Hey everyone. This chapter is kind of short. I wanted to write a longer one, but I couldn't focus on the story. Shanm got my email and sent me a lot of uncalled for emails. They were very sick. All I will say is the jist of the many emails was that I was faking being molested for attention and if I'm not I deserved it. It brought back a lot of horrible memories and made me have trouble sleeping and focusing.
cheo, Thanks for your sympathy towards me. I just wonder one thing, though. Why did you keep reading my story if it's not your cup of teas as you put it? It doesn't really make any sense. I think you should read the entire story before commenting on it, though. I mean I can't just put what she feels. When you're abused you really don't know how you feel until the feelings sink in and resurface. It's nice to hear someone else's opinion. Thanks for your comments and stuff. Thanks for leaving a review.
chila, Um, thanks. Why does it need an epilogue? I'm not done yet. Thanks for your review.
lam , That's cool you like my story, but it's not the end, yet so you don't know if it's going to be a happy ending or not. Thanks for leaving a review.
Claire, I'm so glad you're enjoying my story. I got a lot of flamers, and they make me so mad. It's like if you don't like it, don't review. Thanks for the information. I wasn't sure how long they should be. Thanks for leaving such a nice review.
Writing*-*Wonder, Hi. Wow, that's so nice of you to say about my story. Thanks for your comment I really wasn't sure how long a baby is Thanks for sticking up for my story and me. I'm glad you liked my story and I will write more soon. Thanks for your review.
Eve, It's great you think rape is funny. Please don't review anymore.
Se-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named, I know this chapter was cute. Your suggestion is nice and I might use it, but I'm not sure yet. I think you could fall in love with someone who raped you, if they've turned their lives around. You might have to what? Thanks for leaving a review.
Andrea, Yeah, it was really cute with the babies. I'm glad you liked this chapter. LOL That's so true. Draco wouldn't live in anything but the best. They were in a playpen. It's like a crib, but it folds up when you're done and it has netting instead of bars.
I know Harry really bugs me a lot, too in the books, but it seems like everyone else loves him. I always feel bad for Ron. The only thing that bugs me is he says he doesn't like fame, but he always wants all the attention. Like in GOF when he wanted to be the winner, even though he was too young to enter. Thanks for your review I enjoyed reading it.
sweetie, I'm glad you're enjoying the story. It's good to see someone who actually likes it. Thanks for the review.
kneh13, Don't worry. There's more to the story. Lots more. I will update again. I think after I'm done there will be a sequel. About Monika and Christopher in theirs years at Hogwarts. Thanks for reviewing.
Jubilee Black, I'm glad you thought it was cute. Thanks for the review.
shanm, It's sad a little girl like you can be such a well I would say
the word but I try to avoid profanity. How do I know you're a little girl? I
know because I always love to read the stories and profiles of people who flame
me. I wonder how young someone has to be to have their age put against them as
you claim it would be if you revealed it? You say my story is pathetic? I read
some of yours, and well all I have to say is thank you. They made me laugh so
hard. Too bad they weren't humor. With your lack of writing and grammar skills
you'd be great at humor stories. I also think it's a shame you think I am lying
about what happened to me. It's a shame you can't get my message.
Grow up little girl. Learn to respect people, because if you don't you will not
get anywhere in life. By the way you act, I assume you will probably be working
at a local Burger King when you grow up. I think you are very
"special" little girl. Maybe you should talk to someone. You said
your father died. That's sad, but did your mom die too? Because it seems like
no one taught you any manners. You with your horrible stories have no right to
judge anyone else. I feel bad for you. It's a shame you are so ignorant. You
will be in my prayers. I pray that you will learn compassion, kindness, and
manners.
As to your second response, just when I thought you couldn't get any more
obnoxious, surprise! You do! You say I talk about being molested too much.
People ask me why I wrote this, what inspired me, what was the message. So, I
tell them. Yet, I tell them one little fact about my life and you make me out
to be some attention whore, which you would know about because you are. It's
funny you say I talk to much about my life, which you know almost nothing
about, yet you leave a million page review only about your life. No one asked
about your life, and no one cares.
I'm glad you're so insensitive that make fun of people who were molested. You
are a sick person! After who you act like I made up being molested I highly
doubt you didn't make up your life story. You know what? You say your mom is
sooooooo poor. She doesn't have a job. Ok, she can't make her bills, but you
have a computer? I know some people who have jobs and can't afford computers.
If you bought it before you got poor, wouldn't you sell it for money? So, maybe
you should get your facts straight before you go around leaving reviews about
your "life" which almost no one care about. You complain about my
spelling, which is good. You need the beta.
