As I Die

A/N Gomen Nasai!!!!!!! I haven't updated in forever!!! I'm grounded and got the chance today to get on the computer.I don't think ill go into details. Oh, and please excuse any typos, I do not have time to spell check ne of this, so I'm doing my best to type w/o screwing up. I'm so happy!! I actually got reviews!!! YAY!! ^____________^ Sorry, laps of judgment, sad this early in the morning.. (Erk, its 5 AM here) ANY WAY I have no idea were any of this is coming from, so please excuse the randomness, if there is any.

Warnings: as usual in my fics.. Angst, I can't remember if there's yaoi or not!!! ARGH! Oh well. I think there is.unless this is the one w/ duo as a chick.oh yea, I remember, this is the thing w/ Fei.so it is yaoi, a 2x5 pairing!! ^_^ Any way, now that I have figured that out.there is also violence, language, drug usage and its likely going to be a death fic.

I DO NOT I repeat DO NOT own gundam wing. Please don't sue me.

Duo: death fic!!! Your not going to kill shinigami are you @_@

Aya: no, of course not, I love you to much!! ::squeezes him:: I think ill kill heero, he hurt you so bad!!

Muse: what DID heero do, I didn't ever help you with that.

Aya: I don't know.I haven't thought of that.yet. ^_____^

Muse: O_o

Heero: O_o

Heero: don't kill me! I didn't do anything to that baka!

Duo: I knew you loved me!!! ::glomps::

Heero: O_O

Muse/Aya: Oh my god

Aya: So CUTE!!! Maybe ill kill someone else.someone is going to die in this fic, I know that much.

Duo/Heero: o_O

Duo: please.don't kill me.I'm to young to die ::squeezes heero:: Hee- chan, you love me right?? Will you give yourself up for me?? Please?? ::puppy eyes:: Heero: o_O MAXWELL!!!

Aya: um.im getting frightened.so, let get on to the fic..

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As I Die: chapter three

Come into me

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~~And when you wanted me

I came to you

And when you wanted someone else

I withdrew.

And when you wanted light

I set myself on fire

And if I go, far away, I know

You'll find another slave~~

Duo lay with his head propped against the headrest of the hospital bed, listening to his breath as it came in short hitching gasps.

/ Why do I do this to myself /

"Because, you think no one loves you." Wufei leaned against the door of the room. It was after hours, so Duo knew he had broken in somehow. It didn't surprise him really to see the young man, but more so that he had been talking to himself.

Duo grinned sheepishly at the Chinese boy and squeaked (yes squeaked) "You scared me Fei, I didn't see you there!"

"I was never here to begin with. Don't you see, your dreaming. I'm not real, and neither are you."

Suddenly the image of Wufei was gone and in its place a Demon of smoke and fire stood. The creature transformed itself again and became a dragon with horns of ice and a body of water. Duo stared in amazed horror at the being before him. Then suddenly the creature became one of blood and tears. Of all the pain he felt. A blade sliced the flesh of an animal with no name, and before his eyes, it became maggot infested and repulsing. The creature then became the likeness of Wufei again, and duo Sank back into his bed, huddled underneath the covers fear plain in his eyes.

The look-alike Stared at him with an ice in his glare that would have made Heero cringe.

/Heero../ Duo thought at the being opened its mouth to reveal fangs, then shut it.

" I am your worst nightmare Maxwell. Fear me." Then it vanished, leaving no trace of its ever existing.

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Duo awoke in a cold sweat and screamed as He opened his eyes to see Wufei leaning against the door just as the image in his dream had.

" GET AWAY!!! I DON'T WANT TO SEE THOSE IMAGES ANY MORE!!"

Wufei looked up startled at the boys outburst.

"Duo, shut up, its midnight, and I cant get caught here."

Just as the words escaped his lips Duo heard the shuffle of a nurses feet coming down the hall.

"Get under my bed."

Wufei looked at Duo bewildered.

"GET UNDER THERE NOW!"

Wufei did as he was told, and had just disappeared beneath the bed when a plump nurse of about 35 who wore too much make up ran into the room sweating and out of breath.

"Mr. Maxwell!" A shrill voice erupted in the room, as the nurse looked over the boys form eyeing him for the slightest cause of the outburst.

"What happened here?" Duo cringed at her voice /will this lady shut up?/

"Um." duo scratched the back of his head "I just had a nightmare, I'm fine now."

"are you sure.I don't want you waking up the whole hospita."

Duo cut her off quickly saying that he was fine and that he wouldn't be of any more trouble to them that night.

As soon as the nurse had left, Wufei slowly crept out from under the bed and got to his feet staring at Duo and brushing the dust off his clothing and hair.

"Maxwell, what the hell was that"?

gomen nasai! I would have had this done so much sooner, but I've been in Florida. The wait was not in vain!! I got a boyfriend while I was down there!! His name is Jeff! He's 18 and he's got blond hair and blue eyes.and he's wonderful. well.you don't need to know that part. But I'm SOOOOOOOO happy now!! I met him at his work and such. he's a sweetheart If I can figure out how to download the pic, ill put it on my profile for my AIM screen name, Silentdeathshado. ^_^ ::beams:: IM SO HAPPY!!!

Ahem. Gomen, I'm just so excited. ASHITERU JEFF-KUN!!