-Ok here is a long awaited chapter there is going to be a flash back so I
will try to clarify where that is as much as possible. Also if people would
like me to go more in depth on a certain part of the chapter (meaning a
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Chapter 6: Remembrance
The clanking of silverware was what had broken the hour silence, and the scraping of a chair as it moved across the mosaic floor. "Mommy?"
"Yes Luke? What is it honey?" she answered there was a soft sweet feel to her voice now not like when she was speaking to Anakin earlier.
"Can I be exoosed?" he asked.
"Of course, Leia you may be excused too." She had now gotten up as well and starting picking up their plates.
Leia slid from her chair and plopped her feet onto the ground. "Mommy? Can we go see Aunt Sabe and Uncle Obi? They were all sad and I want to help them feel better? Can I make them something?"
"I want to help too mommy! Can I help too?" asked Luke.
"That's a wonderful idea. I will holo them right away" Padme agree rushing over too a small device that lay on the mantle in the living room. Turning it on and pressing some numbers, an image of Sabe appeared. "Sabe? Is everything all right? Anymore news?"
The holo image let out a sniffle and shook her head. "No . . . Obi-Wan just went off on another search. I think he said he heard something about Storm Troopers over at Jaba's Palace. I think he thinks the storm troopers have something to do with it."
"Oh dear. Well I hallowed to check on you of course and to see if it was all right if Luke and Leia came to visit. They seem so intent on making the two of you feel better its cute. They are in the kitchen making you and Obi- Wan something right now."
"I would love to have them come visit that would be wonderful. Will you be staying or do you have business with Lars' to take care of?"
"I wish I could but I have some other problems and if it is what I think it is . . . I don't know what I am going to do."
"What is it?" There was a look of concern now across the holoed Sabe's face.
"Its nothing I think I can handle it on my own, but I will explain it to you when I can get away from him."
"Is that him?" Sabe was staring at a dark figure in the middle of the door. "Why is there a man in your home anyways . . . I thought. . ." she looked back at Padme questionably.
"Its hard to explain can I talk to you about it later? I still need to ask him a few questions anyways. Can I bring Luke and Leia over to you now? Is that alright?"
"Yes of course. I will be waiting for you."
The holo clicked of and Padme turned around. "GOD DAMIT! Don't do that!" she said frightened half to death. "You know you need to stop just being in the shadows it's starting to get really annoying not to mention uncomfortable."
"Why are you letting our children play with that . . . Insubordinate HUMAN BEING!"
"Oh such big words for such a small boy" Padme answered back in a mock tone knowing it would annoy him. "I thought I clarified myself before. You might have helped in making them but I don't consider them to have a father anymore. Besides Obi-Wan has a better authority in this house not mention any where else than you do."
Anakin just snarled and kept quit. He knew not to keep fighting with her because eventually he would loose anyways so why keep at it.
"Luke, Leia get your cloaks Aunt Sabe said you two could visit her now." She paused and turned to Anakin. "And you put this on your coming too I don't need you in my house alone who knows what you would do to it." She threw an eye patch at him and walked toward the door and put on her cloak and hood.
"What do I need this for? Won't they still recognize me?"
"If I did not recognize you at first, I dought they will but its just to be safe I don't need you and Obi-Wan trying to kill each other again." She walked out of Luke and Leia each holding one of her hands.
"Damn it this is taking to long . . . she really does hate me now . . ." Anakin said to himself as he placed the patch over his eye and quickly fallowed after them.
Padme knocked at the door of Kenobi home. "Now do you have you gifts all ready?" she asked as she waited for the door to be answered.
Luke and Leia nodded as the door slid open "AUNT SABE!" They both said in unison while running up and both giving her two large hugs.
"Would you two like to come in? Obi-Wan should be home soon," asked Sabe letting go of the hugs and walking in.
