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*~Two Months Later~*
"Riss...are you ok?" Amy asked walking into Marissa's hotel room bathroom after hearing the sounds of her getting sick. Marissa sat up and quickly flushed the toilet.
"I'm fine. It was probably just something I ate last night." She lied. She knew what was making her sick and it wasn't something she ate. Amy raised an eyebrow.
"Are you sure...we ate the same thing last night and I'm not sick."
"Maybe it just didn't agree with me." She said shrugging her shoulders.
"Why don't you stay here instead of coming with me...in case you're sick or something?" Amy said. Marissa had a week off of school and decided to go on the road with Amy for the two days she had for the Heat taping after Raw.
"No...I'm fine Aimes, don't worry." Marissa said standing up and running the water in the sink. "Give me five minutes to brush my teeth and I'll be ready." She said grabbing her toothbrush.
"Ok. I'll wait for you down in the lobby." Amy said leaving the bathroom.
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*~At the Arena~*
"Hey guys." Amy said as she and Marissa walked down to the ring and saw Chris Irvine (Y2J), Jay Reso (Christian), Shane Helms (Hurricane), Andrew Martin (Test), Jeff, and a few others in the ring prepping for their matches for that night.
"Hey girls." They all echoed in unison.
"Who's got who tonight?" Amy asked leaning on the ring apron.
"I get to kick the king of the assclown's ass tonight." Andrew said.
"No way I'm gonna totally kick you in your testicles tonight." Chris said and everyone laughed. Marissa suddenly put her hand over her mouth.
"I'll be right back." She said quickly heading towards the nearest bathroom.
"I told her she should've stayed at the hotel." Amy said to no one in particular.
"What's up?" Jeff asked leaning on the ropes to look at her.
"She was sick this morning. She said it was something she ate but I think she's coming down with something." Amy said as Jeff, Jay, and Shane got out of the ring so Andrew and Chris could figure out what they were going to do for their match. A few minutes later Marissa came back from the bathroom. "You ok?" Amy asked.
"Yea, I'm fine." She said running her hand through her hair.
"Maybe you should go back to the-" Amy started only to be cut off by Marissa.
"No, I'm not going back to the hotel. I'm fine, just something I ate." She snapped, quickly regretting it. "I'm sorry Aimes, I didn't mean to snap"
"It's ok...I know how I get sometimes." She said with a grin. "I forget a lot that you're a big girl."
"Then what's your excuse for me?" Jeff asked.
"What are you talking about?"
"'Jeff, you should go ice your ribs, Jeff that's too dangerous, Jeff your gonna get hurt, Jeff-"
"Shut up! I do not sound like that...do I?" Amy asked looking around at the others. They all shook their heads.
"Yep...Jeff sounds pretty close." Jay said and Amy hit him on the arm.
"Well it's only because I care."
"So you don't care about us?" Shane asked feigning hurt.
"Believe me Shane; you're lucky she doesn't mother you." Marissa said.
"I do not mother you." Amy said putting her hands on her hips.
"Ok, maybe I was exaggerating a little bit." Marissa said with a small smile.
"Anyways...come on Riss, I have to go find Coach." Amy said pulling Marissa by the arm to the back
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*~Later That Night~*
Marissa stood in front of the full length mirror in her hotel room examining her stomach. She sighed softly and ran a hand over the tiny bulge that had formed there. It wasn't that big but it wouldn't be to long till people started noticing it and then there was Jeff. How was she going to tell Jeff? Ever since they had gone back to just being friends, things had changed between them. But what could she expect? Of course things would be weird, but she hadn't expected things to be this bad. Whenever they were alone, they always fell into an uncomfortable silence. They couldn't even look each other in the eye. And the worst part about it was that her feelings hadn't changed. She could always get an...she couldn't even think of the word with out getting sick. Suddenly there was a knock on her door interrupting her thoughts. She pulled down her shirt and opened the door. "Hey Aimes...what are you doing here this late?" Marissa asked letting Amy in the door.
"They cancelled our flight for tomorrow...they cancelled everyone's flight. There's already a foot of snow out there and it's not letting up till tomorrow night so we're all stuck here." Amy said.
"And you couldn't call me to tell me this over the phone because..." Marissa said wanting Amy to fill in the blank.
