Forbidden Lover

Part 7

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Hi again everyone! Wow, part 7! I've never write anything THIS long! ^_^ Anyway, thank you all for the wonderful reviews, comments and critics, I really appreciate them! I'm very glad that you're all supporting me =) Anyway I never own PoT boyz ... oh! But if I can choose, I want Fuji!! *got smacked by Tezuka* Ouch ... Okay, his plushies is fine.

I dedicated this story to all of the readers!! That means it goes to Strawberryfanxz, Katana, Yami no Tenshi, SIB, Chii, bunni bunni, Aloysius, Sadame XX, Evolem, Silverstar, Takako Sakuranomiya, Liana, Cel, and ... I think I missed out some people ... well if I missed anyone out, please forgive me! But you DO know that it's dedicated to you, right? ^_^

YES!! There is a lot of - hell; there are lots of OOC in this fic! I'm SO sorry ... I'm sorry about the wrong tenses, Yami no Tenshi, you're so nice! Thank you dear =) Now, I really think that this fic is very bad ...

Please enjoy!!

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It was late at night, and it was very late for dinner. Yuuta ran all the way to his house because he was so worried about Fuji. //What if he keep on waiting for me to eat?//, he thought panicky and felt relieved as he made it to their apartment.

Yuuta quickly opened the door, only to find it unlock and dashed in. "I'm home!!", he exclaimed, gasping for air and frowned. "Huh? Tezuka-senpai?"

Yuuta gawked as he saw Tezuka was holding the sleeping Fuji in his arms. He slowly smiled and felt happy. They looked so perfect together. They fit the missing part of each other life. Yuuta smiled and walked closer, but slowly to them. "Hi there Tezuka-senpai," he said carefully, almost whispering. "Is he sleeping?"

Tezuka nodded and stared at the sleeping Fuji. //He's so beautiful ...//

"Oh, have you eat? I'll make dinner right away," Yuuta said and put his bag on the couch.

"No, it's fine, I'm planning on going home after you got here anyway," Tezuka said. "By the way, please tell me where should I put my Sleeping Prince? He's not going to be comfortable if I put him on the couch, so I waited for you."

"Oh, I'm sorry I'm late!", Yuuta said and smiled. //My Sleeping Prince? Sounds cute ...//, he gestured the door. "There, Aniki's bedroom."

Tezuka nodded and carefully stood up, carried Fuji in his arms and walked to Fuji's room. Yuuta silently peeked from the kitchen. //WOW!! Did something happen?? Will Tezuka-senpai do something to Aniki?//

He saw Tezuka put Fuji carefully like Fuji's a fragile crystal and covered him with blanket. Fuji, like a child, snuggled under the blanket. Tezuka shook his head, looking amused and brushed some bangs on Fuji's face.

Yuuta blushed. //I bet something lovely DID happen ...//

Tezuka sat on Fuji's bed, still staring at his brother's face, and seconds later; he stooped down and kissed Fuji tenderly in the lips.

Yuuta jumped in excitement. //YAY!! FINALLY!! THE DAY I WAITED HAS FINALLY COME!!//

Yuuta saw Tezuka slowly rise and he quickly pretending that he's cooking. "Now, where did I put the salt ... I think I'm running out of eggs too ..."

"Yuuta."

"Yes?", Yuuta turned around and tried his best not to grin.

"I'm going home now, thanks for everything," Tezuka put on his Seigaku jacket and walked to the door.

"No, thank YOU for everything," Yuuta said and followed him. "Captain ... You still looked good on that. You really should come back to the club."

"No one will accept me," Tezuka put on his shoes.

"Who says that?", Yuuta frowned.

"Good night," Tezuka opened the door and waved.

"AH!! Tezuka-senpai!!", Yuuta quickly said.

"Yes?"

"Um ... since you've waited for me until this late, and you did take care on Aniki," Yuuta smiled happily. "I want to invite you to lunch tomorrow. Tomorrow is Saturday after all, and it'd be so lonely to eat with just the two of us, so I think it'd be great if you come. Tomorrow."

Tezuka smirked. "You invited me."

"Well yes I did invite you."

"But Fuji didn't invite me."

"I'm sure he's gonna invite you but because he fell asleep ...", Yuuta thought hard for another reason. "Or maybe, what if you go out with Aniki tomorrow? You can ask him out or he can ask you out ... How about it?"

