A/N: And here's chapter 19!! TADA!!
Disclaimer: Not mine
WARNING:
...Get a barf bag if needed.. tissues if you want..but I don't htink it's toooo touching or mushy.
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Chapter 19: Nature's Course
" Honda-san...?"
She walked inside, took a deep breath, ' Now or never..'
" Yuki..you're not asleep?"
' BAKA!' She called herself. Yuki looked at her, ' Maybe I should tell her now.. Maybe I should.' He thought.
" Honda-san.. Umm.. I'm sorry." He said.
' Eh? What's he apologizing for?' She thought. Tohru walked towards him and stopped by him on the balcony. The moon was still shining and there were still stars up in the dark sky. ' Perfect time to tell him that I--'
" Honda-san.. I.. I want you to just move on. I mean don't concern yourself with me.. I'm not worth it. Go with that Baka-neko.. He is the one you want to be with." Yuki said. He didn't look at her. He dared not to, or else if he did.. he might snap and just scream, shout, and.. cry with anger and pain. This had to be the worst pain ever.. letting her go to be with his rival.
' Wh-what?' Tohru thought. " Yuki? What are you--?"
" Don't act like you don't know! Just go away!! Can't you get a clue?! I'm not worth it, for you to sacrifice your time to be with him! I don't need your pity!" Yuki bursted. Then, realized what he said, he took her hand.
" I'm..I- I didn't mean to say--I--"
She took her hands away from him. As if disgusted.
' Pity? Is that..is that what he thought I gave him..?' She thought. She looked down, ' I won't show my face to him.. I'm afraid if I did.. I'd see myself in his eyes.. my face written with rejection all over it.' Tohru backed away from Yuki. ' Is this how it feels..?'
" I didn't scarifice my happiness to be with Kyo.. It was him who sacrificed his happiness for me to be happy. I guess that just went down the drain.. " She tried to laugh--but found that she couldn't and instead made a choking sound.
" Honda-san..I don't understand.." Yuki said, he tried to comfort Tohru and go near her.
Tohru backed away quickly, " No.. I mean I'm sorry.."
' I should be saying sorry not you..' Yuki thought, ' Does that mean she doesn't want to be with--'
" You don't have to understand." With that she quickly went out of his room and into her's.
--*--
Tohru ran towards her room and locked the door. ' Mom.. Is this how it feels? I.. I thought I was prepared to endure this pain. But, I was wrong.. I never knew it could hurt so much. Too much.' Tohru thought and cried on her bed.
" What did I do? What.. no.. why?" She asked to no one in particular.
' He already gave did this to me.. one senseless stupid hurt before. For not talking to me.. it was like one quick stab. But this..? It can't compare to this. This will be like torture. Every time he's with me.. it would remind me of today.. the way he rejected me not even knowing how I feel. Maybe I was asking for it.. yes I was. I was asking for it-- I should've never tried. I knew what would happen..but I never tried to stop it.. Mom..help me.. help me help myself..'
A creaking sound made her head jerk up,
" Tohru?"
It was Uo and Hana.
--*--
~"You don't have to understand."~
' What did she mean? I thought she did that because she wanted to be with Kyo..'
~" I didn't scarifice my happiness to be with Kyo.. It was him who sacrificed his happiness for me to be happy. I guess that just went down the drain.. "~
Then, he realized, ' How could I be so stupid?!'
" Damnit!" He slumped down by his bed and punched the floor. ' I can't believe this! Why didn't I think?! I can't believe I told her to go away! I can't believe I said that! It wasn't pity she was showing, she never showed pity because we--I was cursed. She showed acceptance. She accepted us. She accepted me...and I rejected her..' He thought
"..I have no right to say that.. no right to reject her.." He said to himself.
--*--
" Tohru?" Uo said and rushed to her side.
" Uo.." Tohru said and hugged her friend. And slowly cried on her shoulders.
Arisa got angry. ' This wasn't the plan! This wasn't suppose to happen! This wasn't what she agreed to do..' She thought. She looked up and saw Hana, she stared at her angrily. After a while, Tohru had cried herself to sleep, Arisa glared at Hana once again.
" This wasn't suppose to happen, Hana!" She said to her friend.. so to be ex-friend.
" I'm sorry." Saki said, " There was nothing I could do. You knew that--"
" There was something! You could've stopped yourself from telling the prince that! You didn't have to mess with his head! You could've left it alone, and made nature take it's course!"
" And if I let it, do you honestly think that they would say anything?! You think it wasn't suppose to be like this? Well it's suppose to be! Didn't you know? Didn't you know she was giving all hope? She was hurting that she couldn't have more than being friends with him! Did you know?" Hana asked.
Arisa looked at her, Hana always knew what they were going through..specially Tohru. " No.. I didn't know..I'm sorry for blaming you.." Arisa apologized.
" It's alright. Right now the only thing we can do is tell her there is hope. Tell her it was just a mistake."
" That's for the prince."
" He should know by now. We just need to push them.."
" Last time you pushed, it seemed like you made them fall in a cliff." Arisa smirked.
" Don't worry we won't push that hard. As you say, we'll let nature take it's course."
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A/N: Is it short? Gomenasai!
Please review if you like it or whatever just to make sure I'm not making it bad or whatever.
Uh..when I finish this I'll probably will write a second fic or make an Inuyasha fic..hmmm which one?
*OFF COURSE FRUITS BASKET!!* HAHAH!
Review!!