Your point was for me to stop complaining, which I've never done, about my life
so you can complain about the little made up you have? Yeah, there are tons of
poor people with comps. The other day I saw I a hobo checking his email. You're
a very sick person. You have no writing talents and need to learn some grammar.
Please don't leave any reviews anymore. Also seek help. You know, you don't
always have to the center or of attention and it's horrible you think I'm
trying to get attention for being molested. Next to you live a review, it's to
comment on the story not try to get attention for your little ego.
I wasn't sure if I should have post this or not, but I think I have to. Please stop emailing me. I mean 30 emails in one day. If I could, or knew how to, block your email I would. There were very messed up. Please leave me alone. You stated your opinion, sneakily got my addy, and spamed me. Now, I stated mine. Please leave me alone.
Monika, I felt bad for you yesterday. So many reviews! LOL Yes, Cho hexed you! hehe Dr. Evil is funny. LOL I'm glad you like this chapter. I had so many little firebugs. Monika is the little Slytherin. Christopher is a boy. He's dumb. LOL He didn't care either way. I'm glad you liked the teddy bear part and liked the chapter. I was so depressed by the flamers.
P.S. shanm has been harassing me. So, I've blocked her from reviewing me, because she imed me. Being super nice and saying she got my s/n from a friend and asked for my addy. Then, she sent me a lot of hate mail which pretty much said some nasty things which I prefer not to talk about =(
P.S.S. Thank you for saying that. I love ya! =) Your reviews always make me so happy. I'm glad you didn't send the basilisk. I think it would have just thrown them up! LOL *Sicks Snape at them!* LOL Thank you for sticking up for me. It made me feel nice, especially after shanm made me feel so depressed.
Learning To Cope
Chapter 16
It was a warm day in August. The sun was shining and the sky was a deep shade of blue. Ginny was sitting outside in the huge backyard of the estate holding her babies as they watched Harry and Draco flying on their brooms. The backyard of the estate was huge. It was almost big enough to be a regulation Qudditch field.
Ginny held her babies tightly and said, "Look at your daddies practicing Qudditch." Monika and Christopher watched contently. Their little eyes darted back and forth from Harry to Draco.
Harry was zooming through the air showboating. Taking huge dives and going back up right before he crashed into the ground. Draco was going through the sky in a zig zag pattern.
A few minutes later, Draco landed in front of Ginny and the twins. She smiled at him and said, "They're enjoying watching their two daddies fly."
Draco smiled and said, "Can I take them on a ride with me?"
"I don't know," Ginny said nervously.
"Please, Ginny. They'll love it," Draco said taking Monika from her.
"Alright, but be careful and one at a time," Ginny said holding Chris tightly to her.
Harry landed before here and said, "I'll take Chris."
"Be careful," Ginny said handing Christopher to Harry.
"Aren't I always careful?" Harry asked.
Ginny thought for a moment and all of the times he had fallen off of his broom had flashed through her mind. "Not all of the time," she said.
"I never fall off of my broom!" Harry said.
Both Ginny and Draco looked at him skeptically. "Never on purpose. Someone," he said looking at Draco, "either pushes me off, or hexes me, or the balls. I'm safe now. I swear."
"Ok, Harry, but please do be careful," Ginny said looking at Christopher whom he was holding.
"I will be!" Harry said mounting his broom and nearly dropping Christopher.
Before Ginny could stop him, both him and Christopher were up in the air. Draco grabbed his broom and kicked off from the ground. They were both zooming through the sky. Going in loop de loops and zig zaps. The babies clapped and made gooing noises as the rode with Harry and Draco.
As she watched them, a smile came to her face. She still felt a bit nervous about them flying with Harry and Draco, but the sight of it was too cute for words. Draco noticed how Ginny was enjoying the sight and landed down softly in front of her.
"You're done already?" Ginny asked surprised he had come down so early. Harry was still riding with Christopher in his arms.
"No, I just thought you might like to join us on this little family ride," Draco said smiling at her.
Ginny thought for a moment and said, "I don't know. I don't think there's enough room on your broom for me."
Draco smirked at her and said, "Look at you, Ginny. You're in wonderful shape. You're even smaller than you were before. I never would have thought that would have been possible."
"You're just flattering me to get me on your broom," Ginny said blushing. Every time Draco would give her a complement she felt funny inside. Like there were butterflies in her stomach or something.
"Nope, you do look wonderful. Come on, ride with me and Monika," Draco said and kissed her cheek.
Harry looked at them as he held Chris and rode his broom. He could see Ginny and Draco talking. He just saw Draco kiss her. Harry tried not to let it bother him, but it did. He knew they should be friends, but he didn't want them to be. Was it so horrible to want Ginny all to himself?
