Common Pain, (someone give me an idea for a better title, please!)
Summary; you'll guess when you read it, probably gonna be sad all the way through!
A/N wAnNaBpIpEr do you still want your spot? I need ideas guys, to carry this one on. I know it seems like a lot of stories you have probably read but this totally original. If you are insulted that this story is too much like yours I will tell readers to go read your story and give you credit!!! Please please please review I need it!! Good or bad!!!
Circle after circle after circle. Her mind was running loops like the circular patterns of the atex on the ceiling. Piper lay back on her bad and gazed at the intricate detail of the paintwork that adorned her ceiling as her brain repeatedly conjured images to her eyes that she'd rather forget. Her conscience haunted her, torturing her with events from her life, the mistakes she'd made and the pain she'd thought she'd caused.
'It's all my fault, it's always my fault, I know that!' her mind was repeating methodically.
'Everyone I'm near gets hurt.' her mind added into the mantra.
'I should be the one who gets hurt, not everyone else!' she knew where this train of thought would lead and desperately tried to drag her mind back to safe territory.
'No, I won't do it again!' she told her mind in vain. She knew what would happen, again.
'But you deserve it, every ounce of pain you receive is one that you deserve 100 times over!'
'Your poor sisters having to look at your fat ugly body and face every day and you never apologise or even say thank you! You fat selfish bitch!' the inner voices won over her voice and pummelled her defenceless mind with negative thoughts.
The internal argument her mind was having grew to deafening, intolerable levels of torture and Piper found her legs manoeuvring her body off the bed and over to her dresser. Her hands, operating on their own, located a razor from a drawer, and with practiced ease, snapped the plastic away from the handle ad extracted the thin metal blade form its casing.
Armed with a small bowl and a towel she sat down on the bed. Raising the sharp blade to her arm she pressed down onto her soft flesh. Dragging the blade across her arm, just below the elbow she relaxed as the stinging pain washed over her. Scarlet blood oozed from the wound and leaked into the bowl as Piper gazed, mesmerized by it, as her own blood trickled across her milky white skin.
Slowly Piper's tortured mind realized her bowl was collecting a lot of blood and she better halt the flow before she loses too much blood. She wrapped the towel round the cut and pressed as the towel continued to absorb the crimson life source.
She flopped back onto her bed and relaxed as she imagined the evil voices flowing out of her body along with her blood.
She lay still, enjoying the quiet that was now in her mind. Eventually the bleeding subsided and she fell asleep on her bed, into a sleep filled with torturous images of her life.
A/N please review I need to know if this is any good and as usual I am open to suggestions and even flames! Look there is mr review button!!!
Summary; you'll guess when you read it, probably gonna be sad all the way through!
A/N wAnNaBpIpEr do you still want your spot? I need ideas guys, to carry this one on. I know it seems like a lot of stories you have probably read but this totally original. If you are insulted that this story is too much like yours I will tell readers to go read your story and give you credit!!! Please please please review I need it!! Good or bad!!!
Circle after circle after circle. Her mind was running loops like the circular patterns of the atex on the ceiling. Piper lay back on her bad and gazed at the intricate detail of the paintwork that adorned her ceiling as her brain repeatedly conjured images to her eyes that she'd rather forget. Her conscience haunted her, torturing her with events from her life, the mistakes she'd made and the pain she'd thought she'd caused.
'It's all my fault, it's always my fault, I know that!' her mind was repeating methodically.
'Everyone I'm near gets hurt.' her mind added into the mantra.
'I should be the one who gets hurt, not everyone else!' she knew where this train of thought would lead and desperately tried to drag her mind back to safe territory.
'No, I won't do it again!' she told her mind in vain. She knew what would happen, again.
'But you deserve it, every ounce of pain you receive is one that you deserve 100 times over!'
'Your poor sisters having to look at your fat ugly body and face every day and you never apologise or even say thank you! You fat selfish bitch!' the inner voices won over her voice and pummelled her defenceless mind with negative thoughts.
The internal argument her mind was having grew to deafening, intolerable levels of torture and Piper found her legs manoeuvring her body off the bed and over to her dresser. Her hands, operating on their own, located a razor from a drawer, and with practiced ease, snapped the plastic away from the handle ad extracted the thin metal blade form its casing.
Armed with a small bowl and a towel she sat down on the bed. Raising the sharp blade to her arm she pressed down onto her soft flesh. Dragging the blade across her arm, just below the elbow she relaxed as the stinging pain washed over her. Scarlet blood oozed from the wound and leaked into the bowl as Piper gazed, mesmerized by it, as her own blood trickled across her milky white skin.
Slowly Piper's tortured mind realized her bowl was collecting a lot of blood and she better halt the flow before she loses too much blood. She wrapped the towel round the cut and pressed as the towel continued to absorb the crimson life source.
She flopped back onto her bed and relaxed as she imagined the evil voices flowing out of her body along with her blood.
She lay still, enjoying the quiet that was now in her mind. Eventually the bleeding subsided and she fell asleep on her bed, into a sleep filled with torturous images of her life.
A/N please review I need to know if this is any good and as usual I am open to suggestions and even flames! Look there is mr review button!!!
