A/n: I'm really sorry I haven't updated for like over a month or something!
I had camp and stuff so yeah it got in my way.
Because I feel so bad I'm gonna write like 5 chapters or something now.
Hehe, it's a writing spasm!! And I know they are sorta OOC but it was hard
to switch from past to present without changing the whole gist of their
character.
Chapter 4
***Kagome's point of view until I say its not.
With the rain pattering down onto my roof and the rolling sounds of thunder mixed with the intermittent lighting.
It was adding to my depressing mood.
Pondering to myself with the storm as a soundtrack.
Inuyasha's always had a problem; I've just never been able to pinpoint it. So whatever, I'm going to let him deal with his own, he can get from friggin' Kikyou for all I care!
"Hiding the truth again, I've become good at that haven't I?" I said out loud in the midst of my solemn mood.
It's not like I haven't had real feelings about him all these years, but why were they showing now? Why at the absolute WORST TIME were they showing now!?
Ugh, this is too mushy and crap, I need to snap out of it! I need to shut up and force myself to think about what the hell happened last night!
Can I really care for a selfish, inconsiderate, moron like him?
***Inuyashas point of view.
Last night at the pizza parlor was so utterly confusing! If I could just have someone answer all these damn questions!
What was the deal with Kagome and Miroku? Am I still friends with her? What has she even got against me? Why did I even care. . .
I stopped at the last question that was racing through my head. Like a damn broken record track; that question kept on disturbing the rest of my thoughts.
I knew the answer to the question, I cared because she was the only person that would've stuck it through to the end with me and excuse all my mistakes.
The only person that would forgive me for being just an asshole all the time around her and her friends.
The only person I could talk to when I was insecure. . .
And the only person I really needed to talk to right now.
***Kagome point o' view again
My thoughts were cut short when all of a sudden this annoying high pitched beeping started going off.
I really needed to change my cell phone ring tone.
"Hello?" I said as sweetly as I could, blocking out the thought of angrily saying "WHAT DO YOOUUU WANT?!!"
"Listen. . ." I knew that voice, and if only I had caller ID on this thing I would've just let him talk to my message, but I couldn't hang up if I really wanted to actually save this friendship.
But did I?
"Why is it all of a sudden all of you guys are mad at me? What have I done wrong? Go out with Kikyou? What's wrong with that exactly? I mean I don't care if you go out with someone, so why is it different?"
I stayed silent for a moment for the effect.
"Hello? Are you still there?" replied Inuyasha.
"HELL YEAH I'M HERE, YOU KNOW WHAT I'VE ALWAYS BEEN "THERE"!! ESPECIALLY FOR YOU! IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN! YOU KNOW WHYYY EXACTLY WE'RE ALL PISSED AT YOU? BECAUSE YOU'RE GOING OUT WITH A DAMN BITCH/SLUT!" I yelled into the tiny phone, hoping he'd pick up the decibel point I'd screamed that at.
"NANI? WHY DO YOU CARE? I WOULDN'T CARE IF YOU WENT OUT WITH SOMEONE LIKE THAT!" He replied at the same decibel I was yelling at.
"YES YOU WOULD!! YOU ALMOST DAMN WELL BEAT UP HOJO WHEN HE ASKED ME OUT ON A DATE! AND HE'S NOT EVEN ΒΌ AS BAD AS THAT BITCH!!" I kept on yelling, knowing that he would know whom I was referring to. "AND YOU NEARLY FLIPPED OUT AT THE PIZZA PLACE WHEN YOU THOUGHT I WAS GOING OUT WITH MIROKU, SO DON'T TELL ME YOU DON'T CARE!"
I knew he was defeated then, his long pause signified that he had a bewildered/confused face on at the moment and was about to change the subject as quickly as he recovered.
But I needed to get this off my mind.
"You know, we've really been through a lot since the very beginning, and I was willing to forgive and forget, but something has changed! We've all damn changed! I know that Kikyou could replace me as a friend and everything else I've ever meant to you. But, for some reason, I still care a lot. . ."
"about. . ." which was barely even a whisper, but quickly shut up. . .and the thought in my mind of what I nearly said was reapeating.
You.
Realizing that what I just said has got to be something like the people on soap operas would say. I blushed, even though I knew nobody heard but him.
But then again, I wouldn't care if anyone else heard me. . .because it was all about never letting him know.
"About. . .?" He asked.
I hardly believed he actually picked that up. But I wasn't going to answer. Almost on the brink of tears because I told him everything.
Almost everything.
"You know what, just go to your date at Kikyou's house and do whatever you want, I have to go. Goodbye. . ."
*click*
His date at Kikyou's house, where he'd have to choose, and whatever Kikyou was planning to persuade him brought nasty, unspeakable thoughts to my mind.
Goodbye for a long time.
Goodbye forever.
O0o0o0 another cliffhanger!!!! So whaz Kikyou got in store fo poor wittle Yasha? ;;-_-?
