The Power Of An Angel's Tears
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AN to avoid confusion the words that have ~'s around them are the lyrics, the words that have ^'s around them are the authors notes, and the words that have *'s around them are thoughts. Sorry if I don't get the lyrics or the spelling or the grammar 100% right ......... but then again I am far from perfect......lol Since you now know that I am far from perfect you will notice that I am not too concerned that this story may or may not follow the books exactly or not at all. But see as how it is FAN FICTION and I am the authoress I really don't care. Don't like. Tough. Don't read it then. This is my first attempt at angst so leave me alone. Please read and review. I could care less if you fame me because I flame my self. Well I'll shut up now and let you read.
Chapter 3
Angelina jumped and thought that she was going to have a heart attack when she heard some one speak. "Well well, what's this? Shouldn't you be in bed already? Where in the bloody hell were you?" said a very distinctly male voice came floating angrily from behind her….
"Holy shit! Did you want to give me a heart attack Lee? And what I was doing out of bed is not really any of your concern." Angelina said in a huff.
"What do you mean that it is none of my business? The last time that I checked you were going out with one of my best friends, so when you stay out to all hours of the night with some guys, yeah that does make it my business." Lee looked at her with eyes filled with fury and rage. "How dare you say that it is none of my business!"
"Well it really isn't. The last time you checked I was going out with Fred? And when pray tell was that? If my memory serves me correctly, I do believe that you and your friends were ignoring me for the last two months. Then all of a sudden when I don't really need to depend on you guys because I have found my own friends you guys think that it is your duty to tell me what to do." Seething with rage Angelina didn't let Lee get out what ever he had planned to say when he opened his mouth. "I don't think that I will stand for this anymore. Even if my new friends weren't in Slytherin you guys would find something to criticize. So now if you don't mind I think that I had better be getting to bed so I can get up and make it through the day tomorrow. I don't know about you but I don't really fancy going to bed early on a Friday night anymore. Goodnight."
After saying her little piece Angelina turned on her heal and stomped off towards her dorms. Not caring if anyone had over heard their little conversation. *I can't believe that George, Alicia, Fred, Oliver, Katie, and Lee would all turn their backs on me. I don't know what to do. I had been really happy when I had first heard George ask me why that I was out. I guess that I should have known better. I really wish that things could go back to the way that they were before Katie and Oliver fought.* Angelina had thought as she finally reached her bed and flopped down and started to cry. After a half an hour feeling thoroughly exhausted she continued to think about her friends. *I should go and try and talk to Fred. I think that I should also apologize to everyone else. Yeah, that's what I'll do.* With this thought running through her head she had drifted off to sleep.
The next morning when Angelina woke up she looked around the dorm and found that she was alone. *That's odd. Katie and Alicia are usually still sleeping. They must have gotten up early and went to the library before they went to breakfast.* With this thought Angelina jumped into the shower and started her daily routine. She gave her hair one last brush and then bounded down the stairs to the common room. She looked towards the fireplace and noticed that she was all alone still. *Is it just me or does this day just keep getting weirder and weirder. Where is everyone? I can see the older ones being gone but usually the first years are still here.* Shrugging off the thought that something was going on she decided to go to the Great Hall and get some breakfast.
As she entered Angelina had noticed that everyone in Gryffindor was already seated at the table. She looked towards the head of the table and noticed her friends were in deep conversation but that Katie and Fred were gone. Angelina also noticed that there were some Hufflepuffs and Ravenclaws sitting at the table so the only other place to sit except the two spots by George and Oliver was between the first and second years.
"Aww. Poor Angelina. Nowhere for her to sit. I guess that you are just going to have to stand by the first years." Hearing a female voice she looked behind her and saw the only other Gryffindors that weren't already sitting down and eating. Katie continued to talk as she walked around Angelina she continued. "Angelina do think that you can sit over there in between the first and second years? I don't think that they would mind you sitting there. Well not much at least."
From the new point that Katie was standing at Angelina could see her new friends waving from the Slytherin table. Getting furious with Katie because of the smirk, Angelina abandoned her plan to talk to her friends. Giving the two a cold glare she laughed at Katie. "You would like that wouldn't you? But now if don't mind I think that I have somewhere else to be right now. I don't know about you but I am thinking that this is just a big waste of my time."
