disclaimer: draco belongs to JK rowling, as does harry. i did not create either of them, or hogwarts. i am not making money out of this. please don't sue me.
author's note: i hope you like. i've been semi-working on these for a while. i think i'll probably load them all at the same time. but i'll have to wait like, a while before i can actually add chapters so chapter one will probably sit there collecting dust for a bit before i add to it. well, this is a diary type fic. it is to commemorate the love of two (males in this case). it's kind of a romeo and julit thing. it's from draco's POV, i enjoy doing things from POV's, especially draco's. anyway, enough of that... on with the writing...please... proceed...
EN+RY ONE - Just a little secret...
May 16th
Dear Diary,
Today I was reading some books on psychology. Mainly about the ways wizards feel. It suggested writing down feelings so you can deal with tthem one at a time. Personally, I think this is fairly old-fashioned as we now have the pensieve now; however, not having one of these 'handy' I am reduced to using this somewhat 'amateur' way of dealing with problems.
Lately I have been feeling things that I don't want to, this is the only way I can think of that will stop, or at least, help.
As I obviously don't like this way of dealing with problems I have decided to write most of this diary through poetry; as it seems to calm me down, and open me up.
This is definitely not one of those childish diaries where I will aim to write an entry every day, describing every detail of the day. It is simply for me to write aboutone problem, one emotion; and, eventually, to solve this problem.
It's only one and a halp months 'till the end of my schooling career and I am aiming to solve this dillema well before the end of school.
Well, here goes nothing...
My first real entry... I am still not quite sure if this is the right thing to do. If someone were to find this it would be deadly. I am sure father could solve this problem, but I really don't want him to know. He's so proud of me. He's even got me an extra special present for when I leave school and become a Death Eater. I hope I am making theright descision. It should be, he's sure to know if I dont sort this out soon. OK. It's decided. Here's the first installment of the D.P.D (Draco Poetry Diary, if you didn't get that)
~~~ JUST A LITTLE SECRET ~~~
Love is a secret,
Few people know.
Hate is a weapon,
I use when I'm low.
I love someone,
But can't tell them.
If this shell broke,
He, is who I'd condemn.
He stares at me,
With big innocent eyes.
Wanting badly to know,
All of my lies.
If I were to tell him,
He'd hate me so.
He's so naive,
How can he go?
I'm so confused,
What shall I so?
When love is a secret,
Between me and you.
~~~
At the moment that's how it is, that's how I feel. I hope this is resolved soon. I don't think I can hold off much longer.
++ Draco
author's note: i hope you like. i've been semi-working on these for a while. i think i'll probably load them all at the same time. but i'll have to wait like, a while before i can actually add chapters so chapter one will probably sit there collecting dust for a bit before i add to it. well, this is a diary type fic. it is to commemorate the love of two (males in this case). it's kind of a romeo and julit thing. it's from draco's POV, i enjoy doing things from POV's, especially draco's. anyway, enough of that... on with the writing...please... proceed...
May 16th
Dear Diary,
Today I was reading some books on psychology. Mainly about the ways wizards feel. It suggested writing down feelings so you can deal with tthem one at a time. Personally, I think this is fairly old-fashioned as we now have the pensieve now; however, not having one of these 'handy' I am reduced to using this somewhat 'amateur' way of dealing with problems.
Lately I have been feeling things that I don't want to, this is the only way I can think of that will stop, or at least, help.
As I obviously don't like this way of dealing with problems I have decided to write most of this diary through poetry; as it seems to calm me down, and open me up.
This is definitely not one of those childish diaries where I will aim to write an entry every day, describing every detail of the day. It is simply for me to write aboutone problem, one emotion; and, eventually, to solve this problem.
It's only one and a halp months 'till the end of my schooling career and I am aiming to solve this dillema well before the end of school.
Well, here goes nothing...
My first real entry... I am still not quite sure if this is the right thing to do. If someone were to find this it would be deadly. I am sure father could solve this problem, but I really don't want him to know. He's so proud of me. He's even got me an extra special present for when I leave school and become a Death Eater. I hope I am making theright descision. It should be, he's sure to know if I dont sort this out soon. OK. It's decided. Here's the first installment of the D.P.D (Draco Poetry Diary, if you didn't get that)
Love is a secret,
Few people know.
Hate is a weapon,
I use when I'm low.
I love someone,
But can't tell them.
If this shell broke,
He, is who I'd condemn.
He stares at me,
With big innocent eyes.
Wanting badly to know,
All of my lies.
If I were to tell him,
He'd hate me so.
He's so naive,
How can he go?
I'm so confused,
What shall I so?
When love is a secret,
Between me and you.
~~~
At the moment that's how it is, that's how I feel. I hope this is resolved soon. I don't think I can hold off much longer.
++ Draco