"Both of them sounds fine," Tezuka said. "I'll come."

"Thank goodness!", Yuuta clasped his hands. "Alright then! Be careful, Tezuka-senpai!"

***

Fuji stirred in his sleep and slowly woke up. "Um ..."

Yuuta, after closing the front door, rushed to their room. "Aniki? Are you awake?"

Fuji slowly sat up, still rubbing his eyes and looked around. "Yuuta?"

"Yes, too bad I'm not Tezuka-senpai ...", Yuuta smirked.

Fuji slowly felt very wide-awake. "Tezuka? Where is he? Has he come home? When? And, and, who brought me here? Was it you?"

"Geez, Aniki, calm down. Tezuka-senpai did come home a few minutes ago ... No, it was Tezuka-senpai who carried you here ... and he went home ..."

"Just like that?", Fuji sighed, disappointed.

"Well, lucky you, he kissed you before he went home," Yuuta nodded and pretended to think. "Hmm ... or was it just my imagination? Did something lovely happen?"

Fuji blushed furiously. "YUUTA!! Did you peek?", he threw a pillow to Yuuta.

Yuuta caught it easily as he laughed. "Well, Aniki, isn't that your first kiss? You should thank him! The gorgeous Tezuka-senpai kissed you ..."

Fuji sighed and covered his face. "I didn't know how did that happen ... All I know that he, he grabbed my hand and pulled me closer and ... We kissed."

Yuuta smiled and sat beside his brother. //Like usual, so easy to make you talk ...//, he shook his head, amused. "You're happy, aren't you?"

Fuji stayed silent, and tilted his head. "But ..."

"What? Are you thinking about your status? I mean, because you're older than him, and because you're his teacher, and he's your student, then you're not meant to be with him? That's so ridiculous. As long as you're happy and you loved him ..."

Fuji slowly smiled. "Yeah ... Yeah, you're right."

"Anyway, Aniki, have you eat? Let's stay up until midnight!"

"What for?"

"Let's talk about YOUR kiss and MY kiss!!", Yuuta said naughtily. Fuji blushed again and hit him with the pillow. "But in the mean time, go take a shower while I'm making the food. You smelled so stinky ..."

He got hit with the pillow again, harder this time.

***

Fuji and Yuuta turned on the DVD player and put on the Titanic DVD. They both stared at the screen and busied themselves with their food. But anyway, they didn't pay much attention to it. Yuuta, boring, skipped most of the scenes by fast-forwarding the movie.

"So ... tell me! What happened?"

Fuji choked. "Oh ... *cough cough cough* Well ... nothing, really ... Tezuka was fighting with Taka-san about ... Um, well, I don't know, it's not really clear, and he said Tezuka's life was miserable and Tezuka kinda punched him in the face and ..."

"Whoo, calm down! Make it clear! I don't understand a word!"

"The point is, Taka-san made Tezuka mad. He said because Taka-san was saying things about me ...", Fuji trailed off and sighed sadly. He remembered Takashi's words. What was that again?

//He killed people//.

Fuji shook his head. //No, no, it can't be ... There must be something wrong, or some misunderstanding ...//

"Aniki?"

Fuji snapped back to reality. "Oh! I'm sorry!"

"On to the story."

"And then when I got home, he was there, and ... AAHHH!! Do I really have to explain all of this to you??", Fuji blushed and Yuuta grinned.

"How was the kiss?"

"Well ...", Fuji frowned. "Stop it, Yuuta! You're making me blushed!"

"Did something happen yesterday? When you were visiting him?"

Fuji hugged his knees and put his chin on them. "I felt very disappointed when he didn't kiss me back then ... I thought, when he leant forward to me, he was going to kiss me, but he took a spider on my hair ..."

"AH! I know that feeling! I did the same to Mizuki and he felt very disappointed!"

"Right?", Fuji smiled. "That's what I felt!"

They both giggled like maniacs and their food was forgotten.

Fuji sighed and leaned his back on the couch, and stared at the screen. It was the part when Jack died and Rose let him drowned into the water. "Oh stop it! It was the saddest moment! Turn it off!"

Yuuta ignored his brother and tossed a pillow to him. "Covered your face with this then."

Fuji obeyed and fell silent. "I wonder ... I wonder what would Tezuka do if we're in their position ..."

"What do you mean?"