"We can only stay for short time," answered Padme as she walked into the living room. Anakin fallowed her in, patch over his eye and hair now tightly pulled back. Padme noticed the curiosity in Sabe's face as she told her this and quickly replied to her answer. "I was going to take him to see Owen, see if he had any work for him to do on the farm. He just lost his job a few days ago."
Sabe still looked supposes but went along with Padme's story anyways. "Oh that's terrible, I do hope he has something for you too do. I will get drinks just make yourselves comfortable." She got up and walked into the kitchen.
"You should not let them see her!" said Anakin bluntly; breaking the silence that had started once she had left.
"I am not going to deprive my children of some who cares about them. She is my best friend Anakin. She needs them now, she needs me now." She let out an annoyed sigh. "Why did you have to appear now? Why not a year ago or two; why now?!"
He was about to answer when the kitchen door slide open and Sabe walked out holding a tray with three glasses filled with a blue liquid. She handed one to Padme and then headed over to where Anakin was sitting and handed him one as well. "I'm sorry I never got your name?"
"Auron . . . miss" he answered quickly.
"Do you live close to the Lars homestead?" she asked.
"No, I met Padme in the marketplace" he answered. He realized that was not the right answer because now Padme was getting looks from Sabe. She had come down to get a part that Owen had ordered for one of his broken converters and moister vaperaters."
"Do you help her often?" she asked again.
'WHAT IS THIS TWINTY QUESTIONS!' he thought to himself.
"Well we best be on our way. Can't keep Owen waiting very irritable when it comes to work. Thank you for the drink Sabe." She rose from her seat immediately fallowed by Anakin.
"Thank you very much it was delious" he thanked her while grabbing both his and Padme's cloaks.
"I will be back in a few hours to pick up Luke and Leia," said Padme clasping her cloak.
"Padme, can I speak to you?"
"Of course"
"I'll just wait out side," said Anakin stepping through the open door.
"Padme? What is going on? Why are you so antsy? All of the sudden?"
"I'm not being antsy what are you talking about?" she answered a little hesitant.
"You know you can tell me anything."
"Trust me I would, but if I told you this you would hate me."
"Is it about Auron? Because if it is I see no problem with you too. I know you said you were never going to date or marry someone after what happened to Anakin because you were hoping he would come back, but I think this will be good for you maybe help you forget so you wont have those dreams anymore. And don't worry I can bring Luke and Leia back over to your house. I'm sure Obi-Wan will want to meet Auron too so I will have him come along. Now you better be going don't need Owen waiting." She pushed Padme out the door and waved as she and Anakin walked off into the sandy obis.
'You have no idea what's going on . . . if only I could tell you. I hope Obi-Wan cant since that he's Anakin' she thought to herself as they reached her home.
She opened the door and turned on the lights to living room. She turned to see that Anakin had taken off the eye patch so both his beautiful eyes were shown. He was walking towards her now. "Don't look at me like that."
"Why?"
"Because it makes me feel uncomfortable."
"Where have I heard that before?"
"Please stop your whole presents is making me feel uncomfortable"
"I can since your will detirrateing slowly. You have nothing around you to protect anymore. I want you Padme as badly as you want me."
"I don't know what you're talking about" He was coming closer to her now. He was face just inches away from hers. Her lips were trembling wanting to feel his against hers. She could not give in, she need to fight, no she must fight, but it was too late their lips were locked.
A large rush came over Anakin as he kissed her, then it happened a memory he longed to forget that he needed to forget came to him from her.
-~-
A woman stood looking out of her window. The shades were down but open so that the artificial light of the night streamed through hitting her face. She was wearing along silk off-white slip nightgown. Her hair was down to her waist, not up in the spectacular buns she wore everyday. Then the sound of the bedroom door opening could be heard. She did not turn around to see who had come in because she knew who it was right away and saw no reason to come to them when they were just going to come to her, and she was right just as she had finished her last thought a pair of strong well muscled tan arms rapped around her waist. She leaned onto his chest smelling the sweet aroma of the new cologne she had given him, the suet from his last workout, and sand that smell no matter how hard she knew he tried would never leave him and she liked it that way. "This is our last night together. Until you go off to that god awful war again."