Lys
Disclaimer: Not mine
WARNING:
...Get a barf bag if needed.. tissues if you want..but I don't htink it's toooo touching or mushy.
-::-::-::-::-::-::-
Chapter 19: Nature's Course
" Honda-san...?"
She walked inside, took a deep breath, ' Now or never..'
" Yuki..you're not asleep?"
' BAKA!' She called herself. Yuki looked at her, ' Maybe I should tell her now.. Maybe I should.' He thought.
" Honda-san.. Umm.. I'm sorry." He said.
' Eh? What's he apologizing for?' She thought. Tohru walked towards him and stopped by him on the balcony. The moon was still shining and there were still stars up in the dark sky. ' Perfect time to tell him that I--'
" Honda-san.. I.. I want you to just move on. I mean don't concern yourself with me.. I'm not worth it. Go with that Baka-neko.. He is the one you want to be with." Yuki said. He didn't look at her. He dared not to, or else if he did.. he might snap and just scream, shout, and.. cry with anger and pain. This had to be the worst pain ever.. letting her go to be with his rival.
' Wh-what?' Tohru thought. " Yuki? What are you--?"
" Don't act like you don't know! Just go away!! Can't you get a clue?! I'm not worth it, for you to sacrifice your time to be with him! I don't need your pity!" Yuki bursted. Then, realized what he said, he took her hand.
" I'm..I- I didn't mean to say--I--"
She took her hands away from him. As if disgusted.
' Pity? Is that..is that what he thought I gave him..?' She thought. She looked down, ' I won't show my face to him.. I'm afraid if I did.. I'd see myself in his eyes.. my face written with rejection all over it.' Tohru backed away from Yuki. ' Is this how it feels..?'
" I didn't scarifice my happiness to be with Kyo.. It was him who sacrificed his happiness for me to be happy. I guess that just went down the drain.. " She tried to laugh--but found that she couldn't and instead made a choking sound.
" Honda-san..I don't understand.." Yuki said, he tried to comfort Tohru and go near her.
Tohru backed away quickly, " No.. I mean I'm sorry.."
' I should be saying sorry not you..' Yuki thought, ' Does that mean she doesn't want to be with--'
" You don't have to understand." With that she quickly went out of his room and into her's.
--*--
Tohru ran towards her room and locked the door. ' Mom.. Is this how it feels? I.. I thought I was prepared to endure this pain. But, I was wrong.. I never knew it could hurt so much. Too much.' Tohru thought and cried on her bed.
" What did I do? What.. no.. why?" She asked to no one in particular.
' He already gave did this to me.. one senseless stupid hurt before. For not talking to me.. it was like one quick stab. But this..? It can't compare to this. This will be like torture. Every time he's with me.. it would remind me of today.. the way he rejected me not even knowing how I feel. Maybe I was asking for it.. yes I was. I was asking for it-- I should've never tried. I knew what would happen..but I never tried to stop it.. Mom..help me.. help me help myself..'
A creaking sound made her head jerk up,
" Tohru?"
It was Uo and Hana.
--*--
~"You don't have to understand."~
' What did she mean? I thought she did that because she wanted to be with Kyo..'
~" I didn't scarifice my happiness to be with Kyo.. It was him who sacrificed his happiness for me to be happy. I guess that just went down the drain.. "~
Then, he realized, ' How could I be so stupid?!'
" Damnit!" He slumped down by his bed and punched the floor. ' I can't believe this! Why didn't I think?! I can't believe I told her to go away! I can't believe I said that! It wasn't pity she was showing, she never showed pity because we--I was cursed. She showed acceptance. She accepted us. She accepted me...and I rejected her..' He thought
"..I have no right to say that.. no right to reject her.." He said to himself.
--*--
" Tohru?" Uo said and rushed to her side.
" Uo.." Tohru said and hugged her friend. And slowly cried on her shoulders.
Arisa got angry. ' This wasn't the plan! This wasn't suppose to happen! This wasn't what she agreed to do..' She thought. She looked up and saw Hana, she stared at her angrily. After a while, Tohru had cried herself to sleep, Arisa glared at Hana once again.
" This wasn't suppose to happen, Hana!" She said to her friend.. so to be ex-friend.
" I'm sorry." Saki said, " There was nothing I could do. You knew that--"
" There was something! You could've stopped yourself from telling the prince that! You didn't have to mess with his head! You could've left it alone, and made nature take it's course!"
" And if I let it, do you honestly think that they would say anything?! You think it wasn't suppose to be like this? Well it's suppose to be! Didn't you know? Didn't you know she was giving all hope? She was hurting that she couldn't have more than being friends with him! Did you know?" Hana asked.
Arisa looked at her, Hana always knew what they were going through..specially Tohru. " No.. I didn't know..I'm sorry for blaming you.." Arisa apologized.
" It's alright. Right now the only thing we can do is tell her there is hope. Tell her it was just a mistake."
" That's for the prince."
" He should know by now. We just need to push them.."
" Last time you pushed, it seemed like you made them fall in a cliff." Arisa smirked.
" Don't worry we won't push that hard. As you say, we'll let nature take it's course."
~*~*~*
A/N: Is it short? Gomenasai!
Please review if you like it or whatever just to make sure I'm not making it bad or whatever.
Uh..when I finish this I'll probably will write a second fic or make an Inuyasha fic..hmmm which one?
*OFF COURSE FRUITS BASKET!!* HAHAH!
Review!!
Lys