"Because you're coming with me to Andrew's room. He's having a little get together since no ones going anywhere in this weather and there'll be lot's of liquor. So get changed so we can go have fun." Amy said going through Marissa's bags.
"I don't know...I was just going to go to bed tonight." Marissa said trying to get out of it.
"Come on...please come with me. Please, please, please." Amy started to beg.
"Ugh...fine as long as you stop begging." Marissa said. "Just let me go change."
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"Hey Amy, Marissa. Here ya go." Shane said handing Amy and Marissa each a Corona beer.
"Thanks Shane." Amy said happily as she opened it.
"Yea, thanks." Marissa said looking down at the bottle in her hand.
"Are you gonna drink that or just stare at it all night." Amy asked.
"I'm not thirsty." Marissa stated simply. Actually she was thirsty, but she couldn't drink it and risk putting her baby in danger. She absently put her hand on her stomach and gently stroked it. Amy gave her a strange look. "What?"
"Why are you doing that?" She asked gesturing towards Marissa's hand on her stomach. She quickly dropped her hand.
"Nothing...my stomach was just...umm...itchy." She said acting like it was nothing.
"What's up with you? You've been acting weird lately." Amy said leaning against the wall in back of her.
"I'm-"
"I know, your fine. That's what you've been saying lately. Are you like sick or something?" She asked the worry evident in her voice.
"No...I'm not sick...exactly." Marissa muttered.
"What was that?"
"Nothing, can we please talk about it later?" Marissa asked.
"Fine, but we WILL talk about it later." She said trying to get her point across.
"Yes ma'am" Marissa said saluting Amy. She rolled her eyes.
"I'm gonna go find Trish. You're welcome to join me if you want." She offered.
"Actually, there's someone I need to talk to." Marissa said looking around the room.
"Alright. I'll talk to you later chica." Amy said going off in search of Trish. Marissa looked around again and spotted exactly who she was looking for. She quickly made her way towards them. She tapped them on the shoulder and they turned to face her.
"Hey Jeff. Can we talk?" She asked him
"Yea, sure." He said excusing himself from the group of people he was talking with.
"Can we go somewhere a little quieter?" She asked.
"Sure, we can go to my room." Jeff said as they walked into the hallway and to the elevator. Soon they were outside his hotel room door. He opened the door and Marissa followed him inside. Jeff sat at the edge of his bed and watched as she began to pace in front of him. "Are you gonna drink that?" Marissa looked at the unopened beer still in her hand.
"No. You want it?" She asked and Jeff shook his head. She set it down on the desk in the room and once again she began to pace. Jeff continued to watch her as he heard her begin to click he tongue ring against her teeth.
"What's up?" Jeff asked looking at her a little concerned. Marissa took a deep breath.
"Jeff...I...umm...I'm...shit...how can I say this." She said rubbing a hand over her face.
"Whatever it is, I'm sure it can't be that bad."
"Oh you just wait until you hear what I have to say, you sure as hell won't be thinking that." She said running a hand through her hair.
"Alright now you're really starting to worry me. What's wrong?" Jeff said starting to get a little upset.
"I'm pregnant." Marissa said in almost a whisper.
"Whoa...did you just say you're pregnant?" Jeff asked wide eyed.
"Yea, Jeff, and before you even ask it is yours." She said looking at him for his reaction.
"But we were careful..." He trailed off.
"Well, I guess we weren't careful enough."
"That's why you were sick this morning wasn't it?" He asked looking at her.
"Yea, it wasn't something I ate." She said sitting next to him.
"How long have you known?" He asked turning to face her.
"Two and a half weeks." She said lowering her head.
"You've known for two and a half fucking weeks and you're just telling me now?!?!" He yelled standing up.
"Just be glad I told you. I could've left, had the baby and gave it up for adoption and you would've never known." She said raising her head to look at him.
"You wouldn't have done that."
"You're right. I probably wouldn't have but the thought went through my mind many, many times." Marissa said.
"How far along are you?"
"Three and a half months."
"Stand up." Jeff said.
"Why?" She asked a little confused.
"Just do it." Marissa slowly stood up and Jeff bent down so he was eyelevel with her stomach. He pulled up her shirt and ran a hand over her stomach. "I should have noticed."
"Noticed what?"
"Your change in behavior, you getting sick, you not drinking and this." He said gently caressing the small bump.
"It's not that big." She said looking down at him.
