Heartless - Chapter 1 Interlude

My, my.wasn't that year a change? Usually, it's the guy who makes the bet and the girl who gets all pissed off. Well, that wasn't the case with me. But, I always was different. For a while, I hated myself for hurting him, for backstabbing him. It wasn't what I intended to do, certainly not, but it just happened.

So then, after a few weeks passed by, I started getting tired of the feelings I was having. I didn't want to hate myself. Being away from Draco made me forget what we had together. But, I still remembered that I had hurt him. Soon, my whole perspective on the situation change. No, I didn't hate myself because I hurt him. I was proud of myself.

Yes, I thought, little Virginia Weasley hurt Draco Malfoy without using any bit of force. I thought that once school came, I'd be the hero of the Gryffindors because I broke Draco Malfoy, the ice cold bastard. And those feelings eventually turned to guilt because I knew it wasn't true. I would not be admired nor praise, but rather shunned because I even had the nerve to talk to him. I would just be the same invisible girl that nobody thought about, but that everyone wanted to protect. I hated that girl.

But, I had mixed emotions. My point of view changed a lot that summer. Feelings that I thought I had never had, came out. I wanted to change. But, I was scared. So, what did I do? I went back to the old me. The girl who I hated and wanted to dispose of. The same girl who had spilled her soul out to Tom and the same girl who always needed to be rescued. But, at the time, I thought it was easiest. No one would take a change in me very easily, I knew that much. So instead of upsetting everyone around me, I would just upset myself and go back to the old Ginny Weasley. I changed back to the girl who hid behind her brothers and the girl who utterly adored Harry Potter.

Yes.back to her. But, I soon found out that I couldn't be someone I wasn't.

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A/N: Yes, I know.it's short. But it's just an interlude. I'm going to put an interlude between chapters just to point out what our little Ginny Weasley is thinking. Plus, it's 2:36 AM and I can't sleep. I'm supposed to wake up five to 6 because I'm leaving to go to florida.

Since I have time to kill, I want to tell you a little about this story. It started off as an original fic that was to be posted at FictionPress.com, but after 2 pages I realized, "wow, this sounds like a D/G fic." After that a bunch of ideas started to pop up in my head. So I changed a few things and continued it was a D/G fic. The whole outlook of the story was loosely based upon my life. The whole wanting that guy and ending up totally different situation. And I also want to say that some of this was helped written with quotes from various people. So, if you see something familiar then it isn't mine, it's just something that I thought sounded good and fit the scene. Yeah, well I think that's about it. If I think of something else then I'll add it into the next chapter.

Thank you so much to my readers and especially to my reviewers.

a-broken-heart-still-beats: thank you and I'll try my best to keep on writing. Prexus: hehe, Thanks for reviewing. ^_^ Angela morril: Thank you, I enjoyed writing it. Comet: Well, so far it's an awesome story. *wink, wink* I hope my writing skills don't fail me. Kneh13: I'll try my best. Thanks. KLPerry: Aw, thanks a bunch. I don't know really how I started writing this fic in the two different views, but I like the way it turned out. Shock-a-lot: thanks. You're story is great as well, continue to write.

Well, I hope things get better for Ginny and I'll try to update as soon as I get back from vacation. Please review.