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Mistakes
Chapter 4
Second chance?
Tai
Nothing happens; I soon think he has hung up. ' No!'
I fall to my knees and feel a sob escape my lips, still clutching the cordless phone.
" Why are you sobbing!" I hear screamed through the phone. I let a sigh of relief escape my lips, ' He didn't hang up.'
" You didn't hang up." I whisper happily pressing the phone even closer to my head.
" Not yet." There is so much anger in his voice. " I wanted to talk to my dad not you." He adds.
" I figured." ' Matt please don't hang up… please.' I silently pray.
" I should hang up." He continues. " I can barley talk and it hurts like a bugger. I should phone the police even and have you arrested." He finishes.
My face pales, ' He wouldn't.' " You wouldn't."
" Your right, or they would have already showed up." The anger has not subsided in his voice, if anything it has grown.
" M-Matt… Please come over to my house, please we N-Need to talk… please."
There was another pause. " Why should I? Got a gun ready?" He asks spitefully.
I hold my breath, I want to scream, to tell him I would never hurt him again but all I can do is cry
" Stop crying." I hear him half yell half plead.
I can't though, the thought that he actually thought I was going to kill him was too much for me to take.
"TAICHI I SAID STOP!" This time he screamed, causing a few coughs but it works.
" Matt just come over, please." I try one last time stretching out the last word.
" Tai…" I finally hear him sigh. The anger is still shinning through but it has subsided quiet a bit.
" Yes or No?" I can't keep doing this I need an answer. Another long pause drags on and I grow more anxious. " Just tell me." I whisper.
" No." I hear and my heart breaks. I let a single sob escape my lips.
" Whatever you want Matt. Just know that I'm sorry, for everything that I've done, said, chosen, I'm sorry for all my mistakes."
All I can hear are sobs, violent, heart broken ones. " Please Matt, I hate to hear you cry." I say soothingly, he always calmed down at the tone of voice, and it didn't fail me now.
" Why did you do this?" He asks.
" I don't know." I say referring to everything: not telling him. Sora, Lying to him and hurting him almost to death. " I guess you weren't there to tell me I was being a baka."
I hear him laugh/sob. " Guess I wasn't."
I can't take it any longer, Matt has made his decision, and I can't stay on the phone any longer.
" This is it then." I'm fighting back sobs. ' It hurts so much.' I think as my heart squeezes painfully.
Nothing.
" Matt you'll always be my best friend, no matter what you say. You will never know how sorry I truly am." I let another sob escape my lips. " Goodbye."
I move my finger to the off button and start to push.
" Tai! NO!" I think I hear but I have already disconnected the line.
' Tai! NO!' I hear again, Matt sounds frantic. I start to dial the number again having only one number to go I stop. ' I imagined it.' Tell myself, dropping the phone not caring to turn it off.
" Matt." I sob loudly running into the bathroom fast before I vomit out my pain.
Matt
" Tai! NO!" I scream. " I can't loose you." But he is already gone.
I hang up my end and try his number again only to get a busy signal.
" Why… Why did I say no?" I ask myself a lone tear rolling down my cheek. Most of my tears are gone, having already cried them all.
My body is dehydrated but I make no move to get water, instead I dial his number again, it's still busy.
' He phoned Sora.' The thought comes to my head like a slap in the face. ' To cry and ask her to come over to make it all better.' My fists clench at the thought, making my knuckles turn white.
' Then why did he attack you?' another part of my mind fights back. ' Go to him.' It says.
' No you will only get hurt even more.' Another part argues back.
All I can do is clutch my head and scream for them to shut up, which does not work, it only made my head fight more.
' Go.'
' Stay.'
' Go.'
' Stay.'
' Go.'
' Stay.'
And on and on it went.
" What should I do?" I finally ask myself, my whole self not just my brain.
A picture from Tai this morning floods my vision and I make up my mind.
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That's the end of the chapter.
What will Matt do? No Matt is not schizophrenic, just very confused.
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