Am I dead?
I'm floating
I'm weightless
I feel like air
Like a pebble in a road
Like plankton in the ocean
I feel small and insignificant
But I'm not dead
I'm not rotting in the ground
Flies multiplying in my skull
I'm just me
Off in my nightmare of a world
Spacey and distant
Stuck in the past
Looking into the future
Letting my life drift by
Letting it slip like sand through my fingertips
It all seems far away
Your voice is like a distant echo
Like the buzzing of a fly
Like the chirp of a bird far beyond the horizon
You are a fuzzy outline of black
Your lips are moving but the sound is gone
I can barely see you
I can't hear you
And that makes me glad
You always scream
You want to fight
I just ignore you
Why waste my time?
I have much more important things to do
Like stare off in the distance
Listening to my music
Imagining what I could've done
What I should've done.
What I would've done
I don't have time for you
You are small and insignificant
That's the only thing we have in common
You keep trying to talk to me
Can't you see I'm blocking you out?
I see you cry but it's just water leaking out of your eyes
It has no meaning
Like me
I have no meaning...