Hey everyone. I think it's so cool I got over 100 reviews. That's never happened to me before. I don't know whether to be flattered or not, though because most of them are flames. To those who let nice and/or constructive reviews thank you. To those who left flames, sorry you wasted your time and made yourself look ignorant. Here's the next chapter. It's kind of short and sets up what happens next chapter. Here are some reviews I wanted to talk about

T'Maia, I didn't write this story for shock value. That's sick. Please don't review anymore.

Andrea , LOL I think you liked it the most because Harry got punched. Yeah, Harry has issues. All child stars do! LOL I have to finish reading book five. Why would you run? Unless he was on a broom, you wouldn't have a problem. LOL

I really don't mind flamers, because everyone is entitled to their own opinion, but I hate it when they flame me and not my story. They have no right to judge me. They act like I made up I was molested. That is sick. Then, people start emailing me. I think that is too much to take over a story. It's like get a life and stop harassing people. Anyway, thanks for your review and your advice.

P.S. Thanks. Yeah, that is my favorite pair.

Writing*-*Wonder , Yes, Harry was a jerk in that chapter. Thanks for sticking up for me. I usually don't let flamers bug me, but she was emailing me and just being mean. It's like don't judge me or hate me over a story. I'm glad you like my story and want to read more. Thanks for reviewing and saying all of those nice things about me. =) It made me feel good. Sometimes, I just feel like people hate me over a story and it upsets me.

Monika, Yes, I was mean to her in this chapter. Harry was a jerk again. He has jealous problems. Nope, you're right. Draco loves her to death. You never know, they may they may not. I will, you know me.

P.S. Don't apologize for her. It's not your fault. She kept emailing me, but I'm just deleting them now. LOL I think they just smell bad because their Cho, and you know why Cho smells bad. =(  haha That's a very good name for them. From now on flamers are J.C.C. s hehe She's just mad I like Ginny and not her. No one really likes Cho, though.

Dawn, Thanks for the flame. I know you didn't want me to reply, but I had to. You say I am angry, but I am not. Why can't Ginny forgive him? You need to learn forgiveness. Please don't review here anymore.

Lady Draven, I know my story is weird. It's not like any of the other stories of ff.net. I guess it's because I've gone through something must people do, but I'm glad because no one deserves to be abused. I'm going to finish. That's cool you're hooked on my story. Thanks for your review.

GrednForge , LOL Glad you liked that line. You know Draco, he just wanted his son following in his foot steps, not his daughter. Harry does need to get a life. I don't like him much myself. I like Ginny/Draco, too, but I still may make it Harry/Ginny.

jo, I'm glad you thought it was great. It's not the end. Harry can be a jerk sometimes.

Thanks for sharing your opinion.

Se-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named, Yes, Harry is kind of OOC. Well, what do you think Harry would do? I don't really know, because I don't like Harry and I think he always wants to be the center of attention. I'd really like to know your opinion. Thanks for reviewing.   

allie, LOL. Another HH. Harry Hater. hehe. Stop playa hatin'! LOL JK Yes, Harry was a jerk. Well, I guess you could say that about Draco, but people can change fast. He say the way his life was and really wanted to change it because it disgusted him. She had a different diease. So, that's why she got better. Christmas miracle! hehe She wanted them to have his last name.

Jubilee Black, Ok, Malfoy can rot in Hell, but you're being a meanie to Ginny. It's weird. Everyone here either LOVES harry or HATES him. It's funny. I will keep posting. Thanks for your review.

Learning To Cope

Chapter 16

Draco held Ginny tightly while they slept. Her arms were around him and her head was on his chest against his heart. Ginny could hear it beating. The sound of his heart beating was reassuring. Her eyes fluttered up.

Ginny didn't know what came over to her, but she had the great urge to kiss Draco. She stretched her neck up and gently kissed his lips while he slept. Her hand gently stroked his hair.

The kiss had woken Draco up. He pulled away from the kiss and said, "Why did you kiss me, Ginny?"

"I don't know. I just felt like it," Ginny lied.

"Oh," Draco said somberly.

"Ok, I did do it for a reason," Ginny said getting up and looking at her window. It was raining.

"What was the reason?" Draco asked getting out of bed and walking over to Ginny. She sensed his presence and moved away.

"The reason I kissed you is because I'm in love with you," Ginny said looking away from him.

"Why are you acting like you just killed someone or something?" Draco asked wondering why she was acting so strangely

"I'm not suppose to be in love with you…" Ginny said looking at the carpeted floor.

"You're not?" Draco asked feeling confused and upset.

"No! You're not supposed to love your rapist!" Ginny screamed hysterically.

"I thought you forgave me," Draco said weakly.

"I do forgive you, but I'm not suppose to love you. I'm not supposed to want to be with you. Did you know what I thought of tonight?" Ginny asked.

"No, I don't. Tell me," Draco said gently.

"I though of… I thought of… I thought of being intimate with you!" Ginny struggled to say.

