Title: A love lost, a love found
dislcaimers: dont own
warnings: boy x boy love, bastardation of Sirius Yeah, I love him to death too but I had to have conflict!
Begins their fifth year, ends seventh year
summary: Sirius is the guy with it all; looks, money, athelticism. His boyfriend is Remus; shy, quiet, bookworm that tends to not socialize. Remus becomes jealous of the boys/girls that continually flirt with Sirius, leading Remus to follow Sirius one night when he slips out. What he finds causes the young werewolf to sink into despair. Who can save him? ^_~ Severus Snape of course.
A LOVE LOST, A LOVE FOUND
Chapter 2
Remus stared at his hands folded in his lap. He and Sirius were currently ~not~ talking. The tall raven haired boy was leaning against the headboard of his bed, knees drawn to his chest with his Arithmancy homework beside him. The young werewolf was darting glances at Sirius and trying to focus on his own Divination star charts. Remus hated to argue with his boyfriend, it was exactly Sirius' fault. If Remus was normal, he would have had those same raging hormones and whatnot but Remus was petrified that it would turn into a relationship based solely on sex. If Remus ~knew~ what Sirius felt for him, he might have went ahead with the mating process but he had to be wary. Mating was for life, death, and beyond. It wasn't a one night stand.
James watched his two best friends casting nervous, angry, and fearful gazes at one another. James had always thought of his friends relationship as unbreakable. James could understand though, he would be angry over Sirius' behavior. James had first started to see the waning of the solid couple fail when Sirius let Flint kiss him and he knew Remus was going to be there to top it off. At first, James had thought it as merely a play to get Remus to pay more attention but...~kissing~ Flint? That was too extreme. Especially when it had happened again, repeatedly. James had to admit, Flint was handsome with rough features and a daring personality. Remus was the exact opposite. He was some what feminine in the alluring shape of hips, his slender frame, the almond yet round shaped amber eyes. But Remus was perfection. He was kind, honest, and sincere. Flint was cruel, obtuse, and a untrustworthy. James was surprised Flint hadn't blabbed his secret meetings with Sirius to the entire school.
James sighed to himself, shutting the Double Potions textbook. There was no point worrying. Those two loved each other. For some reason, that reassurance didn't help calm James' mind. He grabbed his Invisibilty Cloak that was draped across a chair. Remus and Sirius raised their heads to stare at their friend. "I'm hungry," he lied, slipping the material over his broad shoulders. Truth be told, he needed his own reassurance. Peter was just entering as he left and nearly collided. James was relieved that Peter would be there to keep the fighting duo from yelling at each other.
The Gryffindor made his way to the Slytherin dormitories, shivering slightly from the chill air. James patted one of his pockets, thankful the Marauder's Map was there. It wouldn't serve him well if he was discovered by his friends to be sneaking to the Slytherin compound. James muttered the password and went inside. The Slytherin Common Room was deserted, a fire was burning to ashes. Unlike the Gryffindor Common Room, the Slytherin one was cold and seemed to not be used. James tiptoed up the stairs to a certain aristocratic's room. He held his breath as he passed Goyle and Crabbe's sleeping figures, past Zambini to finally pause at the side of Lucius Malfoy's bed.
Lucius was sleek and beautiful, no blemishes marred the albaster skin. The silvery blonde hair was splayed against the pillow, that one rebellious lock that drove James crazy was resting against the bridge of the pertinent nose. The pale, pink lips were parted. With a devious smirk, James crawled into bed with Lucius, drawing the curtains to a close and casting a silencing spell. Slate grey eyes snapped open in alarm only to settle to a lethargic twinkle. Lucius raised himself up on an elbow, blonde hair falling delicately to his ribs that shone plainly from the silken pajama top. James raised a hand, fingers twirling in the strands. He let out a contented sigh. James cocked his head to the side in confusion, adopting an adorable pout. "James? Why are you here? Its late," he spoke softly.
"I....I missed you." James blushed, sliding into Lucius' open arms. He wrapped his arms around Lucius' neck, head resting in the hollow space of his collarbones. Lucius chuckled to himself, encircling James into a possessive yet protective hold. "Whats so funny?"
"The Great James Potter got so lonely he had to seek his most hated rival out."
James kissed his boyfriend's throat. "Shut up Lucius and keep holding me like this."
Lucius's fingers trecked across the firm backside of James, chin resting atop the scruffy hair. "This have something to do with Lupin and Black?" he drawled, accepting the nod. "James, what we have would be looked upon with scorn by everyone, including that saintly Dumbledore." James huffed at the remark. "We are supposed to be enemies, supposed to hate each other and we're supposed to be dating girls like Evans and Von de Cour."
"If its so wrong Lucius, than why I am bloody in love with you?"
Lucius sighed, snuggling closer to James and pulling the blankets over them. "I dont know James. One day, we might be able to live in a world without all these rules. Do you promise that we'll be together forever? That we won't ever let anyone come between us even long after we part ways, we'll still think of each other first?"
James nodded happily, drifting in and out of conciousness. "Looks as if I'm not going back. Their going to become worried."
"They'll just have to stay worried,wont they?" Lucius yawned, adjusting his position to better accomdate the other teen. "Make up some elaborate lie, its what your good at."
"Hush Luc. I love you," James whispered, finally surrendering to slumber. Lucius laid there, awake and listening to his boyfriends' breathing deepen. He sneered at himself. How could he have become so weak to have to rely on the love of someone else? It has hard to imagine life without James, no matter how annoying and obnoxious. They had found love and Lucius be damned if he was ever giving James up. His last thought before joining James was that he loved the blue eyed Gryffindor.