Katie and Fred could not believe that Angelina had just said that talking with them was a big waste of her time. Fred's jaw dropped when he saw her walk over to the Slytherin table and sat down. What really irked him though was right before she sat down that new kid Kade gave her a huge hug and a peck on the cheek. Getting hot with anger he stomped off to join his friends who didn't see what had happened. *What is wrong with me! I broke up with her! I shouldn't be so jealous. Wait! Jealous? No! That is one thing that I never am? Especially of a Slytherin. I am just stressed out with all these assignments and essays so close to Christmas.* Fred attacked his eggs as if they had just tried to kill him. *Besides what does that Kade have that I don't?* As they finished their breakfast and headed off to their first class a subconscious answer popped into his head. *Angelina*
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Later on that afternoon in potions class Fred was having a hard time concentrating on what Snape saying. All he could think of was that he had to watch and see what Angelina did all class. He watched her as she laughed with the two Slytherins that he had started to hate more than usual. He watched as Angelina threw back her head and laughed at something that Kade had just said. *What's wrong with me! I think that I am going to have to try and talk to her after class before we go to the Great Hall for supper.* Fred continued to muse to himself until he heard Snape say his name sounding annoyed.
"Mr. Weasley if you would be so kind as to tell us the solution to the particular poison that I have just described?"
Looking like he just got caught with his hand in a cookie jar he started at his professor. After a couple of seconds he looked around the room and noticed that the Slytherins were laughing at him. But his gaze stopped dead in it's tracks when it hit Angelina. She too was laughing. Blushing furiously he looked down and said that he didn't know.
"Ten points from Griffindor. Now Ms. Johnson would you be so kind to give us the answer."
"Gladly Professor….."
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"Hey! Angelina wait up!" Hearing her name being called Angelina looked over her shoulder and saw a pair of huge brown eyes come bouncing towards her. Smiling as she waited for Kade, she noticed Liana's blue eyes come running after her friend.
"Took you long enough to catch up! I thought I might have had to order my dinner and eat it here while I was waiting for you two to catch up. I really think that you two should start dieting and exercising. You two are really out of shape. Especially you Kade." As hard as she had tried Angelina could not help but start laughing at the expressions on their faces.
"Hey!" Kade exclaimed indignantly. "I'm not that out of shape, am I?"
Angelina laughed and gave him a hug. "No of course your not. I don't think that you are out of shape at all. You would beat me in a race any day of the week and twice on Sunday."
Fred walked into the Main hall and stopped dead in his tracks. He could not believe the sight before him. All he saw was Angelina wrap her arms around Kade and hug him. When he let her go Kade gave Angelina a peck on the cheek.
Feeling furry rise in him Fred stalked over to the couple and snarled at the two Slytherins when he got there. Addressing Angelina he forced out, "Angelina can I speak to you for a moment?"
Looking at him confused and startled, "What do you need? Is there something you need help with?"
"Um. Can I talk to you alone for a minute?" Fred said wanting to get as far away from these two Slytherins as possible. "I'll walk you back to Griffindor Tower to drop off your books."
"Um. Ok. Sure I guess." Angelina said still confused. Turning to her two friends she said, "I'll see you guys in the Great Hall in a couple minutes." Then turning to look at Fred she started off towards the Tower with him sort of trailing behind her.
The two of them walked for a while and once they got out of the crowds Fred started to talk to her. At first it was about how school was going and how her family was. Finally after a few minutes of small talk he just got right down to the point. "What happened to the two of us?"
"What so you mean?" A very confused Angelina asked.
"I mean that up until we broke up I thought that everything was going fine. I mean we never fought and then all of a sudden we broke up. What happened to us? I never wanted to break up. I don't even remember what happened that day that broke us up."
"Well Oliver and Katie were fighting and I wanted to go and see what was wrong and you must have felt left out or something because you blew up at me and basically a crappy girlfriend. Then all of a sudden I had no friends and was being ignored by everyone in Griffindor. Now that I actually have some friends I am constantly being glowered at just because they are in Slytherin."
"Angel can we please get back together? Let's just forget about before. I really miss you Angel." Fred said with pleading eyes.
"Well…what about what you said earlier?" Angelina said. She really did want to get back together with Fred she just didn't want to forget about all the things that they had said and done in the last few month. "What would your friends say about us together? I don't think that Katie is ready to talk to me about what happened."
~ If I could turn back time ~
~ If I could find a way ~
~ I'd take back those words ~
~ That hurt you and you'd stay ~
"What do you mean what I said earlier? I didn't mean to say those things. You are a great girlfriend. You really are. " Fred told her trying desperately to win her back.
"I mean I can't just forget about those things. I really want to get back together with you. I really do I just want to know…" Angelina tried to clear her meaning without saying out right that she wanted an apology.
~ I don't know why I did the things I did ~
~ I don't know why I said the things I said ~
"I don't know. I just…." Lost for words Fred didn't know what she expected of him. His mind was racing a mile a minute trying to figure out what she wanted to hear from him so he could get her back.
~ Pride's like a knife, it can cut deep inside ~
~ Words are like weapons, they wound sometimes ~
"Well why did you break up with me? I mean I don't think that I did anything. If I did can you please tell me so I can fix it. I don't want to get you back just to loose you again." When Fred looked at her eyes he could see all the hurt and pain in them.