The prodigy sighed. "I mean ... if we're both in danger and one of us has to stay alive ... oh damn, it would be the hardest decision for both of us ..."

Yuuta nodded. "I don't know what should I do. I'd sacrifice myself, of course, but it'd make Mizuki sad and I hate it when it happened. Hmm ..."

"See? I ... I don't ever want that to happen ... I wanted Tezuka to be happy. Always."

Yuuta smiled and hugged his brother. "I understand. Now, let's just get to sleep! Tezuka-senpai is coming tomorrow to ask you out!"

Fuji opened his eyes and blinked. "What?"

Yuuta stuck his tongue out. "In other words, you're having a date with him tomorrow!"

"What? YUUTA! Wait!!"

Yuuta laughed as he ran to their room. "Good luck, Aniki!!"

***

In the morning ...

Fuji stared at the mirror nervously and he glared at the clock.

Yuuta stuck his head and frowned. "I'm going, Aniki, you look great, so please ... Stop staring into the mirror," he smiled, amused as his brother sighed. "Ah! The bell rang! It must be Tezuka-senpai!"

Fuji suddenly blushed and has to lean against the wall for support. His heart was beating so fast. "Y - y - y - Yuuta -"

But Yuuta has already disappeared and Fuji heard he was talking to someone. "Tezuka-senpai, come in! Good timing! Now that you're here, I'm ready to go. Take care of my Aniki, all right? ANIKI!!"

Fuji glanced at the mirror once again and walked out from the room. "Yes, I'm coming ..."

Tezuka's lips twitched. Fuji did his best to avoid Tezuka's eyes. He was still embarrassed about their kiss last night ...

"I'll be going then. See you!", Yuuta grabbed his jacket and quickly walked away.

"Eh? I thought you said you invited me to lunch?", Tezuka tilted his head. Yuuta 'eep' and ran away, laughing.

Fuji blushed. "What? That Yuuta!!", he growled and sighed. He silently thanked his brother. He really has a date with his ... ehem, lover, now. //Lover?//, he thought and blushed. //Ah ... I'm not really sure about that ...//

"So, what are we going to do?", Tezuka asked and Fuji snapped back to reality.

"Err ... well, since Yuuta said, err, lunch, then, why don't we just, having lunch, um, in the restaurant or café, or, wherever you want?", Fuji stammered.

"I'll go wherever you want to go."

Fuji stared at Tezuka, astonished. "You said it like you're my guardian or something," he smiled fondly.

"Well I've always been your guardian, don't you realize?", Tezuka said with a smirk. Seeing Fuji frowned in confusion, he shrugged and grabbed Fuji in the arm. "Let's go."

"Ah, okay ...", Fuji smiled and walked, but he stopped as he realized Tezuka was still standing. "Tezuka?"

"And don't forget to lock the door."

***

"Come on, Tezuka, at least choose one place!", Fuji wailed to Tezuka. "Where do you want to eat?"

"I've told you that I'll eat wherever you want to eat."

"Yes, but, I'm afraid my taste and your taste are different ..."

"It doesn't matter."

Fuji sighed. "Alright. Come on; tell me, what do you want to eat right now? What do you want?"

Tezuka stared at his teacher deeply. //Right now, I wanted to be by your side ... and that's all I need, and you, that's what I want//.

"What about you? What do you want?"

A vein popped on Fuji's head. "Okay then! I want hamburgers, then I want to go to the sport station, and then I want to shop, clothes, shoes, everything, and then if I'm tired I want sodas, French fries, and I want to go to the park to eat ice-cream, sit on the bench, and then when our date has finally end, I want you to walk me home! How about that? I want you to be by my side all day today!"

Fuji blushed, realizing what he has said and covered his mouth. "Of course, that was only a part of plan ...", he added quickly, but shyly.

Tezuka smirked. //Date? Did he just say date?//

"Very well, my prince, I shall accompany you today," Tezuka said and Fuji stared at him. "I'll obey everything. So, just like you said, you want hamburgers, right? Let's go buy hamburgers, and then let's go to the sport station. And then let's shop, let's buy some clothes, shoes, whatever. By the time you've finished shopping you must be tired, so you want sodas and French fries and then go to the park and eat ice-cream, and then I'll walk you home. Deal?"

