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Disclosure: I own the story. Sean, John, and any other wrestler mentioned is under contract with World Wrestling Entertainment.

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I just had to show you guys that letter from Gabby. Now that I know exactly how much of a spineless bitch she is, hey, it's cool. It's good to find out how people really are. Anyway, it was day 1 of the shrink visit. Seanny was in school, and Dr. Ordonez, was the therapist of the hour. Sean was there already, while I took my sweet time. When I got there, let's just say that it wasn't a warm reception.

"About time you showed up."

"Anyway, can we get this overwith? I have a 1:30 appointment with my hairdresser."

"Must you be so superficial?"

"Sure, why not, since I'm not good for anything else, right, Sean?"

"Ok. Shall we get started? Let's gat right to it. What is the major problem in your marriage?"

"Him keeping his dick in his pants!"

"Ms. O'Haire, can you be less vulgar?"

"Fine. Sean has issues with fidelity."

"Donnielle has self-absorbment problems. I can't take it anymore."

"How am I self absorbed?"

"Good. That's a start. How is your wife self-absorbed?"

"Look at her! She's a walking fucking billboard. A real life Cosmo cover."

"I take pride in my appearance, so I won't look like a greasy truck stop broad, and you have a problem with this??"

"Ms. O'Haire, are you always this defensive? Maybe if you let your guard down, this can go alot more smoothly."

"I let my guard down the day I met him! I have done nothing wrong but love him. I supported him no matter what he did, and he goes off and sleeps with my best friend, which he has yet to talk to me about. I could have bashed in his car with a baseball bat, and set his clothes on fire, but I chose not to because I still love this man with all of my heart, and he just shattered everything left inside of me."

"Ok. It looks like there's alot of resentment here. Let's start with the infidelity. Sean?"

"What is there to say? I was helping her pack Chris's stuff one day, and we were just remembering stupid things he would do, and we laughed, cried, and then, it just happened. I was fading anyway because I always get drowsy off of painkillers, but that isn't an excuse. It just happened. I felt bad about it, but then, I found out a few things that my wife failed to mention to me."

"Like what? I accidentaly let Rico chew your sneakers? C'mon!"

"No! Try that you was keeping me busy with rehab just to sneak off and see John in the hospital. Gabby even told me that you two had something going on. I had a P.I follow you one day, and my worst suspicions came true. You was with him!"

"I went to the hospital to see him, yes I did. I also went to see Lance, and I offered to pay the extra medical expenses because of the wreck. All I was doing was helping your friends. Sorry! I never had a thing with Cena, and never will. Isn't he a little?......"

"Huh? You didn't sleep with Cena?"

"No, I didn't. I thought he was gay? Isn't he with Matt Hardy?"

"No! he's not gay! Gabby told me that you did."

"Gabby used you, stupid! I'm done with this. I never knew you to be so damn dumb, Sean! This goes more further than Gabby, her abortion, and..."

"What? She never got an abortion! She had her tubes tied after Caleb was born."

"Ok, guys. I see that this marriage is crumbling over another woman, and accusations that were never talked about. Can we make the promise to open up and talk more?"

"Sure. I guess so."

"Yeah."

"I need to ask this question. Do you two still love each other, and can this marriage be repaired? Sean???"

"I love her dearly. I don't want to divorce her. Donnie, all I want you to do is......not be so damn perfect and so understanding all the time. Leave your hair messy, don't match for once. Just eat some junk food, and get a cavity!"

"I still love him, but I can't just let it go like this. I can't trust him anymore, I can't even talk to him like we use to. Knowing that he slept with her, I can deal with that, but in time."

"I think we can see each other in a month. You two will be just fine. Ok?"

With that said, we got in the car, and pulled off to the pizzareia where we first met. It seemed like so long ago. I just looked at him, and started to lose it. I balled hard.

"What's the matter?"

"Nothing. I'll be fine. I just need to leave."

"Don't walk away like this. We need to really talk about this. Nobody around. Just me, and you. Yell, scream, hit me, I don't give a shit! Just don't leave."

"You don't get it, do you?"

"No, I don't. All I get is that I hurt you badly, and I can't change that, but I'm not getting fully blamed for this either. We both have to let people live their own lives, and we can just be like we was, before I fucked up. I didn't mean to sleep with her, I swear. It was just one big ball of confusion, which I don't like in my life."

"I don't know anymore. Ok, maybe I pushed instead of pulled. I might have been a pain in he ass, but I only had the best in mind. I didn't want you to feel like less of a man, you could have talked to me, but you went to Gabby, and we had an agreement to always talk about our problems.....together! And you broke that promise, as well as our wedding vows to each other, so forgive me if I'm not too forgiving right now."

"Ok. That's fair. I was wrong. I should have asked you. I should have talked to you. I could have said to everybody, 'Get out of my house.' and just had the whole house to ourselves. I don't know what to do here, and I'm basically dying here, so where do we go from here?"

"I need more time. I have to reevaluate everything, and just sort out the damage. All I know is that Gabby Irvine is no longer our problem, and neither are her children. I have nothing for her but best wishes and my apologies, that's it and nothing more. I wish Chris didn't have to die to find out the truth about people, and I can't have anymore children. I am not whole. I feel very empty and inadequate."

"Let me help you for a change."

"There is nothing you can do for me anymore. If you were so concerned for me, you could have done it then."

"To hell with then, Donnielle! I'm here now! Why can't you see that I am truly sorry? "

"Don't push down what you won't pick back up, Sean. I'm gonna catch a cab from here. I'm gonna go home, and get some sleep. Seanny's staying with Mike and Jaci for the weekend to play with Max and C.J. I guess I'll see you, then?"

"Alright. Just remember that I'm there if you need me. Ok? Just tell me that you'll be ok. If you want to talk, then......"

I slammed the car door, and hailed a cab. I couldn't take it anymore. All his empty promises and bullshit! Why wait until now to be husband of the year? Whatever. I decided to walk to the cab stand, which was about a 10 minute walk. It was a sunny day, I needed to think anyways. Everything just started to close in on me at one time. I couldn't breathe. I tried to walk a little further, I was just a few blocks away from the stand, and all of a sudden, I just looked around. Everything was so still, and peaceful. I closed my eyes, and then.......WHAM!!!!!