First Shock, Well-Endured.
Water splashed over her, and she felt that the Aes Sedai purposefully poured it in a way that would cause the most discomfort. The fury she felt far surpassed the pain for the moment—particularly when she looked upon those serene, smooth faces. It is alright for you, she muttered inwardly, thinking that if she spoke aloud her words could poison those at whom they were directed. Reason enough to open my mouth? she pondered. Before she could deduce an answer it was time to move on.
"Well done," Madeline Sedai said, and Rayel searched for signs of warmth in the woman's face. Perhaps I do not let myself see them, she thought dully. Or perhaps there is nothing to see. The latter seemed more likely to her in her current state of mind. She shivered and waited.
"Are you ready to continue, Child?"
Rayel stared at the Sister for a long time, until she felt she had worn out her patience. "I am," she said coldly, and saw a brief glint of knowing in the Aes Sedai's eyes. She ignored it as best she could. You think you will break me? I will show you what I am made of, Rayel thought, feeling so determined that she looked Madeline Sedai directly in the eye without flinching. Perhaps I am becoming Accepted before their very eyes?
"The second time," Madeline said calmly, "is for what is. The way back will come but once. Be steadfast."
Rayel felt all of her anger dissipate in a split second. She longed for the comfort of her room and her white dress and her filthy chores. All she felt was fear.
Breathing deeply once or twice to try and calm her nerves, she stepped into the arch.
