The Power Of An Angel's Tears
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AN to avoid confusion the words that have ~'s around them are the lyrics, the words that have ^'s around them are the authors notes, and the words that have *'s around them are thoughts. Sorry if I don't get the lyrics or the spelling or the grammar 100% right ......... but then again I am far from perfect......lol Since you now know that I am far from perfect you will notice that I am not too concerned that this story may or may not follow the books exactly or not at all. But see as how it is FAN FICTION and I am the authoress I really don't care. Don't like. Tough. Don't read it then. This is my first attempt at angst so leave me alone. Please read and review. I could care less if you fame me because I flame my self. Well I'll shut up now and let you read.
Chapter 4
Fred knew in his heart that he would give up anything that she wanted. He would give her that stars. So why was saying the two words that would mend both their hearts so hard to say? Why didn't he say them? *I am so sorry Angelina. Why am I so stupid? Why can't I say that to your face?* This was the only thought that ran through his head until he realized that it must be around nine o'clock and that he had better be getting back to the Tower. *I really am sorry Angelina…..*
When Fred reached the Tower he thought that he would find everyone in the common room and that he would have to make excuses for why he was not at dinner and why he never returned to the Tower before he did. But there was no one there at all. *This is weird. I wonder where everyone is. They can't be in bed already can they?* Not knowing what to make of this he continued on towards his dorms. When he entered he found that George and Lee were in their beds sleeping already.
A sound coming from the common room made him jump. It had sounded like the portrait was being opened. Thinking that maybe it was Percy he decided that he would go and see. Just before he was about to say hello he stopped in his tracks and stared at who was in the common room. It was Angelina and she looked like she had had been up for days. Her eyes were red and puffy and her hair was all over the place.
Hearing a sound on the stairs Angelina looked up and saw that Fred was in mid step and staring at her. Realizing what she must look like she uttered a charm to fix her appearance. "Can I help you with anything? Or did I wake you up? If I did then I am sorry."
"Why would you have woken me up? It's only…" Fred let his sentence trail off as he looked at the clock above the fireplace. *It's midnight? No wonder everyone is already asleep. How could I have not noticed how very late it was?* "I'm sorry I didn't realize the time. I guess I lost track of it."
Angelina watched Fred as he finished making his way down the stairs and as he sat down on the couch across from her. The two sat in silence for a while. Fred broke the silence with a question. "I am sorry. For before what I said and today when I didn't apologize. Do you forgive me? Do you wanna get back together?"
~ Its such a shame but I'm leaving ~ ~ Cant take the way you mistreated me ~ Fred glanced nervously at her when he saw that she was thinking he sat and waited. They both just stared into the flames when at last Angelina answered. "Why didn't you say that you were sorry? That's all that you needed to say and I would have gladly got back together… but now I think that I need some time to think about what is going on in my life…" Angelina stood and started to go to her dorm and when she passed the couch that Fred was sitting "Sit. Please. Talk to me. What is going on? I really wanna," he reached out and grabbed her arm, "get back together…can't you please just forgive me?" ~ And its crazy but oh baby ~ ~ it don't matta whatever don't phase me ~ "You don't seem to get this through your head Fred. I need to hear you say those words. Why is it so hard for guys to say they are sorry. So what if you aren't always right. No one is right all the time. You just think that you could say that I should forgive you and that really wanna get back together and everything will be fine? I think that before you and I ever get back together you should stop acting like your Ginny's age." ~ I don't believe you wanna leave like this ~ "You mean that you don't wanna get back together? I thought that was what you were hoping for." Fred said and he didn't care if it sounded conceited or not. It was what he thought. "I did want to get back together, but that was before I realised that you act like you are younger than your little sister. You are just as immature as Colin Creevey. So I think that I should get going." Angelina started to head up to her dorms once again and once again Fred caught her arm. ~ I don't believe I just had my last real kiss ~ ~ I do