A/N: I suddenly feel like making another chapter! ENJOY!
Disclaimer: Ehehe not mine
WARNINGS:
Kyo's thoughts..very sad.
Chapter 15:
Kyo put down his food, " I think I just lost my appetite." He said and excused himself getting the last glimpse of a very worried Tohru. As he entered his room, his trail of thoughts were escaping..sliding away from his lips, " Damnit..am I not goode enough?!"
' It's always him..him him him! Always winning..always the luck ass bastard, getting whatever and whenever he wants. I thought at least with Tohru..maybe she'd give me a chance..at least that was what it felt like. I feel such an idiot after saying those things to Yuki. Sayig I'll protect her heart from him, when I can't even get near her heart.' He went outside and climbed up on the roof. His only place where he can think...
Think what the hell was wrong with him, ' This thing hurts like hell...it hurts more than any attacks that Yuki gave me whenever we fight. A thousand times worse. A thousand times, it hurts..and I found out it was because of her..' He closed his eyes..the only person who he thought wouldn't hurt him..had.
--*--
" Kyo?" She said. ' Did I hurt him?' Tohru was standing infront of his room, when a hand touched her shoulder.
" Tohru can I talk to you?"
She turned around, it was Shigure. " Off course." But before she turned to leave, her eyes wandered back to the locked door where her friend was hurting because of her and she knew it.
--*--
' Why was I so stupid?! No one can stand me..not one..not even her..even though she did come to me that night when I was in my true form..that disgusting form. Tohru came..she held onto me..begging me to come back with them, to live together..to share every day and night with her--and I agreed. I agreed..because she was the only one who knew me..who was a real friend..and for that I couldn't help but let this feeling of love grow...But I'm not sure anymore..I saw..there was light in her eyes when she spoke to Yuki..there was something more behind that smile..saved for him.' Kyo turned to his right. He opened his eyes then turned back to his position that was facing the sky.
--*--
" I know Tohru...are you perhaps in some trouble?" Shigure asked the girl infront of him in his office. the girl looked straight at him her eyes looked empty as if she taveled somewhere deep in here where no one ca reach for her. Then her eyes focused,
" Yes..I..I don't think I can do this..I can't hurt them--him."
" Would you give up your happiness for this?"
" ..I--yes."
" Tohru...if you don't say anything..it would hurt more people--other than him. You would get hurt, and--"
" And who?"
" No one..how did you know..?"
" I knew it was me who caused it..he looked at me and he looked so hurt..And it made me feel so bad--like I've betrayed him. And I think I have."
" You haven't..Kyo's changed..he has matured over time, thanks to you. He can handle it."
" But--!!''
" He'll come to you when he needs to talk..and believe me he will."
--*--
He looked at the sky filled stars.
~"Foward punch!"~
He blinked. ' If...it made her happy..just to see him there..if..he got up.
--*--
(Next morning)
Tohru was hanging up the laudry to dry, " Tohru?" She turned around only to her suprise found Kyo.
" Kyo!" She said happily and smiled..but in return saw Kyo's eyes sadden and his lips turned to a sad smile, " What's wrong..?" She asked her smile fading.
' If...it makes her happy.' he thought. He reached for her hair that came out of place. " If it makes you smile like that...maybe it can make the pain almost feel worth while. Almost, right?"
" W-what?" She whispered, ' What are you saying?'
" I'm saying, that...Okay I admit that I had feelings for you! There I said it! But.." He said his fierce tone softening, " But I don't own your heart do I? He does..and seeing you happy is much better than you not smiling--I mean..letting go whatever I felt..its for the better. You'll be happier..and what was that they say?" He racked his brains.
" That if you truly loved someone, you'd be happy to see them happy with another." She answered, reaching his hands which was holding a lock of her hair. He looked at her, " Yeah..where'd you hear that?"
"...From Kagura...she--remember when they cam here? She told me to take care of you and I promised--but..seems like I broke it. I'm sorry..I really am..But she said the weirdest thing, ' If you choose another..I'll be here for him.' I think it was like that..."
Kyo looked down at his hands twined with Tohru's, then looked up seeing Kagura smile at him, " Kagura..."
~*~*
A/N: Is it understandable that Kyo finally accepted Kagura? I hope so that's what I meant to say up there. Well please review!! So I can work faster..school's about to start I want to finish this as soon as possible...your reviews push me to update.
