Love Uninhibited

Ryo Angel

Rated R

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"That's my name, don't wear it out." Yasa winked as she sashayed towards me. She was exactly like I had remembered. Long black hair with clear blue eyes... there's a hint of mischief in them, and like oceans, those blue orbs could drown you. I should know. I fell head first into those orbs and never quite made it to shore. "Come on, Trunks, aren't you at least going to give your girlfriend a hug?" She asked, opening her arms, the rain clinging to her, refusing to let go. She always did love the rain.

Girlfriend? "What?" I asked sharply, I wasn't aware that Trunks had a girlfriend.

She gave me a concerned look before a smile slowly spread across her face, "Oh..." She breathed, coming closer, wrapping her arms around my neck, "If you insist on playing this game..." She whispered, a twinkle in her eyes, "My name is Yasa Furuta, age twenty, born on December twenty-fourth, 1983. And you..." She traced my lips with her finger, "Are Trunks Vegeta, my boyfriend." She giggled and bent in to kiss me. I almost let her, wanting very much to taste her again, but the wound of betrayal goes deep. All I could see was Andriod 17 pounding into her soft virginal core, and I shoved her away. "Trunks?" She yelped, "What's wrong with you?" Then her eyes narrowed, "You're not Trunks..." She stepped away from me, "Who are you?" Rain dripped down her bangs and she took a defensive stance.

I didn't know what to say to her, "I..."

"Yasa?" I saw my double stepping into the clearing, "Oh, hey Trunks." He greeted me, then looked with surprise to see Yasa staring at the two of us with shock. "Um..."

"Who... what?" Her eyes flickered between the two of us before she made her choice and went over to Trunks, "Who is he?" She asked him.

"He's... well... he's..." he couldn't explain. After all, how does one explain that a double from an alternate universe came to visit. Rain slowed to a drizzle.

"Also Trunks..." I scratched my head, "No relation. We just look a lot alike. So much that everyone always mistaken us to be to other." I smiled to show that there was no hard feelings.

I could tell that she didn't believe me, but she seemed to accept this explanation... for now. I have a feeling that she would beat it out of Trunks later on.

"Um, Yasa, why don't you head home first... I want to talk to um..." He was confused for a moment, " I want to talk to my double about something."

She nodded, "Don't stay out here for too long." She told him concerned, "I don't want you getting sick."

He smiled and I looked away as he gave her a kiss good-bye. We were meant to be. This just proved it... so why did she betray me? A sharp pain went through me as Trunks backhanded me into the trunk of a tree. I whipped around and took a defensive stance. Why the hell did he just hit me for? Confusion must have shown in my face, for he tensed, struggling to control his anger. "What did you do to her?" He hissed.

"Her?" I asked, "I didn't DO anything to her! She came onto me!"

He shook his head in disgust, "Is that what they call it these days? She was soaked to the bone and crying when I found her on the doorsteps!"

"Who?" I asked, dropping my defensive stance, but kept my guard up.

"Don't play dumb." He told me, "You know perfectly well that I was talking about Bra."

Bra... "What about her?" She left here pefectly fine... nothing happened to her, did it? No... she's Saiyen. She should be able to take care of herself.

"That's what I wanted to ask you!" He shouted at me. "She wouldn't tell me anything. Only that I wouldn't understand. She kept on saying something about losing someone. And how things would never be able to work out."

I shook my head, " She was fine when she left here this morning."

His eyes narrowed, "You didn't do anything to her?"

Well...

"No." I retorted.

Technically, you did...

I did no such thing! It was consensual! I didn't DO anything TO her!

Then who did?

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Bro found me on the doorsteps and let me in. I shrugged away his questions. I needed to be alone right now, "Things can never work out between us..." I whispered to myself, "I've already lost him... and my baby... I've lost her as well..." I climbed up the stairs and entered my room, sealing it off with a substance that Mom invented. It was still experimental and I wasn't suppose to use it, but I couldn't deal. I needed to be alone right now. Alone. Alone. Tears slid down my cheeks in two twin rivers, I didn't even get to hold her once. She's gone. Gone... I slid down, my back to the door and buried my face in my arms. "She's gone..."

"What's wrong, Bra?"

I looked up and saw him. What is he doing here? He's not suppose to be here. No one is. "Just leave me alone!" I screamed at him, "Leave me the fuck alone!"

But he didn't leave. He strode across the room and took me into his arms. Weakly, I protested against this. It's wrong. It's wrong. We're siblings. Born to similar parent's. It's wrong for us to be together... but why does it feel so right? "What's wrong?" He asked again, his voice so tender. I looked up at him. His eyes were filled with kindness... but was there love in their depths? Love for me?

I didn't say anything, I just wrapped my arms around him and cried. Tears that I've held back since Hitomi's untimely death came pouring out. Tears for my lost innocence. Tears of pain for not reinforcing the bond... for not trying to give her life. I had felt her forming in me. I remember thinking up names for her, saying each one aloud. I would have loved her. I remember thinking of how hard I felt I needed to hide the pregnancy from my parent's, finally deciding that when I go into my second trimester, I would tell Mother... but I couldn't even carry her for one trimester. Two months was all I had with her before my Saiyen genes destroyed her. Flushed her out of my body. The tears fell now. My body was racked with pain. The pain of loss.

I had felt her heart beat in sync to mine... her small kicks... but... the killer was... I had felt her thoughts. She came to me in a dream. She was perfection. A miniture replica of myself and Goten. She came again the night she left my womb. She had told me that she loved me. That she didn't resent me. She loved me... and I... I...

"I couldn't protect her!" I sobbed, "I let her die!" All these years, the pain finally comes tumbling out. He held me through the night, never letting go of me. Soft whispers of comfort crept into my ears and added to the flame in my heart. He did the undoable. He melted my frozen heart.

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Next chappy = Lemon! I think... I'll post the chapter up quickly if there's LOTS of reviews! ^^;; By LOTS, I mean 10+

BTW, I am SO sorry to do this, but I haven't written the next chapter and I'm racking my brain trying to think up ways to write it... Writer's block so is NOT cool. Anyways, I'm going to update next month... sorry once again!

LingXiaoyu - Yeah... Trunks may care about the animals, but he's not exactly TRUNKS. At least, not in my story. ^_^

Firage - I've continued!

brachan90 - Eh, each to their own. Glad you liked it though ^^