Hey everyone! I'm back. I know everyone's frantically hitting the back button by now. But I'm trying my hand at angst. I'm going to get so flamed for this…oh well. Enjoy…..I guess. Oh yeah, this is a songfic to "From the Inside" by Linkin Park. And all standard disclaimers apply. /Blah/ = Lyrics

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From The Inside

By: Miya-chan1

Yusuke's POV

I don't know who to trust anymore. Ever since my dad left, Mom's been going out to party almost every night. She goes on what I call "drinking sprees."

Sometimes she's gone for days. Weeks, even. That's why I am the way I am. Everyone looks at me as a delinquent. I never do good, I'm just a no good street punk. But they don't know the real me.

/Don't know who to trust, No surprise.

Everyone feels so far away from me,

Heavy thoughts sift through dust

And the lies./

The principal picks on me just because I get into the most trouble. Anything goes wrong, who do they blame it on? Who else but me. Keiko's the only one who even understands me in the least little bit. No one understands me. And no one ever will.

/Trying not to break, But I'm so tired of this deceit

Every time I try to make myself

Get back up on my feet.

All I ever think about is this,

All the tiring time between,

And how

Trying to put my trust in you

Just takes so much out of me./

That's why I'm doing this. No one gets me, everyone thinks I'm hopeless. That I'm a stupid delinquent that doesn't know anything but how to fight. But that's not true. There's more to me than meets the eye. But no one can see it.

End Yusuke's POV

Yusuke put the pen down on the desk. "That should do it…"

He glanced over at the sharp knife on his desk, gleaming in the moonlight, and picked it up. Holding it over his heart, his last word was, "Goodbye…."

/I take everything from the inside, And throw it all away.

'Cause I swear for the last time

I won't trust myself with you./

/Tension is building inside steadily.

Everyone feels so far away from me.

Heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me/

/I won't trust myself with you. I won't waste myself with you.

Waste myself with you, you/

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Yes, Yusuke does kill himself in the end. By the way, this is supposed to be before he saves the kids, dies, and goes to Spirit World. I changed the story line a little bit though. What's that called? I forgot. Well, anyway, please review, and flames are welcome. I shouldn't say that…