Thanks,
Lys
Disclaimer: Ehehe not mine
WARNINGS:
Kyo's thoughts..very sad.
Chapter 15:
Kyo put down his food, " I think I just lost my appetite." He said and excused himself getting the last glimpse of a very worried Tohru. As he entered his room, his trail of thoughts were escaping..sliding away from his lips, " Damnit..am I not goode enough?!"
' It's always him..him him him! Always winning..always the luck ass bastard, getting whatever and whenever he wants. I thought at least with Tohru..maybe she'd give me a chance..at least that was what it felt like. I feel such an idiot after saying those things to Yuki. Sayig I'll protect her heart from him, when I can't even get near her heart.' He went outside and climbed up on the roof. His only place where he can think...
Think what the hell was wrong with him, ' This thing hurts like hell...it hurts more than any attacks that Yuki gave me whenever we fight. A thousand times worse. A thousand times, it hurts..and I found out it was because of her..' He closed his eyes..the only person who he thought wouldn't hurt him..had.
--*--
" Kyo?" She said. ' Did I hurt him?' Tohru was standing infront of his room, when a hand touched her shoulder.
" Tohru can I talk to you?"
She turned around, it was Shigure. " Off course." But before she turned to leave, her eyes wandered back to the locked door where her friend was hurting because of her and she knew it.
--*--
' Why was I so stupid?! No one can stand me..not one..not even her..even though she did come to me that night when I was in my true form..that disgusting form. Tohru came..she held onto me..begging me to come back with them, to live together..to share every day and night with her--and I agreed. I agreed..because she was the only one who knew me..who was a real friend..and for that I couldn't help but let this feeling of love grow...But I'm not sure anymore..I saw..there was light in her eyes when she spoke to Yuki..there was something more behind that smile..saved for him.' Kyo turned to his right. He opened his eyes then turned back to his position that was facing the sky.
--*--
" I know Tohru...are you perhaps in some trouble?" Shigure asked the girl infront of him in his office. the girl looked straight at him her eyes looked empty as if she taveled somewhere deep in here where no one ca reach for her. Then her eyes focused,
" Yes..I..I don't think I can do this..I can't hurt them--him."
" Would you give up your happiness for this?"
" ..I--yes."
" Tohru...if you don't say anything..it would hurt more people--other than him. You would get hurt, and--"
" And who?"
" No one..how did you know..?"
" I knew it was me who caused it..he looked at me and he looked so hurt..And it made me feel so bad--like I've betrayed him. And I think I have."
" You haven't..Kyo's changed..he has matured over time, thanks to you. He can handle it."
" But--!!''
" He'll come to you when he needs to talk..and believe me he will."
--*--
He looked at the sky filled stars.
~"Foward punch!"~
He blinked. ' If...it made her happy..just to see him there..if..he got up.
--*--
(Next morning)
Tohru was hanging up the laudry to dry, " Tohru?" She turned around only to her suprise found Kyo.
" Kyo!" She said happily and smiled..but in return saw Kyo's eyes sadden and his lips turned to a sad smile, " What's wrong..?" She asked her smile fading.
' If...it makes her happy.' he thought. He reached for her hair that came out of place. " If it makes you smile like that...maybe it can make the pain almost feel worth while. Almost, right?"
" W-what?" She whispered, ' What are you saying?'
" I'm saying, that...Okay I admit that I had feelings for you! There I said it! But.." He said his fierce tone softening, " But I don't own your heart do I? He does..and seeing you happy is much better than you not smiling--I mean..letting go whatever I felt..its for the better. You'll be happier..and what was that they say?" He racked his brains.
" That if you truly loved someone, you'd be happy to see them happy with another." She answered, reaching his hands which was holding a lock of her hair. He looked at her, " Yeah..where'd you hear that?"
"...From Kagura...she--remember when they cam here? She told me to take care of you and I promised--but..seems like I broke it. I'm sorry..I really am..But she said the weirdest thing, ' If you choose another..I'll be here for him.' I think it was like that..."
Kyo looked down at his hands twined with Tohru's, then looked up seeing Kagura smile at him, " Kagura..."
~*~*
A/N: Is it understandable that Kyo finally accepted Kagura? I hope so that's what I meant to say up there. Well please review!! So I can work faster..school's about to start I want to finish this as soon as possible...your reviews push me to update.
Thanks,
Lys
