When I wrote the poem, I did not mean that I was there too; but rather that those that deny his existence were also not there. Although, I do want to thank you very much. You were not cruel or thoughtless with your words; even though you do not agree with my beliefs, Java. I just wanted to clear that up for you so that you can understand party why I wrote. If your wondering what I meant, I don't completely understand what I wrote or why I wrote it.