"If you don't know to look for it then it's not that noticeable. But now that I know it's very noticeable." He said standing up. "When are you gonna tell Amy?"
"I dunno." Marissa said with a shrug.
"She's gonna notice sooner or later."
"I know but when I tell her that you're the father, I'm gonna have to tell her about us." She said softly.
"Well then that's something we're just going to have to tell her...and Matt."
"We?" She questioned.
"Of course we. You didn't think I was gonna let you do this by yourself did you?" He asked.
"I don't know. I just didn't think of it." She said softly as she sat down.
"I'm not gonna let you go through this alone. I helped create it and I'm gonna help take care of it." He said sitting next to her. She leaned her head on his shoulder and sighed.
"I'm not ready for this Jeff." She confessed as her eyes began to water. "I'm not ready to be a mom."
"I know sweetie, but it's something we have to deal with and we're gonna deal with it together." He soothed.
"You promise?" She asked looking up at him.
"Yea, I promise."
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A/N: Ok...yesterday & today have been my 2 worst days. Yesterday, I slipped on frickin' ice at school going to the portables (portable classrooms that are outside). I mean first of all, it's gotta be like 32° out & I have 2 walk outside 2 get 2 almost all my classes, in the words of The Hurricane 'Wassupwitdat?' I bruised my tailbone & it hurts like hell. And the worst part wuz that every-1 who wuz outside saw. You'd think they would make sure all the ice is melted since ½ the school has 2 go out that way. Thank God I have a week & a ½ off. 2day I got my report card & let's just say it wasn't the best. My grades weren't like failing but they weren't the best & if I don't get 3 of my grades up next quarter, I don't get 2 go 2 my cuz's wedding in Arizona in May. I just had 2 get that off my chest, sorry 4 boring u. Anywho, thanx 2 Anime Witch02, Jen, Jeffs-NC- BabyGurl, LaSandra, Queene1886, Mollie, BiLlIoN-DoLlAr-AsHlEy, C.K. & Sarah 4 reviewin' & thanx 2 any-1 who wished me a Happy B-Day!! Right now that's all I have 2 say, so as always, plz, plz, plz review!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Luvz,
*~Aimie~*
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*~Two Months Later~*
"Riss...are you ok?" Amy asked walking into Marissa's hotel room bathroom after hearing the sounds of her getting sick. Marissa sat up and quickly flushed the toilet.
"I'm fine. It was probably just something I ate last night." She lied. She knew what was making her sick and it wasn't something she ate. Amy raised an eyebrow.
"Are you sure...we ate the same thing last night and I'm not sick."
"Maybe it just didn't agree with me." She said shrugging her shoulders.
"Why don't you stay here instead of coming with me...in case you're sick or something?" Amy said. Marissa had a week off of school and decided to go on the road with Amy for the two days she had for the Heat taping after Raw.
"No...I'm fine Aimes, don't worry." Marissa said standing up and running the water in the sink. "Give me five minutes to brush my teeth and I'll be ready." She said grabbing her toothbrush.
"Ok. I'll wait for you down in the lobby." Amy said leaving the bathroom.
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*~At the Arena~*
"Hey guys." Amy said as she and Marissa walked down to the ring and saw Chris Irvine (Y2J), Jay Reso (Christian), Shane Helms (Hurricane), Andrew Martin (Test), Jeff, and a few others in the ring prepping for their matches for that night.
"Hey girls." They all echoed in unison.
"Who's got who tonight?" Amy asked leaning on the ring apron.
"I get to kick the king of the assclown's ass tonight." Andrew said.
"No way I'm gonna totally kick you in your testicles tonight." Chris said and everyone laughed. Marissa suddenly put her hand over her mouth.
"I'll be right back." She said quickly heading towards the nearest bathroom.
"I told her she should've stayed at the hotel." Amy said to no one in particular.
"What's up?" Jeff asked leaning on the ropes to look at her.
"She was sick this morning. She said it was something she ate but I think she's coming down with something." Amy said as Jeff, Jay, and Shane got out of the ring so Andrew and Chris could figure out what they were going to do for their match. A few minutes later Marissa came back from the bathroom. "You ok?" Amy asked.
"Yea, I'm fine." She said running her hand through her hair.
"Maybe you should go back to the-" Amy started only to be cut off by Marissa.
