disclaimers: dont own it.
warnings: VERY bastardized Sirius
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It was apparent to the rest of the Marauders that James was not returning. Remus wrapped himself up in a blanket and rose to his feet. Sirius met his eyes momentarily before stubbornly glancing away. Peter was already asleep. The brown haired teen chewed his lip, heart clenching. Forgetting his pride, Remus walked to Sirius' bed. "Why do we keep fighting?" he asked softly, sitting beside Sirius who's jaw kept clenching and unclenching in a struggle with himself. "Padfoot...I love you more than anything but you keep pushing me aside like one of your admirers."
"Your jealous," Sirius commented airily, waving his hand. "You dont like the fact that countless people swoon over me. You can't accept it. Remus, I have been patient with you." Sirius grabbed Remus' slender form by the waist, easily shoving him against the bed. Sirius leaned over him, sneering. "I'm taking what is mine, right now. Noone will touch you again." Remus whimpered as Sirius backhanded him across the cheek. "I only have that right," he hissed, lips pressing forcefully against Remus's. He straddled his hips, digging his arousal against Remus's. Sirius didn't bother with Remus's struggling body, didn't bother with the tears dropping onto his face. "Only mine," Sirius whispered, almost gently as he lifted his lips from Remus's bruised ones. His blue eyes were darkened with lust, glinting ferally.
Remus's mind was in turmoil. He had to escape, had to leave Sirius before he claimed him but as Sirius rocked against him, he was forced to keep in mind that it was rape. It felt so good, he'd never experienced pleasure like this. Remus stared into Sirius's eyes, fear blanketing the bliss. This wasn't about love, this was about dominance. Could Sirius have learned of his tutorship with Severus? "Severus," Remus mumbled, eyes immediately flaring when he realised he's spoken the name aloud.
Sirius ceased moving, whole body tensing. "What did you just say?" Not waiting for an answer, he tore at Remus's pajamas. "You said that greasy gits name! What the fuck are trying to do Remus?! Want to fuck him?! Would that please you?!!" he yelled, slapping Remus hard on the jaw, sending his head to the side. "Dont you-"
Suddenly, Sirius was roughly pulled from the nearly nude Remus. Peter raised his wand, "Stupefy!" Sirius dropped to the floor. Peter rushed to his friend, shaking. "Re.Remus? Are you okay? What happened?" Peter pursed his lips, desperately wishing James was there. "Do you need to go to the hospital wing?"
"No..I'm fine Peter. Thank you." Remus amber eyes filled with tears as he dressed, hands trembling. Peter just stood there, watching Remus leave the room. He aimed a hateful glare at Sirius, cursing him underneath his breath. Peter laid on his bed, unable to return to sleep.
Remus fled from the Gryffindor tower, sobbing. How could Sirius have done that?! How could he have opened his mouth and said Severus' name?! Sirius would never be with him again. Remus was scared. If Sirius did it once, he would do it again. What had been going on inside his mind? Was he truly that desperate to make love..no, have sex with him? Remus sank against a wall, sliding to the floor. He curled into a ball, holding his bruised face. Within seconds, he had cried himself to sleep.
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Severus Snape, was up earlier than normal. Something told him that he should. As he wondered the intersecting corridors, he soon found his answer. Huddled into himself, was Remus Lupin. A huge bruise covered the right side of his face. Anger flickered through the Slytherin's mind as he ran to Remus. "Fuck," he uttered, lifting the figure into his arms. "Fuck, fuck, fuck..." Severus knew who had done this. It was Sirius. Severus vowed the minute he had Remus safe in the Slytherin tower, he would search for Sirius and make him pay for harming Remus. Severus didn't like the feelings inside of his soul, the stirring of butterflies, the pacing of his heart. Remus' eyes slid open, panicing. "Your okay Remus." Severus stroked the side of Remus's face, gingerly touching the bruise.
Remus sniffled, arms wrapping around Severus' neck. He peered into the fathomless ebony orbs. "Severus?" Remus felt so safe with him, despite the fact that Remus wasn't even close friends with him. There was just something endearing about the shorter teen, the tramautized and haunted look in his eyes brought feelings Remus had only felt for Sirius into play. "Where are we going?" he said sleepily.
"Your coming back with me to the Slytherin Dormitories." Severus hated to prod but he needed to know before he went accusing Sirius of something. "What did he do to you?" As he expected, Remus stiffended in his arms. "Wouldnt have sex with him, would you?" Remus nodded his head, tears falling. "That bastard," Severus seethed. "Remus, I promise I won't let him near you again."