"Deal!", Fuji laughed. "Wow, this is the first time I heard you talk so many words! Come on, Tezuka, I'm hungry!", he tugged on Tezuka's sleeve, and they has finally started their date.

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Let's just skip this ...

"Waaah that was niceeee~~~~", Fuji exclaimed as he stretched his body. They were in a fast food restaurant just now, because Tezuka really obeyed his dear teacher. "How did you know this place, Tezuka? Their French fries are the best ..."

Tezuka walked slowly and still keeping his eyes on Fuji. Fuji was bumping on everyone as he looked around in excitement when they were shopping. Now Tezuka was holding three big bags, two in his right and one in his left hand. "Careful, or you might bump again."

"Don't worry - ouch! Oh, I'm so sorry ...", Fuji bowed his head and stay closer to Tezuka. "So, now?"

"We're going to the park and let you have ice cream. And then, I'll walk you home and it'll be finish," Tezuka said tiredly. His legs were killing him. He haven't walk THIS long ... For hamburgers, shopping and sport station, they already spent two hours.

//But ... that was fun//, Tezuka thought. He silently smiled and followed Fuji. //He's really my type ...//

Tezuka sighed. //But damn, I couldn't hold his hands since there are bags in my hands//.

***

At the park ...

Tezuka thanked God as he sat on the bench. //Holy!! I felt like I haven't sit in a few years ...//

Fuji sat beside him. "Wow, the park is really beautiful at night ... the stars are sparkling, look!"

"Hmm ...", Tezuka replied tiredly. "And there are lots of couples at night here."

"Not that one," Fuji blushed hard, but fortunately Tezuka was staring at the sky. And then Tezuka closed his eyes. "Are you tired?"

"No ..."

Fuji shrugged it off. "Tezuka ... have you ever watched Titanic?"

"Hmm? Why?"

"Just wondering ... Come on, just answer it."

"... once."

"And? Did you cry?", Fuji teased as he leaned forward.

"Of course not," Tezuka smirked. "I didn't really watch it since I'm not used of sitting three hours in the theatre. When the people around me started crying, I blinked and tried to follow the story, but still ... I didn't understand where was the sad part."

"Fool! It was when Jack died and Rose let him drowned deeply into the water, even though she loved him very much ...", Fuji trailed off. "You've watched it with ... who?"

"A friend."

Fuji shrugged it off again. "Have you ... ever cried before?"

"No."

"Really? Even thought when your parents ..."

"No. I just didn't know. I felt sad, but I couldn't cry. I just ... felt relieved, that they didn't have to suffer anymore."

Fuji frowned. "What? What happened to them?"

Tezuka kept silent, and he smiled, not smirking, even though it was just a bit. Fuji felt Tezuka was building the ice wall around him, avoiding the prodigy. As if to say that, 'that's none of your business'.

Fuji felt awkward for a moment. "I'll buy the ice-cream," he said and hurriedly walked away.

His heart was beating fast. //Did he ... he didn't want me to ... know him more ... was his past, that horrible? What really happened?//, he winced in pain and clutched his chest. He really wanted to cry.

//Tezuka ...//

***

When Fuji has finally calmed down, he bought the ice cream and walked back to Tezuka. He gasped as he saw Tezuka closed his eyes with his arms folded in his chest. "Tezuka?", he whispered carefully as he sat on the bench.

Tezuka didn't reply.

Fuji blushed. //Oh my God ... he's sleeping ... oh bad me! He must be very tired but he didn't admit it, because I was so happy ...//

Fuji moved the bags from Tezuka's side to his side, so that he sat next to Tezuka and stared at the lovely face. "Tezuka? I'm sorry ...", he whispered guiltily.

Tezuka still didn't reply, and Fuji sighed as he leaned his back against the bench. He licked his ice cream sadly and sighed. Fuji stared at the sky and slowly smiled. //Hey, the stars are beautiful like usual//.

Fuji heard a soft thud and he felt something fell right on his shoulder. He suddenly couldn't breathe because he knew; it was Tezuka. Tezuka laid his head on Fuji's shoulder [which Fuji knew, it must be a coincidence, considering that Tezuka's sleeping] and he slowly blushed. //Uh-oh ... I'm afraid if I move a little, he'd awake ... oh, what should I do???//

A couple passed by and they smiled at Fuji. Fuji blushed and pretended he knows nothing. They must be looked very perfect. Fuji felt his heart beating fast again. //Tezuka ... I felt warm ...//

Fuji felt tired suddenly and his ice cream fell, forgotten. He turned his head to Tezuka's hair and kissed it fondly. He yawned and slowly, he felt his eyes got heavier, and then he fell into a deep slumber ...