"No, I'm not going back to the hotel. I'm fine, just something I ate." She snapped, quickly regretting it. "I'm sorry Aimes, I didn't mean to snap"
"It's ok...I know how I get sometimes." She said with a grin. "I forget a lot that you're a big girl."
"Then what's your excuse for me?" Jeff asked.
"What are you talking about?"
"'Jeff, you should go ice your ribs, Jeff that's too dangerous, Jeff your gonna get hurt, Jeff-"
"Shut up! I do not sound like that...do I?" Amy asked looking around at the others. They all shook their heads.
"Yep...Jeff sounds pretty close." Jay said and Amy hit him on the arm.
"Well it's only because I care."
"So you don't care about us?" Shane asked feigning hurt.
"Believe me Shane; you're lucky she doesn't mother you." Marissa said.
"I do not mother you." Amy said putting her hands on her hips.
"Ok, maybe I was exaggerating a little bit." Marissa said with a small smile.
"Anyways...come on Riss, I have to go find Coach." Amy said pulling Marissa by the arm to the back
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*~Later That Night~*
Marissa stood in front of the full length mirror in her hotel room examining her stomach. She sighed softly and ran a hand over the tiny bulge that had formed there. It wasn't that big but it wouldn't be to long till people started noticing it and then there was Jeff. How was she going to tell Jeff? Ever since they had gone back to just being friends, things had changed between them. But what could she expect? Of course things would be weird, but she hadn't expected things to be this bad. Whenever they were alone, they always fell into an uncomfortable silence. They couldn't even look each other in the eye. And the worst part about it was that her feelings hadn't changed. She could always get an...she couldn't even think of the word with out getting sick. Suddenly there was a knock on her door interrupting her thoughts. She pulled down her shirt and opened the door. "Hey Aimes...what are you doing here this late?" Marissa asked letting Amy in the door.
"They cancelled our flight for tomorrow...they cancelled everyone's flight. There's already a foot of snow out there and it's not letting up till tomorrow night so we're all stuck here." Amy said.
"And you couldn't call me to tell me this over the phone because..." Marissa said wanting Amy to fill in the blank.
"Because you're coming with me to Andrew's room. He's having a little get together since no ones going anywhere in this weather and there'll be lot's of liquor. So get changed so we can go have fun." Amy said going through Marissa's bags.
"I don't know...I was just going to go to bed tonight." Marissa said trying to get out of it.
"Come on...please come with me. Please, please, please." Amy started to beg.
"Ugh...fine as long as you stop begging." Marissa said. "Just let me go change."
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"Hey Amy, Marissa. Here ya go." Shane said handing Amy and Marissa each a Corona beer.
"Thanks Shane." Amy said happily as she opened it.
"Yea, thanks." Marissa said looking down at the bottle in her hand.
"Are you gonna drink that or just stare at it all night." Amy asked.
"I'm not thirsty." Marissa stated simply. Actually she was thirsty, but she couldn't drink it and risk putting her baby in danger. She absently put her hand on her stomach and gently stroked it. Amy gave her a strange look. "What?"
"Why are you doing that?" She asked gesturing towards Marissa's hand on her stomach. She quickly dropped her hand.
"Nothing...my stomach was just...umm...itchy." She said acting like it was nothing.
"What's up with you? You've been acting weird lately." Amy said leaning against the wall in back of her.
"I'm-"
"I know, your fine. That's what you've been saying lately. Are you like sick or something?" She asked the worry evident in her voice.
"No...I'm not sick...exactly." Marissa muttered.
"What was that?"
"Nothing, can we please talk about it later?" Marissa asked.
"Fine, but we WILL talk about it later." She said trying to get her point across.
"Yes ma'am" Marissa said saluting Amy. She rolled her eyes.
"I'm gonna go find Trish. You're welcome to join me if you want." She offered.
"Actually, there's someone I need to talk to." Marissa said looking around the room.
"Alright. I'll talk to you later chica." Amy said going off in search of Trish. Marissa looked around again and spotted exactly who she was looking for. She quickly made her way towards them. She tapped them on the shoulder and they turned to face her.
"Hey Jeff. Can we talk?" She asked him
"Yea, sure." He said excusing himself from the group of people he was talking with.
"Can we go somewhere a little quieter?" She asked.
