A/N: Ah…it feels so great to be back home from a long visit to a relative of mine. As you can see, I have come up with a new story. I think I was depressed when I wrote this, or something. I love Marilyn Manson and these lyrics are his.
Disclaimer: I don't own JTHM or this song.
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In the Shadow of the Valley of Death~We have no future, heaven wasn't made for me~
My emotionless road has failed. The noise just won't stop. It just won't stop! I thought I was able to suppress my compulsions, to not give in. I guess not.
~We burn ourselves to hell, as fast as it can be~
This place called Earth is Hell. No question about it. D-Boy was right; this world is degrading and it does laugh as you give in into its filth. Why must I be human?
~And I wish I could be a king, then I'd know that I am not alone~
And Devi. She was the one: beautiful and great to hang out with. I ruined it by listening to the Doughboys. Now she's gone forever. Shit! I hate myself.
~Maggots put on shirts and sell each other's shit~
I know that I failed. So why do I keep reminding myself? My conscience must be telling me to quit, give up. I think I will do that.
~Sometimes I feel so worthless, sometimes I feel discard ~
The cold steel runs smoothly up my arm. I stop as I reach my elbow.
~I wish that I was good enough, then I'd know that I am not alone~
I watch as the blood ooze and drop.
~Death is policeman, death is a priest~
I watch as my surroundings turn from blue to red.
~Death is the stereo, death is a TV~
I listen as my breath grows heavier and slow down.
~Death is the tarot, death is an angel and~
Then it goes black.
~Death is our god, killing us all~
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~*~ Depressing, isn't it? I just want to do something like this. I drew fan art and you can see the link in my bio thingy. As the Great Jhonen said: Pleasant something humans. ~*~