***

Fuji felt stupid.

He abruptly opened his eyes and felt panic. //EEEHHHHH???? Why did I fall asleep too??//

Fuji sat up, only to find that he's in his apartment and covered with blanket in the living room, in the rug exactly. And, he stared right at Tezuka. "WAH! Tezuka!! I'm so sorry! I was, I don't know, I fell asleep, and I ..."

"It's fine," Tezuka cut him.

Fuji blushed and felt ashamed. "But, how did you carry me all the way? Did you leave the bags at the park?"

"No way I'd did that," Tezuka shook his head. "I carried you on my back. You're not heavy. I have managed."

Fuji scratched his head. "How did we come in? Did Yuuta -"

"I'm sorry, I ... I searched the key in your pocket. But, I didn't touch anything, really," he added seriously.

"Oh, it's not that!", Fuji smiled and felt relieved. "I'm so sorry for bothering you. I know, I'm the one to be blamed. You must be thinking of me as a child. Even though I'm older than you, but you're ... you're wiser than me," he said heavily. "Everyone said so too."

"You may have attitudes like a child, but most importantly, you're not a child."

Fuji opened his eyes and stared at Tezuka.

"Right?"

Fuji slowly smiled. "Right ..."

//He understand//, Fuji smiled. //I knew it ... he understand me the most ...//

"Are you ... mad?"

Tezuka blinked, and then he burst out, laughing. Fuji sweat dropped as he opened his eyes and stared at Tezuka. "What? What's so funny?"

"You ...", Tezuka smiled. He really smiled. Fuji couldn't believe how beautiful Tezuka was when he was smiling. "I really like your eyes, Fuji. They're beautiful."

Fuji.

He called Fuji without sensei or dearest teacher.

It's strange. It seemed like the gap between Tezuka and Fuji was gone. Fuji felt he's closer to Tezuka.

"I'd never be mad at you, Fuji," Tezuka shook his head in amusement.

"But, what about that time? Mikihisa-san and Taka-san ..."

"Now that's funny," Tezuka smiled again. "If you called that *mad*, well, I'd call it *jealous* then."

Fuji frowned and tilted his head. "Jealous? You're jealous?", he blushed hard. "You're really jealous back then? Then I was right! I knew you're jealous!", he laughed happily.

Tezuka stared at Fuji fondly. //You're very beautiful ...//

Fuji sighed and stared at Tezuka. "Tezuka, may I ask you something? Let's just pretend that we're both in Titanic. I'm Rose, and you're Jack. When the ship was about to drown, we're both torn because we want to live happily together, but the situations didn't support, because if one of us die, like in the movie, I'd ... I'd be very sad ... and ..."

"What's the point? What do you want to ask?"

"If we're both in the situations like that, what are you going to do?"

Tezuka thought for a moment. "I'll think of something."

Fuji felt blank. "What?"

"I'll think of something, so that both of us could live together."

Fuji opened his mouth but he couldn't say anything. He didn't expect the answer would turn out like that.

"I don't want to lose you, and vice versa, and if I lost you, I'd lost myself too. It's better for me to die with you. But, there would be a way, a better way. So that we could live, together, just the two of us."

Tezuka smirked as he saw Fuji gaping like that. "Why? You didn't expect that?"

"I ... I guess so," Fuji smiled. "You're so kind, Tezuka."

"Really? I guess that's because of you."

They both stared at each other for a moment before Tezuka slowly leaned forward and captured Fuji's lips with his. Tezuka's hand went to the back of Fuji's neck, making the prodigy shivered. Fuji slowly moaned and parted his mouth, and Tezuka slid his tongue, exploring Fuji's mouth, until ...

"I'm home!", Yuuta opened the door and petrified.

Fuji and Tezuka pulled away and pretended like nothing happened. But it didn't work for Yuuta, because he has seen them kissing and Fuji was blushing horribly.

"Oops," Yuuta grinned. "Did I disturb you guys?"
~To Be Continued~
Author's Note: NO comment this time ~_^ I'm so ashamed!!! I hope you like this one!