*I'm so tired of being here

Surpressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave

I wish that you would just leave

'Cause your presence still lingers here

And it won't leave me alone*

Spike looked around. 'How long has it been since I've been here?' He wondered. 'Not since Dru... No, I can't think of her.' He felt as if she was in the room with him...He continued walking.

*These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

You'd cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

You'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me*

He stared at the last picture he and Dru took together. They were smiling. 'When was the last time I smiled?' He questioned himself. He stared into the picture. She was smiling up at him...

*You used to captivate me by your resignating mind

Your face it wants my once plans and dreams

Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me*

"Spike...I love you..." Spike looked around. "I love you too Drusilla... Wherever you are." He chocked on his words. He didn't care if he was talking to himself, let people mark him as insane..."I love you Dru..."

*These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

You cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

You scream I'd fight away all of your fears

I held your hand through all of these years

But you still held all of me*

*FLASHBACK*

"What are you doing Dru?" Spike wondered. "Nothing Spike...Just wait and see." she smiled. "Here." She held out a single white rose...Plastic, but still a rose... "Dru, it's beautiful, I-" "You really like it Spike? It's a symbol of our love..." She said dreamily. "Listen Spike, if one of us die, we'll put the rose in the ground where we last saw eachother." "Pet, in the ground?" "So nobody takes it. Maybe it'll grow..." "Hate to break it to you Dru, but plastic doesn't grow..." *END FLASHBACK*

Spike smiled sadly, twirling the rose in his hand. He had done just as she said and buried it where he last saw her.

*I've tried so hard to tell myself that your gone

But though your still with me

I've been alone. Alone.*

"Well, it's no use trying to wish her back...She's gone for good..." His voice was breaking in the dead silence as he spoke outloud.

*You cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

You scream I'd fight away all of your fears

I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me*

'Who am I kidding?' Spike thought. "You're not gone Dru...You can't be. We've been together for too long." He said outloud, standing to head out. 'It's sure to be sunrise soon...' He thought.

"I'll miss you Drusilla..."

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Author's Note: I frorgot to do the disclaimer....They belong to whoever they belong to. Please Review! No flames please! If you must flame, be nice about it. If you don't like the pairing, that's your loss.