"I know. I was hoping it would be over by now so we could start a family."
"I'm not going to let myself get in the way of your duties besides you know we cant do that not yet not until they all know. Obi-Wan and Sabe have both been very generous to our decision to keep it a secret. You must commend Obi-Wan for it I know he told you that you must tell the council."
"Like I have told you a thousand times I would remove any minute of any day if that meant being able to be with you."
"Yes Anakin I know. I just don't know how much longer I can handle having you come and 'protect me' when you are not needed in the war. I don't like just seeing you every few months or years . . . I want to see you and be near you all the time."
"Then just say it and I will retire."
She turned around now breaking her distance form him with a kiss. "I know you would I know."
His arms were rapped tighter around her waist now as he gently lifted her onto the bed, laying her delicate body onto the satin pillows. He lowered one of the straps of her nightgown and started to kiss the newly exposed skin on her shoulder. He moved his lips to the nap of her neck and started to kiss there as well lingering there for awhile until he felt her two hands un-tucking and lifting his tunic form his pants. He helped her remove it as he started to lower both straps of her nightgown. Both gazed into one another's eyes meeting shortly after with a kiss, both letting out all the emotions each had for the other because this very well be the last night they ever shared together like this.
-~-
Both broke away from one another. Neither being able to handle what could happen if they let it go on.
"It would be best we not do that anymore." 'For the sake of my sanity' Padme thought.
"Yes that is a good idea." He could not handle being able to see and hear memories he had thought he forgotten.
There was a long silence as both just looked at each longing for one another but holding it back as best they could. Then a knock came at the door.
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-Ok there you go I hope it's long enough, and like I said before if you would like a longer version of the flash back please just e-mail me or give me your e-mail. I would not be expecting to have that part out if there are enough people who want it for a while because I am starting school again. I hope your enjoying it and please READ & REVIEW
Chapter 6: Remembrance
The clanking of silverware was what had broken the hour silence, and the scraping of a chair as it moved across the mosaic floor. "Mommy?"
"Yes Luke? What is it honey?" she answered there was a soft sweet feel to her voice now not like when she was speaking to Anakin earlier.
"Can I be exoosed?" he asked.
"Of course, Leia you may be excused too." She had now gotten up as well and starting picking up their plates.
Leia slid from her chair and plopped her feet onto the ground. "Mommy? Can we go see Aunt Sabe and Uncle Obi? They were all sad and I want to help them feel better? Can I make them something?"
"I want to help too mommy! Can I help too?" asked Luke.
"That's a wonderful idea. I will holo them right away" Padme agree rushing over too a small device that lay on the mantle in the living room. Turning it on and pressing some numbers, an image of Sabe appeared. "Sabe? Is everything all right? Anymore news?"
The holo image let out a sniffle and shook her head. "No . . . Obi-Wan just went off on another search. I think he said he heard something about Storm Troopers over at Jaba's Palace. I think he thinks the storm troopers have something to do with it."
"Oh dear. Well I hallowed to check on you of course and to see if it was all right if Luke and Leia came to visit. They seem so intent on making the two of you feel better its cute. They are in the kitchen making you and Obi- Wan something right now."
"I would love to have them come visit that would be wonderful. Will you be staying or do you have business with Lars' to take care of?"
"I wish I could but I have some other problems and if it is what I think it is . . . I don't know what I am going to do."
"What is it?" There was a look of concern now across the holoed Sabe's face.
"Its nothing I think I can handle it on my own, but I will explain it to you when I can get away from him."
"Is that him?" Sabe was staring at a dark figure in the middle of the door. "Why is there a man in your home anyways . . . I thought. . ." she looked back at Padme questionably.
