I do NOT own Harry Potter nor the song. Don't sue cause I have no money. Taken after 5th year, starting of the summer.

It was the starting of the summer and Sirius' death had taken a toll on Harry. Everyone around was asleep, and for very good reason. It was just after 2:00 in the morning and while everyone was dreaming sweet dreams, Harry Potter, was wide awake. Every time young Harry closed his eyes, he saw Sirius fall behind the veil, and every time he could never reach him in time.

Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby

Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real

Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you

Why'd you turn away?

Here's what I have to say

I was left to cry there, waiting outside there

Burning with a lost stare

That's when I decided
He wrote to the Order every three days like asked, but that was all. Letters from his friends left unanswered, unopened. Dumbledore hadn't even written to him at all. He didn't care anymore. Dumbledore only cared that Harry was alive, no matter what he said in his office.

Why should I care

'Cuz you weren't there when I was scared

I was so alone

You, you need to listen

I'm starting to trip, I'm losing my grip

And I'm in this thing alone

He blamed himself, Dumbledore, Sirius, and Snape. The prophecy was what he blamed the most. Kill or be killed. He hadn't told his friends, nobody. He wanted to hurt Bellatrix and Voldemort for all the pain and sorrow placed on him and the entire world. He didn't know who or what to do anymore. Who to trust anymore. Wondering if he was just some tool to be cast away when finished.

Am I just some chick you place beside you to take somebody's place

When you turn around can you recognize my face

You used to love me, you used to hug me

But that wasn't the case

Everything wasn't okayI was left to cry there, waiting outside there

Burning with a lost stare

That's when I decided

He didn't care anymore about what happened to the world, just that he had revenge on Voldemort for taking away his parents, Bellatrix for taking away the one father he knew away, and Dumbledore for keeping secrets that could have kept Sirius alive.

Why should I care

'Cuz you weren't there when I was scared

I was so alone

You, you need to listen

I'm starting to trip, I'm losing my grip

And I'm in this thing alone

Crying out loud

I'm crying out loud

Crying out loud

I'm crying out loud

Open your eyes

Open up wide

Why should I care

'Cuz you weren't there when I was scared

I was so alone

Why should I care

'Cuz you weren't there when I was there

I was so alone

Why should I care

If you don't care then I don't care

We're not going anywhere

Why should I care

'Cuz you weren't there when I was there

I was so alone

Why should I care

If you don't care then I don't care

We're not going anywhere

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