[A/N]: I hate when that happens; I spend my time writing and writing this good story… then post it and it doesn't get any reviews. Its like my inspiration for writing is gone. Maybe I shouldn't continue this story.

-Chapter 3-

I woke up at 5AM this morning, a Monday, with millions of things racing across my mind. I hate it when my mind does that. I couldn't go back to bed. You're probably thinking, 'with all of the thinking you do, what's left to think about'. Oh, it's amazing how my mind works… It never stops thinking. If it did, I would probably be happier.

There was something about the things I thought about this morning that seemed to hit me harder than it has ever done before. Because when my alarm clock went off at 7:30AM, my pillow was soaked with tears. No, this wasn't that unusual, but it was the fact that I couldn't stop crying. Why was I crying? I can't really explain.

It was like tear after tear fell down my cheek; no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't stop. This morning was the morning I needed someone the most, but in every direction I looked, no one was there. All I could think was 'whats happening to me? I wasn't like this the year before.'

Nothing was clear to me. After a while, I didn't remember what I was crying for. Around 7:45AM I decided to get up and get dressed for school. I threw anything on; I already looked like crap, whats a little crappier going to hurt? As I walked downstairs and to the front door, my mom stopped me. "Whats wrong mija?"

"Umm… nothing, I'm fine; just a little tired." I looked straight into her eyes and lied. She looked at me as though she knew I was hiding something.

"Are you sure?" She asked for the second time; yet this time, I couldn't lie to her.

"Mom, I'm going to miss the bus… I have to go." I didn't even wait for her to reply, I just walked out the door before she started to really suspect something. From then on, I knew I wasn't going to be able to put on a front today like I normally did.

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