"Its hard to explain can I talk to you about it later? I still need to ask him a few questions anyways. Can I bring Luke and Leia over to you now? Is that alright?"
"Yes of course. I will be waiting for you."
The holo clicked of and Padme turned around. "GOD DAMIT! Don't do that!" she said frightened half to death. "You know you need to stop just being in the shadows it's starting to get really annoying not to mention uncomfortable."
"Why are you letting our children play with that . . . Insubordinate HUMAN BEING!"
"Oh such big words for such a small boy" Padme answered back in a mock tone knowing it would annoy him. "I thought I clarified myself before. You might have helped in making them but I don't consider them to have a father anymore. Besides Obi-Wan has a better authority in this house not mention any where else than you do."
Anakin just snarled and kept quit. He knew not to keep fighting with her because eventually he would loose anyways so why keep at it.
"Luke, Leia get your cloaks Aunt Sabe said you two could visit her now." She paused and turned to Anakin. "And you put this on your coming too I don't need you in my house alone who knows what you would do to it." She threw an eye patch at him and walked toward the door and put on her cloak and hood.
"What do I need this for? Won't they still recognize me?"
"If I did not recognize you at first, I dought they will but its just to be safe I don't need you and Obi-Wan trying to kill each other again." She walked out of Luke and Leia each holding one of her hands.
"Damn it this is taking to long . . . she really does hate me now . . ." Anakin said to himself as he placed the patch over his eye and quickly fallowed after them.
Padme knocked at the door of Kenobi home. "Now do you have you gifts all ready?" she asked as she waited for the door to be answered.
Luke and Leia nodded as the door slid open "AUNT SABE!" They both said in unison while running up and both giving her two large hugs.
"Would you two like to come in? Obi-Wan should be home soon," asked Sabe letting go of the hugs and walking in.
"We can only stay for short time," answered Padme as she walked into the living room. Anakin fallowed her in, patch over his eye and hair now tightly pulled back. Padme noticed the curiosity in Sabe's face as she told her this and quickly replied to her answer. "I was going to take him to see Owen, see if he had any work for him to do on the farm. He just lost his job a few days ago."
Sabe still looked supposes but went along with Padme's story anyways. "Oh that's terrible, I do hope he has something for you too do. I will get drinks just make yourselves comfortable." She got up and walked into the kitchen.
"You should not let them see her!" said Anakin bluntly; breaking the silence that had started once she had left.
"I am not going to deprive my children of some who cares about them. She is my best friend Anakin. She needs them now, she needs me now." She let out an annoyed sigh. "Why did you have to appear now? Why not a year ago or two; why now?!"
He was about to answer when the kitchen door slide open and Sabe walked out holding a tray with three glasses filled with a blue liquid. She handed one to Padme and then headed over to where Anakin was sitting and handed him one as well. "I'm sorry I never got your name?"
"Auron . . . miss" he answered quickly.
"Do you live close to the Lars homestead?" she asked.
"No, I met Padme in the marketplace" he answered. He realized that was not the right answer because now Padme was getting looks from Sabe. She had come down to get a part that Owen had ordered for one of his broken converters and moister vaperaters."
"Do you help her often?" she asked again.
'WHAT IS THIS TWINTY QUESTIONS!' he thought to himself.
"Well we best be on our way. Can't keep Owen waiting very irritable when it comes to work. Thank you for the drink Sabe." She rose from her seat immediately fallowed by Anakin.
"Thank you very much it was delious" he thanked her while grabbing both his and Padme's cloaks.
"I will be back in a few hours to pick up Luke and Leia," said Padme clasping her cloak.
"Padme, can I speak to you?"
"Of course"
"I'll just wait out side," said Anakin stepping through the open door.
"Padme? What is going on? Why are you so antsy? All of the sudden?"
"I'm not being antsy what are you talking about?" she answered a little hesitant.
"You know you can tell me anything."
"Trust me I would, but if I told you this you would hate me."