believe we'll laugh and reminisce ~ Fred stood up this time. Before she could react to what he was doing Fred had leaned down and kissed her. "What do you think that you are doing?! I don't seem to remember giving you permission to kiss me! I think that…." Before she could finish her sentence she got cut off. ~ Wait a minute don't bounce baby ~ ~ Lets talk about this ~ "I am sorry and I do want to get back together just admit it. You wanna to. Don't leave. Just stay down here and talk to me." Fred told her looking confident that his kiss would just make her forget about what she really wanted. ~ well I'm bouncing and I'm out son ~ ~I gotta leave you alone ~ "I said NO. I am not going to let you fool me like you did in the past. That Angelina is gone and she is NEVER coming back. Can you at least understand that?" Angelina said getting mad at the nerve of Fred thinking that he can just kiss her and expect everything to go back to be the way it was. ~ 'Cause I'm good ~ ~ Holding down my spot ~ "I've had enough. I am no longer gonna let people walk all over me. Use me. Tell what to do. When to do it and how to do it. If you want something done don't think that you can take advantage of me anymore. Is that all you guys think that your girlfriends are for?" Fred looked taken aback by her outburst. He honestly didn't think that she could be so mad at him. He used to be able to melt her and bend her to his will with just a little grin. Now he had no idea how he was gonna get out of the shit he was in. ~ And I'm good ~ ~ Reppin the girls on the block ~ Not noticing that she had started to wake up some of the older students Angelina continued. "I don't know about the other girls in this world but I for one am sick of boys thinking that they own us and can tell us what to do. It goes from your nothing but my slave and you should do anything that I tell you to even though your just friends you can't talk to anyone." ~ And I'm good ~ ~ I got this thing on lock! ~ ~ So without me you'll be fine, right? ~ "Your so right Angelina." Hearing this the two of them looked up to the stair well and finally noticed that they had some company. The girls agreed and the boys looked like they had just gotten a wake up call as to how they acted to their own girl friends. Most of them looked ashen and ashamed but a couple had the nerve to look proud and amushed. ~ All my pride is all I have ~ Fred cleared his throat gaining Angelina's attention once again. Thinking about how this would damage his reputation he thought of a quick solution. Knowing that Angelina absolutely hated to be embarrassed he hoped she would just go along with him and fight him on it at a later date and in private. So he leaned down and kissed her swiftly on the mouth. Feeling her resist and push him away he quickly said, "Come on Angel. Let's just forget this nonsense and go to bed." "Excuse me? Have you not heard a word I said? I am sorry but I have to much pride to go back on what I said. I don't know about you, but I don't like to be humiliated. Oh wait a minute you seem to be loving the attention that your getting." ~ Pride is what you had, baby girl I'm what you have ~ "I see. To you your pride comes first ehh?? Well too bad for you. I guess that you think that have pride? I think that I was the only thing that you ever possessed and you didn't even own that." Seeing that this was turning very nasty and knowing that they would hear about it eventually everyone that was standing on the stairs started to make a hasty retreat. ~ You'll be needing me but too bad ~ "Oh well if that's the way you wanna be. Just remember that when you wanna come crawling back to me because you need me. You will see soon enough that you actually do need me and then by that time I won't be around for you to walk all over." ~ Be easy, don't make decisions when you're mad ~ Realising what she was saying made sense he made on last desperate plea for her to stay. "Come on lets just talk about this tomorrow. Ok? Then we can talk about this rationally." ~ The path u chose to run alone ~ "Well there is nothing left to talk about. I am sure about my decision. I don't need you. I can live my life without you. All your doing right now is digging yourself in deeper. I am done with this silly fight." Angelina looked once more at her ex-boyfriend and went to her dorm. ~ I kno your independent you can make it on ur own ~ As Fred watched her walk out he whispered to her back, "I know. That's what I'm afraid of." After she disappeared he too went to his dorm. ~ Here with me you have a home ~ For the next couple of Fred stayed to himself and Angelina spent all of her with Kade and Leanna. Fred felt as if he was incomplete he could not believe how much comfort he felt when he was with Angelina. There was no way that he would let this little fight break them up for good.