"It's only because you love me and I love you, too," Draco said.

"I know, but it's not right. I shouldn't love you. I should want to have sex with you. You don't fall in love with your rapist," Ginny said starting to cry.

Draco went over to her and held her. "Don't cry, Ginny. Don't cry. You can't control who you love," he said.

"Don't touch me," Ginny said and pulled away, "And yes I can control who I love."

"Ginny, don't act like that. You know I love you and those babies. I would never ever hurt you again. You believe me, don't you?" Draco said.

"I know you love me, and you won't hurt me again or the twins, but I just can't let myself love you. That would just be sick," Ginny said sounding disgusted.

"No, Ginny, it's not. You know I love you and you love me back. I don't know why people love who they love, but your heart chooses someone and you love them. No matter what. You'll always love that person. I'll always you, and you'll always love me," Draco said looking into her eyes.

"No, I won't love you anymore. I won't allow myself to," Ginny said.

"Why not? What's wrong with loving me? I made a mistake. I've turned my life around and am so sorry about it words cannot express how sorry I really am," Draco said.

"It's simple. If I get with you, people will think I liked it when you raped me. That I deserved it, or that I made it up, or that I am a whore. Just like Harry said," Ginny said.

Cautiously, Draco went over to Ginny again. He hugged her and she cried more. "Ginny, you know that's not true. You didn't deserve it. I made a mistake and I love you. Please love me back," Draco pleaded.

"If I love you, it doesn't mean I'm sick or deserved it?" Ginny asked holding on to him tightly.

"No, Ginny, it doesn't mean any of those. I was in a bad state of mind when I did what I did to you. You didn't deserve it. Only two good thing came from it," Draco said.

"What two things?" Ginny asked confused.

"Our two babies. Monika and Christopher," Draco said.

Ginny smiled and said, "You're right. I love them both so much. I can't imagine my life without them. Or well you. I was just afraid if we got together, people would think I liked it or deserved it."

"You've had a hard night. Let's lay down ok?" Draco said picking her up.

She smiled at him and kissed his lips softly. He kissed back and put her on the bed. They cuddled to each other and feel asleep in each other's arms.

Hours later, Ginny woke up a shifting feeling in the bed. Her eyes fluttered up and she sat up. She saw Draco holding Christopher his left arm while feeding him.

"You're doing a good job," Ginny said watching them.

"You know I did this so you wouldn't have to wake up. It doesn't bother you their not nursing, right?"

"Nope, as long as you didn't put the milk in boiling water for an hour," Ginny teased.

"No, it was only in there for two minutes," Draco said feeding his son.

"What about Monika?" Ginny asked.

"What about her?" Draco asked.

Ginny giggled and said, "Do you feed her?"

"I tried, but she wasn't hungry. Just wet. So, I changed her and put her down for a nap," Draco said.

"Very good," Ginny said and kiss his forehead.

She got up and Draco said, 'Where are you going?"

"To check on my little girl," she said walking to the crib. Ginny looked at Monika. Monika was sucking her thumb as she slept in her crib. Ginny tries to pick her up, but Monika made a whimpering noise and waved her hand as if to say, "Mom, leave me alone!"

Ginny could help but laugh. She leaned down and gently kissed her daughter's head. "You're just like mommy. You love your sleep, don't you?" Ginny asked.

"Thank God she loves to sleep. Chris loves to whine. We don't need two of them that love to whine," Draco said.

"That's true, but whiner or not, I still love him." Ginny said and watch as Draco burped him.

"Same here, honey, but when he wants to whine all night daddy loves him just a little less." Draco said.

Ginny took the baby from him and laughed. Christopher rested against his mother's chest as she said, "I know what you mean."

"Hey! No fair he gets to lay his head on your breasts!" Draco teased.

"Oh, knock it off," Ginny said.

There was a tapping at the window. Draco opened it and his owl flew in. Sly threw the note he was carrying in his break to Draco. Draco gave him some water.

"Who's it from?" Ginny asked looking over.

"My mom. She says she's coming over the 24th," Draco said.

"Isn't today the 24th?" Ginny asked.

"Shit!" Draco said.

"I agree. Tell her she can't come!" Ginny begged rocking Chris in her arms.

"Why don't you want her here?" Draco asked.

"She hates me! Besides, she'll just criticize every thing," Ginny said.

"I'll make sure she behaves," Draco said.

"Alright then. She can come," Ginny said putting Chris in his crib.

"I love you. You're the best," Draco said and got up and kissed Ginny.

Tiredly, Ginny walk out of her room to shower. Harry walked up to her and said, "I'm really sorry. Please take me back."

"Harry, I don't know if I can," Ginny said.

"Please, I'm sorry." Harry said holding her ring.

"You've hurt me twice. I don't know," Ginny said.

"I am sorry. It will never happen again. I want you to be my wife. Having my children someday. What do you say? Will you take me back?" Harry asked.