"Sure, we can go to my room." Jeff said as they walked into the hallway and to the elevator. Soon they were outside his hotel room door. He opened the door and Marissa followed him inside. Jeff sat at the edge of his bed and watched as she began to pace in front of him. "Are you gonna drink that?" Marissa looked at the unopened beer still in her hand.
"No. You want it?" She asked and Jeff shook his head. She set it down on the desk in the room and once again she began to pace. Jeff continued to watch her as he heard her begin to click he tongue ring against her teeth.
"What's up?" Jeff asked looking at her a little concerned. Marissa took a deep breath.
"Jeff...I...umm...I'm...shit...how can I say this." She said rubbing a hand over her face.
"Whatever it is, I'm sure it can't be that bad."
"Oh you just wait until you hear what I have to say, you sure as hell won't be thinking that." She said running a hand through her hair.
"Alright now you're really starting to worry me. What's wrong?" Jeff said starting to get a little upset.
"I'm pregnant." Marissa said in almost a whisper.
"Whoa...did you just say you're pregnant?" Jeff asked wide eyed.
"Yea, Jeff, and before you even ask it is yours." She said looking at him for his reaction.
"But we were careful..." He trailed off.
"Well, I guess we weren't careful enough."
"That's why you were sick this morning wasn't it?" He asked looking at her.
"Yea, it wasn't something I ate." She said sitting next to him.
"How long have you known?" He asked turning to face her.
"Two and a half weeks." She said lowering her head.
"You've known for two and a half fucking weeks and you're just telling me now?!?!" He yelled standing up.
"Just be glad I told you. I could've left, had the baby and gave it up for adoption and you would've never known." She said raising her head to look at him.
"You wouldn't have done that."
"You're right. I probably wouldn't have but the thought went through my mind many, many times." Marissa said.
"How far along are you?"
"Three and a half months."
"Stand up." Jeff said.
"Why?" She asked a little confused.
"Just do it." Marissa slowly stood up and Jeff bent down so he was eyelevel with her stomach. He pulled up her shirt and ran a hand over her stomach. "I should have noticed."
"Noticed what?"
"Your change in behavior, you getting sick, you not drinking and this." He said gently caressing the small bump.
"It's not that big." She said looking down at him.
"If you don't know to look for it then it's not that noticeable. But now that I know it's very noticeable." He said standing up. "When are you gonna tell Amy?"
"I dunno." Marissa said with a shrug.
"She's gonna notice sooner or later."
"I know but when I tell her that you're the father, I'm gonna have to tell her about us." She said softly.
"Well then that's something we're just going to have to tell her...and Matt."
"We?" She questioned.
"Of course we. You didn't think I was gonna let you do this by yourself did you?" He asked.
"I don't know. I just didn't think of it." She said softly as she sat down.
"I'm not gonna let you go through this alone. I helped create it and I'm gonna help take care of it." He said sitting next to her. She leaned her head on his shoulder and sighed.
"I'm not ready for this Jeff." She confessed as her eyes began to water. "I'm not ready to be a mom."
"I know sweetie, but it's something we have to deal with and we're gonna deal with it together." He soothed.
"You promise?" She asked looking up at him.
"Yea, I promise."
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A/N: Ok...yesterday & today have been my 2 worst days. Yesterday, I slipped on frickin' ice at school going to the portables (portable classrooms that are outside). I mean first of all, it's gotta be like 32° out & I have 2 walk outside 2 get 2 almost all my classes, in the words of The Hurricane 'Wassupwitdat?' I bruised my tailbone & it hurts like hell. And the worst part wuz that every-1 who wuz outside saw. You'd think they would make sure all the ice is melted since ½ the school has 2 go out that way. Thank God I have a week & a ½ off. 2day I got my report card & let's just say it wasn't the best. My grades weren't like failing but they weren't the best & if I don't get 3 of my grades up next quarter, I don't get 2 go 2 my cuz's wedding in Arizona in May. I just had 2 get that off my chest, sorry 4 boring u. Anywho, thanx 2 Anime Witch02, Jen, Jeffs-NC- BabyGurl, LaSandra, Queene1886, Mollie, BiLlIoN-DoLlAr-AsHlEy, C.K. & Sarah 4 reviewin' & thanx 2 any-1 who wished me a Happy B-Day!! Right now that's all I have 2 say, so as always, plz, plz, plz review!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Luvz,
*~Aimie~*
