This is a corny, sort of angsty one-shot. It's based on Meteor Garden I and II. In MG II, DaoMingSi or AhSi(Tsukasa) has amnesia and falls for another girl, YeSa(Umi). Towards the end, HuaZheLei(Rui) proposes to SanCai(Tsukushi) but breaks the engagement and goes for DaoMingSi (who already regained his memories). This is a story of how Lei felt after SanCai sent him a letter of apology.
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It was so painful for me to read SanCai's letter. Yet, I wasn't really surprised with the contents of the letter. I knew that it was how she really felt all along. I just kept on denying it. Hoping that she really did love me. Not Ah Si. I was so stupid. If you're curious about what it contained, read on.
Dear Lei,
It hurts me very much to have to write this letter to you but I know that if I keep this inside, I'd just feel guilty .Lei, I am so sorry for all the pain I have caused you. I know I've been selfish. Whenever me and Ah Si fought, I ran to you. I didn't think of how you would feel. You held me in your arms and comforted me and encouraged me to go back to Tsukasa. I knew you loved me yet I still didn't think of how you would feel.
There were times when I wavered between you and Tsukasa. I must have given you false hopes, huh? I was bothered during those times. I was torn between a man who gave me a shoulder to cry on and a man who gave me everything. I didn't realize then the meaning of the statement, "There's a line between love and friendship." You gave me a shoulder to cry on, something a best friend would give. Not a lover. I love you, but as a friend…
He caused me pain at times but no relationship goes smoothly right? Me and Ah Si will get through this rough patch and we will be together forever.
By the time you read this, I'm probably out somewhere with Ah Si. Thanks for everything. Xie xie (thank you). You've been with me through my worst times. Lei, now is a time to say goodbye to the past. Our past. Once again, I'm sorry. Goodbye Lei. This time, it's forever…
Your friend forever,
San Cai
She had been infatuated with me yet I drove her away. I am so stupid. I've lost my chance and I will regret it forever.
I have been such a fool.
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