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dislcaimers: dont own
warnings: boy x boy love, bastardation of Sirius Yeah, I love him to death too but I had to have conflict!
Begins their fifth year, ends seventh year
summary: Sirius is the guy with it all; looks, money, athelticism. His boyfriend is Remus; shy, quiet, bookworm that tends to not socialize. Remus becomes jealous of the boys/girls that continually flirt with Sirius, leading Remus to follow Sirius one night when he slips out. What he finds causes the young werewolf to sink into despair. Who can save him? ^_~ Severus Snape of course.
A LOVE LOST, A LOVE FOUND
Chapter 2
Remus stared at his hands folded in his lap. He and Sirius were currently ~not~ talking. The tall raven haired boy was leaning against the headboard of his bed, knees drawn to his chest with his Arithmancy homework beside him. The young werewolf was darting glances at Sirius and trying to focus on his own Divination star charts. Remus hated to argue with his boyfriend, it was exactly Sirius' fault. If Remus was normal, he would have had those same raging hormones and whatnot but Remus was petrified that it would turn into a relationship based solely on sex. If Remus ~knew~ what Sirius felt for him, he might have went ahead with the mating process but he had to be wary. Mating was for life, death, and beyond. It wasn't a one night stand.
James watched his two best friends casting nervous, angry, and fearful gazes at one another. James had always thought of his friends relationship as unbreakable. James could understand though, he would be angry over Sirius' behavior. James had first started to see the waning of the solid couple fail when Sirius let Flint kiss him and he knew Remus was going to be there to top it off. At first, James had thought it as merely a play to get Remus to pay more attention but...~kissing~ Flint? That was too extreme. Especially when it had happened again, repeatedly. James had to admit, Flint was handsome with rough features and a daring personality. Remus was the exact opposite. He was some what feminine in the alluring shape of hips, his slender frame, the almond yet round shaped amber eyes. But Remus was perfection. He was kind, honest, and sincere. Flint was cruel, obtuse, and a untrustworthy. James was surprised Flint hadn't blabbed his secret meetings with Sirius to the entire school.
James sighed to himself, shutting the Double Potions textbook. There was no point worrying. Those two loved each other. For some reason, that reassurance didn't help calm James' mind. He grabbed his Invisibilty Cloak that was draped across a chair. Remus and Sirius raised their heads to stare at their friend. "I'm hungry," he lied, slipping the material over his broad shoulders. Truth be told, he needed his own reassurance. Peter was just entering as he left and nearly collided. James was relieved that Peter would be there to keep the fighting duo from yelling at each other.
The Gryffindor made his way to the Slytherin dormitories, shivering slightly from the chill air. James patted one of his pockets, thankful the Marauder's Map was there. It wouldn't serve him well if he was discovered by his friends to be sneaking to the Slytherin compound. James muttered the password and went inside. The Slytherin Common Room was deserted, a fire was burning to ashes. Unlike the Gryffindor Common Room, the Slytherin one was cold and seemed to not be used. James tiptoed up the stairs to a certain aristocratic's room. He held his breath as he passed Goyle and Crabbe's sleeping figures, past Zambini to finally pause at the side of Lucius Malfoy's bed.
Lucius was sleek and beautiful, no blemishes marred the albaster skin. The silvery blonde hair was splayed against the pillow, that one rebellious lock that drove James crazy was resting against the bridge of the pertinent nose. The pale, pink lips were parted. With a devious smirk, James crawled into bed with Lucius, drawing the curtains to a close and casting a silencing spell. Slate grey eyes snapped open in alarm only to settle to a lethargic twinkle. Lucius raised himself up on an elbow, blonde hair falling delicately to his ribs that shone plainly from the silken pajama top. James raised a hand, fingers twirling in the strands. He let out a contented sigh. James cocked his head to the side in confusion, adopting an adorable pout. "James? Why are you here? Its late," he spoke softly.
"I....I missed you." James blushed, sliding into Lucius' open arms. He wrapped his arms around Lucius' neck, head resting in the hollow space of his collarbones. Lucius chuckled to himself, encircling James into a possessive yet protective hold. "Whats so funny?"
"The Great James Potter got so lonely he had to seek his most hated rival out."
James kissed his boyfriend's throat. "Shut up Lucius and keep holding me like this."
Lucius's fingers trecked across the firm backside of James, chin resting atop the scruffy hair. "This have something to do with Lupin and Black?" he drawled, accepting the nod. "James, what we have would be looked upon with scorn by everyone, including that saintly Dumbledore." James huffed at the remark. "We are supposed to be enemies, supposed to hate each other and we're supposed to be dating girls like Evans and Von de Cour."
"If its so wrong Lucius, than why I am bloody in love with you?"
Lucius sighed, snuggling closer to James and pulling the blankets over them. "I dont know James. One day, we might be able to live in a world without all these rules. Do you promise that we'll be together forever? That we won't ever let anyone come between us even long after we part ways, we'll still think of each other first?"
James nodded happily, drifting in and out of conciousness. "Looks as if I'm not going back. Their going to become worried."
"They'll just have to stay worried,wont they?" Lucius yawned, adjusting his position to better accomdate the other teen. "Make up some elaborate lie, its what your good at."
"Hush Luc. I love you," James whispered, finally surrendering to slumber. Lucius laid there, awake and listening to his boyfriends' breathing deepen. He sneered at himself. How could he have become so weak to have to rely on the love of someone else? It has hard to imagine life without James, no matter how annoying and obnoxious. They had found love and Lucius be damned if he was ever giving James up. His last thought before joining James was that he loved the blue eyed Gryffindor.
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