~ I didn't really mean to hurt you ~
~ I didn't wanna see you go ~
~ I know I made you cry, but baby ~
"I hurt you a lot didn't I? I never ever meant to hurt you… at least I don't think I did." Fred was starting to wonder if he subconsciously wanted her to hurt as much as he did.
~ If I could turn back time, if I could find a way ~
~ I'd take back those words that hurt you, and you'd stay ~
~ If I could reach the stars I'd give them all to you ~
~ Then you'd love me, love me like you used to do ~
~ If I could turn back time ~
When Angelina heard the last words out of his mouth she felt like he had just ripped out her heart. *What does he mean that he doesn't THINK that he had meant to hurt her?*
~ My world was shattered, I was torn apart ~
~ Like someone took a knife and drove it deep in my heart ~
"What do you mean that you don't think that you meant to hurt me? Don't you know if you wanted to hurt me or not? If you knew you were going to be hurt when you broke up with me why didn't you stay and try and work things out? Or would that have been too hard?" Angelina was fighting back tears that were trying to make their way out of her eyes.
~ When you walked out that door I swore that I didn't care ~
~ But I lost everything darling then and there ~
"I thought that I didn't care. I thought that you and I had nothing left to bring to each other except pain. What do you want me to say? I know there is something that I am not getting, and you are trying to get me to say it." Fred was getting exasperated at the mind games that she was playing. Or he thought that she was playing.
"All I want is an apology Fred! To hear you say the actual words that you were wrong! Is that too much to ask?"
~ Too strong to tell you I was sorry ~
~ Too proud to tell you I was wrong ~
Fred saw how hard she was trying to keep the tears from spilling out of her eyes. But he couldn't. He just couldn't. He knew that he was sorry and he desperately wanted to tell her but something was holding him back. He knew that if he ever wanted to get her back he had to apologize, but for some reason his mouth wouldn't allow those simple words come out.
~ I know that I was blind, and darling ~
~ If I could turn back time, if I could find a way ~
~ I'd take back those words that hurt you, and you'd stay ~
~ If I could reach the stars I'd give them all to you ~
~ Then you'd love me, love me like you used to do ~
~ If I could turn back time ~
He turned to face her and all that came out of his mouth was probably the two most hurtful words that he could utter at that time. "I can't" With that he turned on his heal and walked off not bothering to finish going to the tower and put his books in dorm. With head down he did not see the first of her tears run down her cheek. He didn't think that he could stand to see her cry.
~ If I could turn back time ~
~ If I could turn back time, oh baby ~
~ I didn't really mean to hurt you ~
~ I didn't wanna see you go ~
~ I know I made you cry, and ooh ~
Angelina couldn't believe what she had just heard. What she had rebuilt of her heart was shattered once again by this red head that she just couldn't get over. She just stood there thinking not caring that she was starting to cry. She just let the tears come. She welcomed them hoping that they would ease some of the pain that she was feeling.
~ If I could turn back time, if I could find a way ~
~ I'd take back those words that hurt you ~
~ If I could reach the stars I'd give them all to you ~
~ Then you'd love me, love me like you used to do ~
~ If I could turn back time ~
*I thought that he said he really wanted to get back together? I wish that he had just said that he was sorry.* Without really seeing who was around her she gave the password to the Fat Lady and ran up the stairs to her dorm. Quickly throwing her books on her bed she took off running out of the Tower just as fast as she had come. Angelina didn't stop running until she was outside and sitting by the lake.
Fred didn't go to the Great Hall to eat instead he had went out to the Quidditch pitch. He had lost his appetite when he had heard Angelina start to cry as he had walked away. *Why? Why do I always screw the best thing that happen to me up?*
~ (Turn back time, find a way) ~
~ Then maybe, baby, maybe you'd stay ~
~ (Reach the stars)If I could reach the stars ~
~ (All to you) I'd give them all to you ~
Fred knew in his heart that he would give up anything that she wanted. He would give her that stars. So why was saying the two words that would mend both their hearts so hard to say? Why didn't he say them? *I am so sorry Angelina. Why am I so stupid? Why can't I say that to your face?* This was the only thought that ran through his head until he realized that it must be around nine o'clock and that he had better be getting back to the Tower. *I really am sorry Angelina…..*
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AN: I am so sorry that I am late at updating. I would have loved to respond to the reviewers but for some reason they have not shown up all the times that I check. So I am just going to say that even though I have not seen them I thank you that you have stopped and took the time to read my story. Suggestions are always welcome. If you want to make a suggestion then you can e-mail me at lil_mizzy_gurl@hotmail.com or lil_mizzy_gurl@yahoo.com .