"Come on, get on." Draco prodded Ginny. She giggled and got onto his broom.
"Hold on to my waist," he said.
"Alright," she said and giggled. She wrapped her arms around his waist. He kicked off the ground and they went up. Ginny wrapped her arms around him tighter.
"Are you nervous?" he asked her.
"A little," Ginny said honestly.
"Don't worry. You're safe with me. I'd never let anything happen to you or the babies," Draco said to her.
Ginny smiled and said, "I know."
Harry had heard what Draco had said to Ginny and a scowl came to his face. Why couldn't it be just him and Ginny? Why did Draco have to be the father of the twins?"
For hours they flew around like that all over the huge backyard, until Christopher and Monika got tired. Both Harry and Draco landed on the soft ground. Ginny took the two babies and took them inside to set them down for a nap.
Draco went into the house and sat down in the living room. Harry followed him and sat next to him. "That was fun wasn't?" Draco asked looking at Harry.
"Yes," Harry said sounding distant.
"Something wrong? You sound funny. Like you're upset or something," Draco said sounding worried about Harry.
"Yes there is something wrong," Harry said firmly.
"Are you feeling all right?" Draco asked.
"No, I'm pissed off," Harry said bluntly.
"Why?" Draco asked.
"Because of you!" Harry said angrily.
"What the bloody hell have I done to you?" Draco asked Harry confused as to why he had said that.
"I know you like Ginny, but it's ridiculous the way you throw yourself at her!" Harry said.
"I don't throw myself at her!" Draco replied his voice raising.
"Oh, yeah? What about today? Asking her to ride on your broom with her. You probably just want to have sex with her again," Harry said.
"Just shut up, Harry! You don't anything about what happened between me and her. So don't pretend like you," Draco said glaring at him.
"I may not know exactly what happened when you raped her, but I know you want to have sex with her again. I see the way you throw yourself at her," Harry said.
"I'm not throwing myself at her. Besides, if I wanted to have her, I could have had her already," Draco said icily.
"You're lying!" Harry said nervously.
"Am I?" Draco said even icier.
"Yes, you are," Harry accused.
"Do you want to know a little secret Harry?" Draco asked.
Harry narrowed his eyes and said, "Tell me."
"On the morning before the twins were born, Ginny told me she loved me. That she loved me more than you and that I was the love of her life," Draco said.
"Oh, really? Then, why aren't you with her?" Harry asked.
"Because I told her to get with you. I knew you were best for her and that she loved you more. Are you happy? I knew she loved you. I loved her so I told her to get back you! I let her go because I loved her!" Draco said.
"It's not true," Harry said.
"Oh, but it is," Draco drawled.
"You're a liar. You're lying to me. That never happened," Harry said hysterically.
Ginny came into the living room and Draco said, "If you don't believe me, why don't you ask Ginny?"
"Ask me what?" Ginny said confused.
She sat down on the couch and Harry said, "It is true on the morning before the twins were born you told Draco you loved him more than me and that he was the love of your life?"
Ginny looked down and said, "Yes, Harry, it is true."
Harry glared at her and said, "Is it also true that you didn't want to get with me? That Malfoy told you to?"
"It's true Harry, but"
Harry interrupted Ginny and got up. "That's it! I'm leaving!"
Ginny got up and said, "Harry, no. Don't leave. Where will you go?"
"You know what? I really don't know where I'll go, but anywhere is better than here," Harry said.
"Please don't go!" Ginny begged going over to him.
"Stay away from me, you whore! I bet he didn't even rape you. You just made it made it up you slut!" Harry said.
Ginny started crying and said, "Why did you say that, Harry?"
"Because it's the truth! You're just a dumb whore!" Harry yelled.
Draco got up and said sternly, "Apologize to her."
"I won't apologize for saying the truth," Harry said.
Rage over took Draco and he punched Harry straight in the mouth. Harry blacked out and fell to the ground. Draco turned around and looked at Ginny. She was still crying over what Harry had said.
Draco hugged her said, "Calm down. It'll be all right. Don't cry over him. He doesn't deserve your tears."
Ginny hugged him back and said, "I love you, Draco. I do. I forgive you for raping me, and I love you so much."
"I love you, too Ginny." Draco said and kissed her forehead tender,
Ginny took off her engagement ring and threw it to the floor. "I'm so tired. Carry me to my bedroom?" she asked.
"Anything for you," Draco said and picked her. He carried her to her bedroom and put her in the bed.
"Spend the night with with me?" she asked shyly.
Draco just smiled at her and got into bed with her. Ginny cuddled to him. He held her tightly as she drifted off into sleep. "I love you," he whispered before falling asleep.
