his voice seems to be calling every ounce of
power he has, just to destroy an obstacle in his path? Apparently not, he's
quite an actor I must say. Does an impression of me perfectly.
Maybe I'm doom to be sent to the nuthouse. Every other therapist tried to send
me to the nuthouse. Oh they didn't tell of me of course, I would've run away
had they told me. I saw it in their minds, and then I ran away.
The reason Yami didn't kill me when I went to the other therapists was because
I was sent there. I didn't have a choice. My father thought I was going insane
when he heard my painful shrieks and wet sobs at three a.m.
But I'm going
to this therapist of my own free will.
Strange as it sounds Yami can be very understanding at times. Like how he
understood that my father thought I was insane and that was the reason he was
sending me to the therapists. Though there are the times when he doesn't care
what my side of the story is. The fact is he doesn't like whatever I did and I
need to be punished. So he punishes me - painfully.
I think I'm supposed to be the chicken in that joke. Oh come now, you must know
that joke. I see I'm going to have to break this one down for you-
***Why did the chicken cross the road?
To get to the other side?
No of course not!
Well then, what is it?
To die - in the rain - alone. {A}***
I am the chicken. I am supposed to die alone. Whether or not it's raining
depends on whatever the weather people say. Yes I suppose I am a bit morbid,
but what can I say? I guess you're like that when your Yami abuses you. Why is
it that the Pharaoh never abuses his Hikari? Maybe it's because he is an
important tool in saving the world, unlike me where I am just a disguise to
protect my Yami. Yuugi's lucky; his Yami treats him like a prince. Not to
mention he has the greatest friends in the world. Where as I make friends with
the ants that crawl under my bed.
They actually aren't all that bad, the ants I mean. They'll listen to you, and
they won't interrupt, and they don't give you bad advice. I suppose it's like
talking to Katawasai-sensei, she doesn't believe where as the ants don't
understand me. So why do I go to an expensive therapist when I can just talk to
the ants for free? How the hell should I know? I'm insane remember?
I'm going again tomorrow, after school. I have no clue why, but I am. Maybe
it's because Katawasai-sensei actually knows what I'm saying, where as the ants
just crawl around hearing me but have no clue what I'm trying to say. Or maybe
I'm just too insane to know why; do insane people always understand why they do
what they do?
Oh Ra, I mean Kami-sama he's calling me. He wants to speak with me. It's never
good when Yami wants to speak with me. Does he know about Katawasai-sensei?
Kami-sama how could he NOT know? I'm the worst liar in the world! Oh please
Kami-sama, I mean Ra. No. Kami-sama, WHOEVER YOU ARE, just protect me for
tonight!
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Sorry! You'll have to wait till next time to find out what happens! ^_^
Mwhahaha. . . ::gasps:: SOMEONE REIVEWED MY STORY!! YAY!
THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU!!!!!!!
Malik: How much?
::blinks:: How much what?
Malik: How much sugar have you had today?
Ummmm. . . TOO MUCH TO COUNT! ^_^
Explanations-
{A}- I got that joke off bored.com or something like that. It was said by Ernest
Hemmingway (SP?), there are other ones too, like ones from the guy who founded
KFC. Iz very funny.
::ahem:: MALIK!!!
Malik: T.T read and review. . . or she'll prolly have me head ::winces::