Remus allowed himself a tiny smile that made Severus's knees buckle. "You called me Remus..." Severus scowled, wanting to be serious. "Severus..you can't blame Sirius for this, he didnt mean-"
Severus snarled, hushing Remus. "This is his fault. You didnt ask for him to do that to you. He was going to rape you!" Remus flinched at his tone, reminding him of Sirius. Severus calmed himself before speaking again. "I'm sorry I yelled but its the truth. I dont care if he's a sex-starved hormone driven idiot or not, but he should NEVER have touched you." Severus said the Slytherin password, going inside and placing Remus onto one of the couchs. He covered him with a blanket.
A hand took his. "Please dont leave." Remus bit his lip. "I dont want to be alone..." Severus sighed, sitting down while Remus placed his head onto his lap, nudging his thigh. "Thank you Sev," Remus smiled, yawning and stretching his lithe body. Severus raised a brow at the nickname. Remus immediately apologized. "I'm sorry if that-"
"Its fine. I've just...never been called a nickname before. Its usually Snape. Lucius is the only one who calls me Severus..besides you."
"Sev, this means alot to me. If I can ever repay you, just name it.
'Would you love me?' Severus silent plea came as he watched Remus drift into sleep. He smoothed the brown hair, fingers lingering more than they should have. He glanced at the bruise, anger filling his entire body. Sirius would regret the day he hurt Remus.
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next chapter: Severus confronts Sirius. And I promise to make the next chapters longer. ^^
Thanks for reviewing!
Skep (I've always adored James/Lucius pairings, I just had to throw it in! But expect lots of angst when I change it to James/Lily..... *sobs*) Ladybush (I'm afraid this story will have no Sirius/Remus until much later, after the Shrieking shack incident.) Fire Demon (unlike most people, I'm not a Sirius/Remus shipper. Tee hee, actually I'm a Sirius/James shipper and Sev/Remus.) screwyou (you know, your a very funny person. Next time you think to flame me, please spell check. I dont like reading misspelled words. ^_^) theone (i'm sorry! i cant put Remus/Sirius in yet. How about I make a Sirius/Remus story. O.o) Ice Elf Amaya (finally, someone who doesnt mind its Sev/Remus ^_~ Lol.) Jess (oh yes, loads of Remus/Severus slashiness. hee hee)
warnings: VERY bastardized Sirius
~ ~ ~ Chapter 3
It was apparent to the rest of the Marauders that James was not returning. Remus wrapped himself up in a blanket and rose to his feet. Sirius met his eyes momentarily before stubbornly glancing away. Peter was already asleep. The brown haired teen chewed his lip, heart clenching. Forgetting his pride, Remus walked to Sirius' bed. "Why do we keep fighting?" he asked softly, sitting beside Sirius who's jaw kept clenching and unclenching in a struggle with himself. "Padfoot...I love you more than anything but you keep pushing me aside like one of your admirers."
"Your jealous," Sirius commented airily, waving his hand. "You dont like the fact that countless people swoon over me. You can't accept it. Remus, I have been patient with you." Sirius grabbed Remus' slender form by the waist, easily shoving him against the bed. Sirius leaned over him, sneering. "I'm taking what is mine, right now. Noone will touch you again." Remus whimpered as Sirius backhanded him across the cheek. "I only have that right," he hissed, lips pressing forcefully against Remus's. He straddled his hips, digging his arousal against Remus's. Sirius didn't bother with Remus's struggling body, didn't bother with the tears dropping onto his face. "Only mine," Sirius whispered, almost gently as he lifted his lips from Remus's bruised ones. His blue eyes were darkened with lust, glinting ferally.
Remus's mind was in turmoil. He had to escape, had to leave Sirius before he claimed him but as Sirius rocked against him, he was forced to keep in mind that it was rape. It felt so good, he'd never experienced pleasure like this. Remus stared into Sirius's eyes, fear blanketing the bliss. This wasn't about love, this was about dominance. Could Sirius have learned of his tutorship with Severus? "Severus," Remus mumbled, eyes immediately flaring when he realised he's spoken the name aloud.
Sirius ceased moving, whole body tensing. "What did you just say?" Not waiting for an answer, he tore at Remus's pajamas. "You said that greasy gits name! What the fuck are trying to do Remus?! Want to fuck him?! Would that please you?!!" he yelled, slapping Remus hard on the jaw, sending his head to the side. "Dont you-"
Suddenly, Sirius was roughly pulled from the nearly nude Remus. Peter raised his wand, "Stupefy!" Sirius dropped to the floor. Peter rushed to his friend, shaking. "Re.Remus? Are you okay? What happened?" Peter pursed his lips, desperately wishing James was there. "Do you need to go to the hospital wing?"