A/n: So how do you like it? A little too mushy, yeah trying to stay away from that, It's not done yet, there's twists and crap. I've got it all planned out. Well you know the drill R&R and no flames, I have a WEAK EGO!
Chapter 4
***Kagome's point of view until I say its not.
With the rain pattering down onto my roof and the rolling sounds of thunder mixed with the intermittent lighting.
It was adding to my depressing mood.
Pondering to myself with the storm as a soundtrack.
Inuyasha's always had a problem; I've just never been able to pinpoint it. So whatever, I'm going to let him deal with his own, he can get from friggin' Kikyou for all I care!
"Hiding the truth again, I've become good at that haven't I?" I said out loud in the midst of my solemn mood.
It's not like I haven't had real feelings about him all these years, but why were they showing now? Why at the absolute WORST TIME were they showing now!?
Ugh, this is too mushy and crap, I need to snap out of it! I need to shut up and force myself to think about what the hell happened last night!
Can I really care for a selfish, inconsiderate, moron like him?
***Inuyashas point of view.
Last night at the pizza parlor was so utterly confusing! If I could just have someone answer all these damn questions!
What was the deal with Kagome and Miroku? Am I still friends with her? What has she even got against me? Why did I even care. . .
I stopped at the last question that was racing through my head. Like a damn broken record track; that question kept on disturbing the rest of my thoughts.
I knew the answer to the question, I cared because she was the only person that would've stuck it through to the end with me and excuse all my mistakes.
The only person that would forgive me for being just an asshole all the time around her and her friends.
The only person I could talk to when I was insecure. . .
And the only person I really needed to talk to right now.
***Kagome point o' view again
My thoughts were cut short when all of a sudden this annoying high pitched beeping started going off.
I really needed to change my cell phone ring tone.
"Hello?" I said as sweetly as I could, blocking out the thought of angrily saying "WHAT DO YOOUUU WANT?!!"
"Listen. . ." I knew that voice, and if only I had caller ID on this thing I would've just let him talk to my message, but I couldn't hang up if I really wanted to actually save this friendship.
But did I?
"Why is it all of a sudden all of you guys are mad at me? What have I done wrong? Go out with Kikyou? What's wrong with that exactly? I mean I don't care if you go out with someone, so why is it different?"
I stayed silent for a moment for the effect.
"Hello? Are you still there?" replied Inuyasha.
"HELL YEAH I'M HERE, YOU KNOW WHAT I'VE ALWAYS BEEN "THERE"!! ESPECIALLY FOR YOU! IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN! YOU KNOW WHYYY EXACTLY WE'RE ALL PISSED AT YOU? BECAUSE YOU'RE GOING OUT WITH A DAMN BITCH/SLUT!" I yelled into the tiny phone, hoping he'd pick up the decibel point I'd screamed that at.
"NANI? WHY DO YOU CARE? I WOULDN'T CARE IF YOU WENT OUT WITH SOMEONE LIKE THAT!" He replied at the same decibel I was yelling at.
"YES YOU WOULD!! YOU ALMOST DAMN WELL BEAT UP HOJO WHEN HE ASKED ME OUT ON A DATE! AND HE'S NOT EVEN ΒΌ AS BAD AS THAT BITCH!!" I kept on yelling, knowing that he would know whom I was referring to. "AND YOU NEARLY FLIPPED OUT AT THE PIZZA PLACE WHEN YOU THOUGHT I WAS GOING OUT WITH MIROKU, SO DON'T TELL ME YOU DON'T CARE!"
I knew he was defeated then, his long pause signified that he had a bewildered/confused face on at the moment and was about to change the subject as quickly as he recovered.
But I needed to get this off my mind.
"You know, we've really been through a lot since the very beginning, and I was willing to forgive and forget, but something has changed! We've all damn changed! I know that Kikyou could replace me as a friend and everything else I've ever meant to you. But, for some reason, I still care a lot. . ."
"about. . ." which was barely even a whisper, but quickly shut up. . .and the thought in my mind of what I nearly said was reapeating.
You.
Realizing that what I just said has got to be something like the people on soap operas would say. I blushed, even though I knew nobody heard but him.
But then again, I wouldn't care if anyone else heard me. . .because it was all about never letting him know.
"About. . .?" He asked.
I hardly believed he actually picked that up. But I wasn't going to answer. Almost on the brink of tears because I told him everything.
Almost everything.
"You know what, just go to your date at Kikyou's house and do whatever you want, I have to go. Goodbye. . ."
*click*
His date at Kikyou's house, where he'd have to choose, and whatever Kikyou was planning to persuade him brought nasty, unspeakable thoughts to my mind.
Goodbye for a long time.
Goodbye forever.
O0o0o0 another cliffhanger!!!! So whaz Kikyou got in store fo poor wittle Yasha? ;;-_-?
A/n: So how do you like it? A little too mushy, yeah trying to stay away from that, It's not done yet, there's twists and crap. I've got it all planned out. Well you know the drill R&R and no flames, I have a WEAK EGO!