"Is it about Auron? Because if it is I see no problem with you too. I know you said you were never going to date or marry someone after what happened to Anakin because you were hoping he would come back, but I think this will be good for you maybe help you forget so you wont have those dreams anymore. And don't worry I can bring Luke and Leia back over to your house. I'm sure Obi-Wan will want to meet Auron too so I will have him come along. Now you better be going don't need Owen waiting." She pushed Padme out the door and waved as she and Anakin walked off into the sandy obis.
'You have no idea what's going on . . . if only I could tell you. I hope Obi-Wan cant since that he's Anakin' she thought to herself as they reached her home.
She opened the door and turned on the lights to living room. She turned to see that Anakin had taken off the eye patch so both his beautiful eyes were shown. He was walking towards her now. "Don't look at me like that."
"Why?"
"Because it makes me feel uncomfortable."
"Where have I heard that before?"
"Please stop your whole presents is making me feel uncomfortable"
"I can since your will detirrateing slowly. You have nothing around you to protect anymore. I want you Padme as badly as you want me."
"I don't know what you're talking about" He was coming closer to her now. He was face just inches away from hers. Her lips were trembling wanting to feel his against hers. She could not give in, she need to fight, no she must fight, but it was too late their lips were locked.
A large rush came over Anakin as he kissed her, then it happened a memory he longed to forget that he needed to forget came to him from her.
-~-
A woman stood looking out of her window. The shades were down but open so that the artificial light of the night streamed through hitting her face. She was wearing along silk off-white slip nightgown. Her hair was down to her waist, not up in the spectacular buns she wore everyday. Then the sound of the bedroom door opening could be heard. She did not turn around to see who had come in because she knew who it was right away and saw no reason to come to them when they were just going to come to her, and she was right just as she had finished her last thought a pair of strong well muscled tan arms rapped around her waist. She leaned onto his chest smelling the sweet aroma of the new cologne she had given him, the suet from his last workout, and sand that smell no matter how hard she knew he tried would never leave him and she liked it that way. "This is our last night together. Until you go off to that god awful war again."
"I know. I was hoping it would be over by now so we could start a family."
"I'm not going to let myself get in the way of your duties besides you know we cant do that not yet not until they all know. Obi-Wan and Sabe have both been very generous to our decision to keep it a secret. You must commend Obi-Wan for it I know he told you that you must tell the council."
"Like I have told you a thousand times I would remove any minute of any day if that meant being able to be with you."
"Yes Anakin I know. I just don't know how much longer I can handle having you come and 'protect me' when you are not needed in the war. I don't like just seeing you every few months or years . . . I want to see you and be near you all the time."
"Then just say it and I will retire."
She turned around now breaking her distance form him with a kiss. "I know you would I know."
His arms were rapped tighter around her waist now as he gently lifted her onto the bed, laying her delicate body onto the satin pillows. He lowered one of the straps of her nightgown and started to kiss the newly exposed skin on her shoulder. He moved his lips to the nap of her neck and started to kiss there as well lingering there for awhile until he felt her two hands un-tucking and lifting his tunic form his pants. He helped her remove it as he started to lower both straps of her nightgown. Both gazed into one another's eyes meeting shortly after with a kiss, both letting out all the emotions each had for the other because this very well be the last night they ever shared together like this.
-~-
Both broke away from one another. Neither being able to handle what could happen if they let it go on.
"It would be best we not do that anymore." 'For the sake of my sanity' Padme thought.
"Yes that is a good idea." He could not handle being able to see and hear memories he had thought he forgotten.
There was a long silence as both just looked at each longing for one another but holding it back as best they could. Then a knock came at the door.
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-Ok there you go I hope it's long enough, and like I said before if you would like a longer version of the flash back please just e-mail me or give me your e-mail. I would not be expecting to have that part out if there are enough people who want it for a while because I am starting school again. I hope your enjoying it and please READ & REVIEW