"No..I'm fine Peter. Thank you." Remus amber eyes filled with tears as he dressed, hands trembling. Peter just stood there, watching Remus leave the room. He aimed a hateful glare at Sirius, cursing him underneath his breath. Peter laid on his bed, unable to return to sleep.
Remus fled from the Gryffindor tower, sobbing. How could Sirius have done that?! How could he have opened his mouth and said Severus' name?! Sirius would never be with him again. Remus was scared. If Sirius did it once, he would do it again. What had been going on inside his mind? Was he truly that desperate to make love..no, have sex with him? Remus sank against a wall, sliding to the floor. He curled into a ball, holding his bruised face. Within seconds, he had cried himself to sleep.
***
Severus Snape, was up earlier than normal. Something told him that he should. As he wondered the intersecting corridors, he soon found his answer. Huddled into himself, was Remus Lupin. A huge bruise covered the right side of his face. Anger flickered through the Slytherin's mind as he ran to Remus. "Fuck," he uttered, lifting the figure into his arms. "Fuck, fuck, fuck..." Severus knew who had done this. It was Sirius. Severus vowed the minute he had Remus safe in the Slytherin tower, he would search for Sirius and make him pay for harming Remus. Severus didn't like the feelings inside of his soul, the stirring of butterflies, the pacing of his heart. Remus' eyes slid open, panicing. "Your okay Remus." Severus stroked the side of Remus's face, gingerly touching the bruise.
Remus sniffled, arms wrapping around Severus' neck. He peered into the fathomless ebony orbs. "Severus?" Remus felt so safe with him, despite the fact that Remus wasn't even close friends with him. There was just something endearing about the shorter teen, the tramautized and haunted look in his eyes brought feelings Remus had only felt for Sirius into play. "Where are we going?" he said sleepily.
"Your coming back with me to the Slytherin Dormitories." Severus hated to prod but he needed to know before he went accusing Sirius of something. "What did he do to you?" As he expected, Remus stiffended in his arms. "Wouldnt have sex with him, would you?" Remus nodded his head, tears falling. "That bastard," Severus seethed. "Remus, I promise I won't let him near you again."
Remus allowed himself a tiny smile that made Severus's knees buckle. "You called me Remus..." Severus scowled, wanting to be serious. "Severus..you can't blame Sirius for this, he didnt mean-"
Severus snarled, hushing Remus. "This is his fault. You didnt ask for him to do that to you. He was going to rape you!" Remus flinched at his tone, reminding him of Sirius. Severus calmed himself before speaking again. "I'm sorry I yelled but its the truth. I dont care if he's a sex-starved hormone driven idiot or not, but he should NEVER have touched you." Severus said the Slytherin password, going inside and placing Remus onto one of the couchs. He covered him with a blanket.
A hand took his. "Please dont leave." Remus bit his lip. "I dont want to be alone..." Severus sighed, sitting down while Remus placed his head onto his lap, nudging his thigh. "Thank you Sev," Remus smiled, yawning and stretching his lithe body. Severus raised a brow at the nickname. Remus immediately apologized. "I'm sorry if that-"
"Its fine. I've just...never been called a nickname before. Its usually Snape. Lucius is the only one who calls me Severus..besides you."
"Sev, this means alot to me. If I can ever repay you, just name it.
'Would you love me?' Severus silent plea came as he watched Remus drift into sleep. He smoothed the brown hair, fingers lingering more than they should have. He glanced at the bruise, anger filling his entire body. Sirius would regret the day he hurt Remus.
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next chapter: Severus confronts Sirius. And I promise to make the next chapters longer. ^^
Thanks for reviewing!
Skep (I've always adored James/Lucius pairings, I just had to throw it in! But expect lots of angst when I change it to James/Lily..... *sobs*) Ladybush (I'm afraid this story will have no Sirius/Remus until much later, after the Shrieking shack incident.) Fire Demon (unlike most people, I'm not a Sirius/Remus shipper. Tee hee, actually I'm a Sirius/James shipper and Sev/Remus.) screwyou (you know, your a very funny person. Next time you think to flame me, please spell check. I dont like reading misspelled words. ^_^) theone (i'm sorry! i cant put Remus/Sirius in yet. How about I make a Sirius/Remus story. O.o) Ice Elf Amaya (finally, someone who doesnt mind its Sev/Remus ^_~ Lol.) Jess (oh yes, loads of Remus/Severus slashiness. hee hee)
